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†m †f‡ewQj Zvi gv iægvbv‡K cyÎea~ wn‡m‡e mn‡R †g‡b wb‡e bv| GL‡bv GB MÖvgxY mgv‡Ri `„k¨¸‡jv N‡i N‡i ejer Av‡Q| GB
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msKUvcbœ| we‡qi K_v ï‡b Zvi gv hw` Ny‡i em‡Zv, Zvn‡j Rwn‡ii ewji wkKvi n‡Z nq| Zv‡K co‡Z nq mgvR Pÿzïj mgvRcwZi
wKQzB Kivi wQ‡jv bv| Là‡i| Zv‡K nqivwb Kiv nq| cvov cÖwZ‡ekx‡ì KUzw³‡Z
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Avq| Avgv‡ì Avi wKQz PvIqvi †bB| Rwni ¯^w¯Íi wbtk¦vm †dj‡jv| †mw`b cvÎ cÿ †`‡L hvevi ci iægvbvi PvwP a‡iB wb‡q‡Q Gev‡i
†m †f‡ewQ‡jv gv nq‡Zv Zvi GKgvÎ †Q‡ji we‡q‡Z GUv †mUv †èvi Zvi we‡q wbwðZ n‡eB| ZvB †Zv iægvbvi mr gv‡qi Kv‡Q mvdvB †M‡q
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†ewU‡K we‡qUv w`qv `vI| GKUv `vq mvBiv †djvI| †ewU gvbyl‡K gvZeŸ‡ii eD ejj, ÔAvR bv eyey, Rjw` †Zvgvi gvBqvi weqvkv`x
ev‡ci N‡i †ewk w`b ivLv fvjv bv| IB msmv‡i Ag½j nq| hv wVK KBiv G°vb `vIqv` `vI| Avi `vIqvZ bv w`‡jI AvBqv cogy
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nqv †M‡j mgv‡R gyL †`Lvb hv‡e bv| †Zvgvi †ewUi Kvi‡Y AvgivI Awf‡hvM †bB| †Kewj c„w_ex‡K Av‡jvwKZ Ki‡Z cvivi gv‡SB Zvi
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m¤ú‡K© K‡Zv K_v †kvbvq, †m †Lqvj wK †Zvgvi Av‡Q? Avgvi †ewU nvwi‡K‡bi Av‡jv‡Z eB wb‡q e‡m Av‡Q| we`y¨r †bB †h †KD DuwK
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K_v ïbv‡e Avi Avwg PvBqv PvBqv †`Lgy, Zv nB‡Z w`gybv| †gjv wKQzUv wdmwdmvwb kã iægvbvi Kv‡b †f‡m G‡jv| †m cov _vwg‡q
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Kiv jvM‡e| Avwg GLb hvB| evwn‡i Avq| †Zvi mv‡_ GKUv K_v Av‡Q| iægvbv †Kv‡bvwKQz bv †f‡e
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gvZeŸi PvPvI bv-wK GB K_vUv iægvbvi gvÕ‡K ej‡Z e‡j‡Qb| Ôgv Zzwg Gme wK ej‡Qv?Õ
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bv‡g iv¯ÍvNv‡U Zviv †cÖg wcwiwZ K‡i †eovq| †MvUv †Miv‡g Zv‡Mvi ÔIB †h, Rwn‡ii j‡M wKme K‡i †eovm! ZzB wK fveQm Avgiv
bv‡g K_vevZ©v| Avgiv gvZeŸi nqv GMøv gvwb †Kg‡b? Kwig †eRvq wK”Qz Rvwb bv? †Zvi j¾v K‡i bv? GKUv ci cyiæ‡li mv‡_ hv Zv K‡i
mij mv`v gvbyl| Ii gvBqv GZ GZ Lvivc Zv e‡j †kl Kiv hv‡e Ny‡i †eovm| †Miv‡gi †jvK †Zv‡K †Nbœvi †Pv‡L `¨v‡L| Avwg †Zvi
bv| Zv‡K GBme e¨vcv‡i K_v ej‡ZI Lvivc jv‡M| ZvB Avgvi evwoi RvqMvq _vK‡j K‡eB Mjvq `wo w`Zvg|Õ
gvbyl wK”Qz Kqwb| †m ejj, Zzwg wMqv iægvbvi gvÕ‡K eySv‡q Av‡mv| gv‡qi K_v †kv‡b j¾vq, f‡q iægvbv Avi †Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j
ZvB weKv‡ji KvR Kvg ZwoNwo k¨vl KBiv †Zvgvi j‡M `yÕWv K_v †Kewj Pzc K‡i iBj|
KBevi AvBwQ eyey| ïbjvg Avgvi ev‡ci evwoi Kv‡QB bv-wK e‡ii wKQzUv agK w`‡q iægvbvi gv ejj, ÔPzc KBiv AvwQm K¨vb? Reve
evwo| †eUvi GKUz eqm †ewk| Zv‡Z wK? †eUv gvb‡li Avevi eqm! †`| †Zvi evc‡i wKš‧ me Kqv w`gy|Õ
eqm GKUz †ewk‡Z wK”Qz hvq Av‡m bv| †PvL eÜ KBiv we‡qUv w`qv iægvbv f‡q Zvi gv‡qi cv‡qi Kv‡Q R‡ovm‡ov n‡q co‡jv|
`vI| weqv n‡j me wVK nqv hv‡e| wVK ejwQbv eyey? wKQzÿY †f‡e iægvbv wVK Ki‡jv Gevi Avi Pzc K‡i _vK‡e bv| †m
iægvbvi gv, ÔK_vq †Kv‡bv Reve bv w`‡q †Kewj gv_v †b‡o mvq ej‡jv, Ôgv, Zzwg Avgv‡i gvd K‡i `vI| Zzwg AveŸv‡i wKQz eB‡jv bv|
w`‡jv| gvZeŸi PvPvi eD wKQz GKUv eyS‡Z †c‡i nVvr Pzc n‡q Avgvi Wi K‡i| †Zvgiv hvi mv‡_ j‡M Avgvi weqv wèv Avwg wVKB
†M‡jv| Zvici GKUz †_‡g ejj, ÕivZ nqv †M‡jv| ZvB‡j Gevi hvB gvBbv wbgy wKš‧ Avwg Kx myLx ngy? Avwg †Zv Av‡iKRb‡i PvB| wR›`v
eyey| Av‡iKw`b my‡hvM ey‡S w`‡bi †ejvq AvBmv K_v K‡evwb|Õ jvk nBqv Avwg euvBPv _vwK, †Zvgiv wK ZvB PvI? †Zvgiv wK PvIbv
iægvbvi gv ejj, Ôiv‡Zi Pvi‡U fvZ gy‡L w`qv hvb eyey|Õ Avwg my‡L _vwK?ÕÕ
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Zvi mr gv wew¯§Z †Pv‡L wKQzÿY †g‡qi w`‡K ZvwK‡q iB‡jv| KviY, Zvi evevi wØZxq weev‡ni ci GB cwiev‡i Zvi gv‡qi K_v
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gvbyl †Zvi e¨vcv‡i bvbvb K_v Kq| ZvI †Zv‡i wK”Qz KB bvB| †mw`b wefxwlKvgq ivZ †ciæ‡bvi ci mKv‡j wfbœ GKUv wP‡Îi †`Lv
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Avgvi wPbv| IiKg cwiev‡i GKevi hvB‡Z cvi‡j †Zvi †mvbvi Pvb wKQzB g‡b †bB| wKQz GKUv Avkvi evYx †`L‡Z cv‡”Q †m|
Kcvj| mvZ cyiæ‡li fvwM¨! Avgv‡Mv Avi †Kv‡bv wPšÍv _vK‡ev bv| iægvbvi evev †g‡qi my‡Li K_v †f‡e Rwni‡ì cÖ¯Ív‡e ivwR n‡jI
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Kim, Zvi cwiYvg †Zvi Rb¨ Lye Lvivc nB‡ev|Õ w`‡Z GK`gB bvivR wQ‡jb wZwb| iv‡M MRMR K‡i ej‡jb, Zvi
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Zv‡K fxlY iKg fv‡jvev‡m| GKevi iægvbvi g‡b n‡jv, †m Zvi e‡ov we‡q †f‡O w`‡q D‡V P‡j hvK| wKš‧ Rwni bv‡Qvoev›`v| †m iægvbvi
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wKš‧ GLb Awã iægvbvi evevi evwo †_‡K GKUv cqmvi wKQzB Ry‡Uwb
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Zcm¨v K‡iI †`Lv cvq bv| †KDev Avevi Aí `ytL †fvM K‡iB my‡Li
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fze‡b †Kej ¯ vqx myLx gvbyl n‡jv cvMj †h Rb| G‡ì‡K `ywbqvi
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Zv‡K fxlb Av`‡i †i‡L‡Q| GKUv my¯  ev”Pv n‡jB †m Lywk|Õ †m g‡bi my‡L †emy‡i Mvb ai‡jv|
we‡qi ci †_‡K AvR ch©šÍ Rwni KL‡bv Zvi mv‡_ DPz Mjvq K_v iægvbv ZvB gy» n‡q ïb‡Q|
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Av‡jqv cov‡jLvq KuvPv n‡jI Ab¨w`‡Ki eyw× wKš‧ wVKB Av‡Q| wLjwLj K‡i nvm‡jv| GLb †h †KD Zv‡K †`L‡j f‚Z-†cZœx e‡j f‡q
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evi ¯‥z‡j hvevi K_v ejj, gv‡qi K_v Kv‡b bv wb‡qB cvov †eov‡Z evwoZ AvBmv nvgvK hvB‡Z KI! GK`g R¡vjvB‡qv bv-†Zv evcy|Õ
†M‡jv †m| Gw`‡K Zvi gv †i‡M-†g‡M Aw¯ i n‡q ejj, AvR evwo‡Z Rwni Gev‡i wKQzUv weiw³ ¯^‡i ejj, Av‡jqv Avi ivM jvMvm bv|
Avq GKevi, nv‡Zi Kv‡Q †c‡jB gRv †`Lwe Znb| †Zvi GKw`b wK •a‡h©i GKUv mxgv Av‡Q| fv‡jv K‡i ejwQ, evwo‡Z Pj †evb|Õ
Avgvi GKw`b| iægvbv GKevi wR‡Ám Ki‡jv wK n‡q‡Q gv? Zvi Av‡jqv Gev‡i †i‡M wM‡q ejj, Ôfv‡jv KBiv Kby, K_v Lvb
kvïwo †Kej iv‡M MRMR Ki‡jb| Kv‡bZ Xz‡K bvB| Avwg K¼veZx| GBWv Avgvi Ni-evwo| Avwg K¨vb
`ycyi Mwo‡q we‡Kj n‡jv ZeyI AvR Av‡jqv evwo‡Z wdi‡jv bv| †Zvgvi j‡M hvgy?Õ
wPšÍvq c‡o †M‡jv Zvi gv| G evwo I evwo †LuvR K‡iI †`Lv wgj‡jv bv Rwni †Lqvj Ki‡jv, Av‡jqvi AvPvi-AvPiY A‡bKUvB
Av‡jqvi| Ggb †Zv nevi K_v bq| Av‡iKUz c‡i mÜ¨v bvg‡e| MÖv‡g A¯^vfvweK| †Pv‡Li †KvVi n‡Z GKUv Zxÿè i³Pÿz MWgW K‡i Zvi
mÜ¨v bvg‡j fqsKi jv‡M| Pvicvk Ry‡o eb-ev`vo, MvQMvQvwji meyR w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| GB eywS my‡hvM †c‡jB Rwni‡K Lvg‡P ai‡e|
Av”Qv`‡b †Niv| wgkwg‡k Kv‡jv‡Z †`Lv hvq bv wKQz, mewKQzB †h‡bv wKsev Kvg‡o i³v³ K‡i †dj‡e| GB gyn~‡Z© Rwn‡ii fq †c‡j Pj‡e
A¯úó jv‡M| KL‡bv ev `~i †_‡K g‡b nq wKQz †`Lv hv‡”Q, AÜKv‡i bv| cwiw¯ wZ †hgbB †nvK bv †K‡bv Av‡jqv‡K e‡k Avb‡Z n‡e Zvi|
ùvwo‡q Av‡Q †KD, ZLwb f‡q Mv QgQg K‡i D‡V| Mv‡qi mg¯Í †jvg ZvB †m fq †c‡jI †mUv cÖKvk Ki‡jv bv| eis D‡ëv agK w`‡q
Luvov n‡q hvq| RwniI Zvi †evb‡K LyuR‡Z †ei n‡jv| MÖv‡gi me ¸‡jv ejj, Ôfv‡jv K‡i ejwQ GL‡bv evwo Pj Av‡jqv| bq‡Zv wKš‧ †Zvi
evwo‡Z cÖvq wR‡Ám Kiv †kl, Kv‡ivi evwo‡Z Av‡jqv †bB| Kcv‡j kwb Av‡Q|Õ
cvovi †jv‡K ïb‡j g›` ej‡e †f‡e GZÿY PzcPvc fv‡e ÔDuû, Avi wPjøv‡qv bv-†Zv| KLb _¨vBKv KBZvwQ, Avgv‡i Avgvi
LyuRwQ‡jv| wKš‧ GLb •a‡h©i euva †f‡O iægvbvi kvïwo WzK‡i †Ku‡` g‡Zv _vKevi `vI| Avi Dwb AvBmv Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wPjøvcvjøv Ryo‡Qb|
DV‡jv| RwniI Zbœ Zbœ K‡i LyuR‡jv| LyuR‡Z LyuR‡Z wK †f‡e †h‡bv Avgvi GMøv fvjøvM‡Q bv|Õ
euvk evMv‡bi Iw`KUvq †M‡jv †m| nVvr euvk †Sv‡ci †fZi n‡Z Rwni Gev‡i ZwoNwo K‡i Av‡jqvi Wvbv a‡i Uvb w`‡jv| wn‡Z
wLjwLj K‡i nvwmi GKUv kã Kv‡b †f‡m G‡jv| Rwni U‡P©i Av‡jv wecixZ NU‡jv| Rwni AevK n‡jv Av‡jqvi Mv‡q G‡Zv †Rvi †`‡L|
nv‡Z †mw`KUvq GwM‡q †M‡jv| Av‡jqv Zvi kix‡ii mg¯Í kw³ LuvwU‡q Rwn‡ii Wvb Wvbvq Kvgo
Av‡jqv GKUv †Wvevi av‡i cv Szwj‡q e‡m †_‡K ¸b¸wb‡q Mvb emv‡jv| e¨_vq KuvZiv‡Z _vK‡jv †m| Av‡jqv †h‡bv Rwni e¨_v
MvB‡Q| Zvi kixiUv `yj‡Q, Pzj ¸‡jv fxlY G‡jv‡g‡jv| gyL †`‡L cvIqv‡Z Zxeª Avb›` †c‡jv| †mB Avb‡›` †m wLjwLj K‡i nvm‡Z
†Pbvi Dcvq †bB, †Kgb GKUv iæMœkxY© kix‡i fi K‡i e‡m Av‡Q jvM‡jv| †mB wLj wLj kã †hb AÜKvi Pvwiw`‡K GK †f․wZK
Avbg‡b| GKevi euvk evMv‡bi gv_vi Dc‡i PuvÙvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q cwi‡e‡ki AeZviYv Ki‡jv|
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Rwni A‡bK fq †c‡jv| wKš‧ wb‡Ri †QvU‡evb‡K †Q‡o †m hv‡e †mw`b iv‡Z Bgvg mv‡n‡ei cvwb cov LvIqvi ci †_‡K Av‡jqv
bv| Rwn‡ii Wvbv †_‡K SiSi K‡i i³ †ei n‡q Mwo‡q gvwU‡Z Avi †Kv‡bv iKg cvMjvwg K‡i bv| mewKQz wVKVvKB PjwQ‡jv| mevB
co‡jv| ZeyI †m Av‡jqvi nvZ Qvo‡jv bv| Zv‡K †U‡b euvk evMvb hLb Av‡jqvi cvMjvwgi e¨vcviUv fzj‡Z e‡m‡Q ZLb Avevi GKw`b
†_‡K †ei Kivi †Póv Ki‡jv †m| Av‡jqv ZLb †Kej mv‡ci g‡Zv Av‡jqv‡K Lyu‡R cvIqv hv‡”Q bv| ivZ †e‡R †M‡Q 9 Uv| Gcvov Icvov
dmdm kã Ki‡jv, wKQzÿY ev‡` Avevi †MvOv‡Z jvM‡jv| RwniI Lyu‡R mvov, †Kv_vI Av‡jqvi nw`m †bB| Rwni nv‡Z nvwi‡Kb wb‡q
bv‡Qvoev›`v n‡qB ejj, †Zvi cvMjvwg AvR Avwg QzUv‡ev| Av‡M evwo Av‡jqv‡K LyuR‡Z †ei n‡q‡Q| LyuR‡Z LyuR‡Z Av‡j¨qvi mÜvb cvIqv
Pj| Zvici †Zvi eë¯ v Ki‡ev| †M‡jv GKUv †QvU eUMv‡Qi Dc‡i| Av‡jqv eUMv‡Q †QvÆ GKwU Wv‡j
Av‡jqv ZLb iv‡Mi Q‡j ZzB-†ZvKvwi K‡i ejj, ÔQvBov †` cv Szwj‡q e‡m Av‡Q| Avi bvwK my‡i ¸b¸b Ki‡Q| KÉUv †gv‡UB
Avgv‡i, fv‡jv KBiv KBZvwQ, QvBov †`| bvB‡j †Zvi kix‡ii i³ Av‡jqvi bv| A™¢yZ inm¨gq GK KÉ| AvZw¼Z n‡q Rwni †`․‡o
PzBlv Lvgy| ZzB Avgv‡i wPwbm? Kvi kix‡j nvZ ZzjwQm? Avwg Bgvg mv‡ne‡K †W‡K Avb‡jv|
K¼veZx| Avwg GB evMv‡bi ivRKBb¨v| Avgvi K_vq GB evMv‡b Bgvg mv‡ne G‡m wKQzÿY †`vqv-`yiæ` co‡jb| Gici Rwni
ivBZ nq, w`b Av‡m| m~h© I‡V-Wz‡e| Avwg PvB‡j me m¤¢e| Avgvi ej‡jb Mv‡Qi Wv‡j D‡V Av‡jqv‡K bvwg‡q Avbvi Rb¨| Avðh©
K_vq GB evMv‡b dzj dz‡U, e‡j †nv †nv †nv K‡i AÆnvwm‡Z MovMwo e¨vcvi, Rwni Mv‡Q DVvi ci Av‡jqv †gv‡UB †Kvb cvMjvwg Ki‡jv
†L‡Z jvM‡jv Av‡jqv|Õ bv| Rwn‡ii mv‡_ eva¨ †g‡qi g‡Zv Pzc K‡i †b‡g G‡jv| ûRyi‡K
mv‡_ K‡i wb‡q Iiv evwo wd‡i †M‡jv|
Rwni ¯úó eyS‡Z cvi‡jv, Zvi †evb Av‡jqv my¯  †bB| wKQz GKUv
Rwni fv‡e, Av‡jqvi nq‡Zv †Kvb Kvi‡b gvbwmK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q|
n‡q‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© Zvi KvQ †_‡K ¯^vfvweK AvPiY cvevi cÖZ¨vkv
gyiæeŸx‡ì K_vq Bgvg mv‡n‡ei KvQ †_‡K cvwb cov LvB‡q‡Q| cvwb
KivUv †evKvwg n‡e| ZvB †m Av‡jqvi cvMjvwg‡Z †Kv‡bv iKg cÖkÖq
cov wKsev †`vqv ìæ‡` KvR n‡q‡Q †mUv Zvi wPšÍvq †bB| †m fve‡Q
bv w`‡q eis wKQzUv †Rvi LvwU‡qB †U‡b wnuP‡o Zv‡K evwo Avb‡jv|
`ªæZ Av‡jqv‡K Wv³vi †`Lv‡Z n‡e Avev‡iv hw` GgbwU nq|
ZL‡bv Av‡jqv weoweo K‡i wK †h‡bv ejj, Avi Rwni‡K wPg‡U,
GB NUbvi ci †_‡K Av‡jqvi g‡a¨ Avg~j cwieZ©b †`Lv †M‡jv|
Kvg‡o nv‡Zi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q w`‡jv| GLb †m wbqwgZ ¯‥z‡j hvq| wVK g‡Zv †jLvcov K‡i| cov‡kvbvq †m
Av‡jqvi Ae¯ v †`‡L evwoi mevB †c‡ikvb| wK Kiv DwPZ †KD Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bK fv‡jv n‡q‡Q| iægvbv GLb Zvi †Q‡j mvw`K‡K ¯î
eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wKQz GKUv †f‡e IB iv‡ZB Rwni gmwR‡ì Bgvg eY©gvjv †kLvq| Ab¨w`‡K Av‡jqv GLb wb‡Ri cov wb‡RB co‡Z
mv‡n‡ei Kv‡Q †Mj| Av‡jqvi A¯^vfvweK AvPi‡Yi K_v we¯ÍvwiZ cv‡i| GLb Avi †m gv‡qi gy‡L gy‡L ZK© K‡i bv| cov‡kvbvq duvwK
Zv‡K Ly‡j ejj Zv‡K| Cgvg mv‡ne †`vqv ìæ`cvV cvV K‡i GK Møvm †`q bv| NvoZ¨vovwg K‡i bv| wKfv‡e Kx n‡jv Rwn‡ii †evaMg¨ nq
cvwb c‡o w`‡jb| Avi ej‡jb, GB cvwb †h‡bv Av‡jqv‡K A‡a©K bv wKš‧ mewKQz †h wVK n‡q‡Q Zv‡ZB †m mš‧ó|
LvIqv‡bv nq, Avi Av‡jqv‡K IRy Kiv‡bv nq| Zvn‡j Av‡jqvi
cvMjvwg nq‡Zv Avjøvn wVK K‡i w`‡eb| Rwni Cgvg mv‡n‡ei K_v
g‡Zv evwo G‡m Av‡jqv‡K cov cvwb LvIqv‡jv| AevK K‡i w`‡q
wKQzÿY ev‡`B Av‡jqvi cvMjvwg wKQzUv eÜ n‡jv| wKš‧ A‡bK
a¯Ívaw¯Í Kivi d‡j Zvi kixi GLb A‡bKUvB wb‡¯ÍR| †m evi evi
nvB Zzj‡jv| Av‡jqvi gv †g‡qi cv‡k e‡m †_‡K nvZ cvLvi evZvm
Ki‡Qb| Avi AuvP‡j evi evi †PvL †Rvov gyQ‡jb|
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Rwni iægvbv‡K ej‡jv, AvR‡KB mvw`K‡K wb‡q kn‡i iIbv w`‡e eo
Wv³vi †`Lv‡Z| Ab¨w`‡K gv‡qi gb e‡j K_v| wKQz GKUv eyS‡Z
cviwQ‡jv nq‡Zv, ivZ †_‡KB Kvbœv Ry‡owQ‡jv iægvbv| Zv‡K _vgv‡Z
cvi‡jv bv †KD|
Av‡jqv ¯‥zj †_‡K †divi c‡_ mvw`‡Ki Rb¨ jvj, bxj, njy`
i‡Oi †ejyb wKb‡jv| mvw`K hLb my¯  wQ‡jv ZLb Av‡jqv cÖvq cÖvq
¯‥zj †_‡K †divi c‡_ mvw`‡Ki Rb¨ †ejyb wK‡b Avb‡Zv| iægvbv
wb‡la Ki‡jI †m ïb‡Zv bv| Zvici †mB †ejyb wb‡q mviv we‡Kj
Av‡jqv Avi mvw`K `yÕR‡bB †Ljv K‡i| Av‡jqvi nv‡Z †ejyb †`L‡Z
bevbœ Avm‡Z Lye †ewk †`wi bvB| bevbœ‡Z ïiæ n‡e evOvwji N‡i N‡i
†c‡jB mvw`K †`․‡o G‡m Zvi †Kv‡ji †fZ‡i em‡Zv| †ejyb bv w`‡j
Drm‡ei Av‡qvRb| ag©, eY©, RvwZ wbwe©‡k‡l mKj †kÖYxi gvby‡liv GB
Av‡jqv‡K Zvi †Qv‡Uv †Qv‡Uv AvOy‡j wPgwU †K‡U n‡jI †ejyb ¸‡jv
Drme cvjb K‡i _v‡K| Rwni‡ì cwiev‡iI Gmgq A‡bK e¨v¯ÍZv|
wb‡q wb‡Zv mvw`K| A_P AvR Av‡jqvi nv‡Z †ejyb †`‡LI mvw`‡Ki
Zv‡ì Rwg‡b dmj wb‡q wekvj Kg©hÁ|
†Kv‡bv mvov †bB| Av‡jqv GKevi ejj, mvw`K `¨v‡Lv, †Zvgvi Rb¨
GKw`b nVvr K‡iB Rwn‡ii †Q‡j mvw`‡Ki R¡i Avm‡jv| Wv³vi
†ejyb AvbwQ| wbev?
†`Lv‡bv n‡jv, wVK gZ Ilya LvIqv‡bv n‡jv, ZeyI R¡i Qvovi
ZeyI mvw`K ZvKv‡jv bv| A‡bK evi WvKvWvwK Kivi ci mvw`K
†Kv‡bv jÿY †bB| eis w`b h‡Zv hvq, ZZB R¡‡ii AebwZ nq|
iægvbvi kvïwo †nwK‡gi KvQ †_‡K cvwb cov Avb‡jb, Zv‡ZI GKevi †ejyb¸‡jvi w`‡K UzjUzj K‡i ZvKv‡jv| Av‡jqv Zvi nv‡Z
†Kv‡bv jvf n‡jv bv| mvw`K w`‡bi †ejvq GKUz fv‡jv _vK‡jI _vKv †ejyb ¸‡jv mvw`‡Ki †Pv‡Li mvg‡b evi evi bvo‡Q, ZLb
iv‡Z †eRvq R¡i †e‡o hvq| KL‡bv Avevi gv gv K‡i Wv‡K| mvw`‡Ki †PvL †Rvov w`‡q MjMj K‡i cvwb Mwo‡q c‡o weQvbv evwjk
mšÍv‡bi K‡ó iægvbvi ZLb KwjRv wQu‡o hvq hvq Ae¯ v| A_P wf‡R †M‡jv|
mvw`‡Ki gyL cv‡b †P‡q _vKv Qvov Zvi Avi wK”Qz Kivi _v‡K bv| Av‡jqv Avev‡iv ejj, mvw`K, ÔGB †ejyb ¸‡jv †Zvgvi Rb¨B
M‡Äi Wv³vi‡K †`Lv‡bv n‡jv| Wv³vi wVK ai‡Z cvi‡jb bv AvbwQ| wbev bv? D‡V ùvov‡Z cviev? ùvovI †Zv †`wL!
AmyLUv Kx| ZvB ej‡jb kn‡i wb‡q wM‡q cixÿv-wbwiÿv K‡i mvw`K †Kvb mvov w`‡jv bv| iægvbv `ªæZ †MvQ-MvQ Ki‡Q †Q‡j‡K
nvmcvZv‡j fwZ© Kiv‡Z| kn‡i Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q wb‡q hvIqvi Rb¨| Rwni wiKkv f¨vb fvov K‡i
h_vixwZ mg‡q bev‡bœi Drme Abïv cvjb Ki‡jI iægvbvi G‡b evwoi DVv‡b ivL‡jv| N‡i Xz‡KB †`L‡jv Av‡jqv mvw`‡Ki cv‡k
cwiev‡i Pj‡Q AkvwšÍi wgwQj| mšÍv‡bi KiæY Ae¯ vq Zv‡ì †Pv‡L emv| mvw`K GB Kqw`b †Kv‡bv K_v e‡jwb| nVvZ evev e‡j †W‡K
Kv‡iv Nyg †bB| wVK g‡Zv LvIqv -`vIqv †bB| MZKvj iv‡ZI mvw`K DV‡jv| mvw`‡Ki WvK Rwn‡ii ey‡K ï‡ji g‡Zv G‡m weua‡jv| Rwn‡ii
K‡qKevi gv gv K‡i WvKwQ‡jv| AvR Avi Wv‡Kwb, GB wb‡q Zv‡ì Kv‡Q GB WvKwU †Kb †hb ¯^fvweK g‡b n‡jv bv| wK †f‡e †hb Rwni
wPšÍv Av‡iv †e‡o †M‡jv| mvw`‡Ki †Kv‡bv mvov kã †bB| †Kewj cÖPÐ iægvbv‡K †W‡K ej‡jv, †Zvgvi †Q‡j‡K Zzwg GKUz Avì K‡i `vI|
R¡‡i Zvi kixi cy‡o hv‡”Q| iægvbv mviv ivZ mvw`‡Ki Kcv‡j cvwb iægvbv †Q‡ji Kv‡Q wM‡q mšÍc©‡b cig fv‡jvevmvq mvw`‡Ki gv_vq
cwÆ w`‡jv| kixi gy‡Q w`‡jv Zv‡ZI djvdj cÖvq k~b¨| dR‡i bvgvR nvZ eyjv‡ZB mvw`K †PvL eyR‡jv| GK wgwbU, `yB wgwbU †M‡jv, mvw`K
†k‡l A‡bK †`vqv-ìæ` cvV K‡i mvw`‡Ki mg¯Í kix‡i dzu w`‡jb| Avi †PvL Lyj‡jv bv|
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Rwn‡ii Kv‡b †Q‡ji evev WvK GL‡bv †e‡RB P‡j‡Q| mvw`K Avi
†bB| Rwni iægvbvi Kuv‡a nvZ ivL‡jv| iægvbv GZÿY ¯Íw¤¢Z n‡q
wQ‡jv| NUbv wK N‡U‡Q †m wKQzB ey‡S DV‡Z cviwQ‡jv bv| Rwni Zvi
Mv‡qi PvìwU w`‡q mvw`‡Ki cv _v‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †X‡K w`‡jv| Gevi
iægvbv eyS‡Z cvi‡jv Zvi eyK †Piv ab Avi GB c„w_ex‡Z †bB| iægvbv
eyKdvUv wPrKvi w`‡q Pv`‡i †gvov‡bv mvw`‡Ki cv‡qi Kv‡Q jywU‡q
co‡jv|
iægvbvi kvïwo wPrKvi ï‡b N‡i Xz‡K †`L‡Z †c‡jb mvw`‡Ki mviv
kixi Pv`‡i XvKv| Avi Zvi cv‡qi Kv‡Q iægvbv wejvc K‡i wPrKvi
iægvbvi †Pv‡Li wb‡P Kvwj c‡o‡Q| eySv hvq A‡bK ivZ Zvi Nyg nq
Ki‡Q| Zvi Avi eyS‡Z evwK iB‡jv bv, Zvi Av`‡ii bvZx Avi †bB| bv| mvw`K gviv hvevi ci iægvbv fxlYfv‡e †f‡O c‡o‡Q| GKw`‡K
Kw¤úZ nv‡Z mvw`‡Ki gyL †_‡K PvìUv mwi‡q w`‡q AcjK `„wó‡Z ey‡Ki ab nviv‡bvi †kvK, Ab¨w`‡K cvov cÖwZ‡ekxi bvbv iKg jvÂbv-
Zvi bvZxi w`‡K ZvwK‡q iB‡jv| Zvi †PvL †_‡K AkÖæ Mwo‡q co‡Q MÄbv mn¨ Ki‡Z nq †ivR| my‡hvM †c‡j †KD K_v ej‡Z Qv‡o bv
A‡Sv‡i| Zv‡K| K_vi †LuvPv‡Z ÿZ-weÿZ K‡i Zvi ü`q| AZ my›ì †mvbvi
Av‡jqv wK Ki‡e wVK ey‡S DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †m †Lqvj Ki‡jv Pvb GKUv ev”Pv †Kb gviv hv‡e? wbðq ev”Pvi gv‡qi Aïf †Kv‡bv `„wó
Rwni cv_‡ii g‡Zv k³ n‡q ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| Av‡jqv Zvi fvB‡qi cv‡k i‡q‡Q| wKsev Zvi gv‡qi AZx‡Z †Kv‡bv e‡ov iKg cvc wQ‡jv hvi
G‡m ùvov‡jv| Rwn‡ii nvZ a‡i SuvKzwb w`‡ZB Rwn‡ii mw¤^r wd‡i †LmviZ ev”PvUv‡K w`‡Z n‡jv| mvgvb¨ R¡‡i ev”Pv gviv hvIqvi g‡Zv
G‡jv| Gevi Rwn‡ii †PvL †e‡q cvwb Mwo‡q co‡jv| †m Kuv`‡Q wKš‧ NUbv mPivPi N‡U bv| gv‡qi AhZœ, Ae‡njvq †kl‡gk Rxeb †Mj
Kvbœvi †Kv‡bv kã †bB| evev‡ì †Rv‡i Kuv`‡Z †bB| mvw`‡Ki| Gevi eyS‡e †Vjv mšÍvb bv _vKvi hš¿Yv| k~b¨ †Kv‡ji
AvKzjZv KZUv Kuv`vq| K_v¸‡jv nRg Ki‡Z iægvbv weQvbvi evwj‡k
gyL ¸u‡R Kuv‡`|
`ycyi Mwo‡q we‡Kj n‡jv| Rwni †mB mKv‡j evwo †_‡K †ei
n‡q‡Q, Zvi †divi Avi †Kv‡bv bvg †bB| iægvbvi kvïwo aidi K‡i
G‡m ejj, ÔAvi KvB›`v wK nB‡ev? hv nevi Zv‡Zv nqvB M¨v‡Q|
A‡ejvq Kv›`‡bi Av‡M †ejv _vK‡ZB fve‡bi ìKvi AvwQ‡jv| nvq‡i
Avgvi bvwZ †i, †mvbvi Pvb wQ‡jv| Avnv‡i KwjRvi gyLUv †Pv‡Li
mvg‡b _vBKv †Kvb g‡ZB hvBZv‡Q bv| hv hvevi Zv M¨v‡QB, A‡gvb
fve aBiv eBmv bv _vBKv `ycy‡ii ivÜbevwo mv‡iv wMqv|Õ
iægvbv AuvP‡j †PvL †Rvov gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z †nu‡mj Ni XzK‡jv|
cvwZ‡j Pvj wb‡q D‡Vv‡bi wUDeI‡qj cv‡o ay‡Z †M‡jv| AvavNÈv
cvi n‡jv GL‡bv Pz‡jv R¡j‡Q bv, ivbœvevbœvi †auvqv †`L‡Z bv †c‡q
kvïwo Avevi †`L‡Z G‡jv| iægvbvi †`Lv †bB, Gw`K-Iw`K ZvKv‡ZB
†`L‡Z †c‡jv iægvbv D‡Vv‡bi gv‡S Pvi nvZ cv Qwo‡q c‡o Av‡Q|
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Zvi kvïwo †`․‡o wM‡q iægvbv‡K gvwU †_‡K †U‡b Zzj‡jv| Zvi ÔAvwg †hUv wR‡Ám K‡iwQ Zvi DËi `vI|Õ
wPjøvcvjøv‡Z Av‡kcv‡ki evwoi †jvKRb Qz‡U G‡jv| mevB aivawi K‡i ÔGme A™¢yZ cÖ‡kœi DËi Avgvi Rvbv †bB|Õ
Zv‡K eviv›`vq †LuRyi cvwUi weQvbvq ïB‡q w`‡jv| †KDev gv_vq cvwb iægvbv wKQzÿY _g †g‡i iBj| Zvici ejj, ÔAvwg Rvwb Zzwg
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cvwb cov Avb‡jb| ev”Pv giv gv‡q‡ì‡K GB cvwb cov LvIqv‡j Lye †m| GRb¨ DciIqvjvi Dc‡i fxlY Awfgvb R‡g Av‡Q Zvi|
`ªæZB mšÍvb m¤¢vebv nq †m| iægvbv Av`‡ZB Gme wek¦vm K‡i bv| wKš‧ GiB gv‡S wZb Puv` †M‡jv| B`vwbs iægvbvi gwZMwZ †`‡L Zvi
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kvïwoi nv‡Z Møvm w`‡jv| Rwni Zv wbe©vK `„wó‡Z †P‡q †`L‡jv| gZ Mf©aviY K‡i‡Q|
gv‡S K‡qKw`b cvi bv n‡ZB iægvbvi kvïwo ejj, Gev‡i eywS bZzb K‡i Mf©avi‡Yi K_v ï‡b iægvbvi Pvwiw`‡Ki cwi‡ek Avevi
Kvg nB‡Q| †Zvgvi †Pnviv myi‡Zi gv‡S GKUv eomo cwieZ©b †`Lv Av‡Mi g‡Zv e`‡j †M‡jv| iægvbvi kvïwo †mB cÖ_gev‡ii g‡Zv Zvi
w`‡Q| GB cxi evev Lye mvsNvwZK †j‡f‡ji gvbyl| Zvi cvwb cov LvwZi hZœ ïiæ K‡i w`‡jb| Av¸‡bi Zv‡c †h‡Z w`‡Z Pvq bv| fvwi
LvI‡bi jvBMv `~i-`~iv‡šÍi †Mivg n‡Z eû gvbyl Av‡m| nM&M‡ji g‡bi KvRKg© Ki‡Z eviY K‡ib| wKsev †iv‡` cy‡o KvR Ki‡Z evav †`b|
Avkv bv-wK c~iY nq| †Zvgvi I wbùj hvI‡bi K_v bv| Gev‡i hw` Avi msmv‡ii ivbœvevbœv GB KvR¸‡jv AvRKvj Zvi kvïwoB K‡ib|
Kvg-Uvg bv bq, ZvB‡j wKš‧ eyB‡Sv, Rwni †i Avev‡iv weqv Kivgy| GKB Avw½bvq mg‡qi cwieZ©‡b KL‡bv †iv`, KL‡bv e„wó, KL‡bv ev
K_vUv ï‡b iægvbvi gbUv wewl‡q †M‡jv| wKQzÿY bx‡Pi w`‡K S‡ov †gN e‡q hvq| Rxeb GgbB| †evanq †g‡Ni mv‡_ gvby‡li
wb®újK ZvwK‡q iB‡jv| †Pv‡L Rj Avwm Avwm Ki‡Q| †g‡q‡ì Rxe‡bi GKUv Nwbô †hvMm~Î i‡q‡Q|
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iv‡m‡ji we‡q‡Z Zvi k¦ïievwo †_‡K †g‡qi bZzb msmvi mvRv‡Z
A‡bK AvmevecÎ w`‡q‡Q| we‡qi w`b wVK `ycy‡i iægvbvi kvïwo
Av‡jqv‡K wb‡q h_v mg‡q we‡q evwo‡Z nvwRi n‡jb|
B`vbxs Av‡jqv my¯ ¨ nevi c‡iI †Kb †hb ¯^vfvweK AvPiY K‡i
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Ii Av‡Mi mgm¨vi wKQz exR GL‡bv Ii g‡a¨ i‡q †M‡Q|
iv‡m‡ji RvgvB Avì †`‡L iægvbvi kvïwo iægvbv‡K `yÕ‡Uv K_v
ïbv‡Z Qvo‡jv bv| my‡hvM †c‡j mevB e‡j| Qvo †`qvi g‡Zv gb
Avi K'w`b ci iv‡m‡ji we‡q| Avi eo fvB‡qi we‡q iægvbv bv wM‡q gvbwmKZv RM‡Z Lye Kg gvby‡liB _v‡K| Qvo mevB †`q bv| w`‡Z
wK _vK‡Z cv‡i! Zv wK m¤¢e? †jv‡K g›` ej‡e †Zv! meUv †f‡e Rv‡b bv| myeY© my‡hvM †KDB wgm K‡i bv| GK K_v `yÕK_v, ej‡Z
iægvbv e¨vM †MvQv‡jv| wKš‧ GB we‡q evwo hvIqv‡K †K›`ª K‡i iægvbvi ej‡Z iægvbvi kvïwo fiv gRwj‡k e‡jB †dj‡jv, evn evn&! †ewUi
kvïwo Zzgyj KvÐ Ry‡o w`‡q ej‡jb, †c‡U ev”Pv wb‡q eD gvby‡li my‡Li jvBMv †ewUi evc KZ wK †h w`‡jv| GMøv wK fvev hvq! Kcvj,
A‡Zv jvd Svc fvjv bv| Avevi hw` wKQz GKUv N‡U, Zq Av¯Í KvD‡i Kcvj, meB Kcvj! Avgvi †eUv GKLvb eD Qvov Avi wK”Qz cvqwb!
ivLgy bv| ZvI Avgiv wK”Qz g‡bB Kwi bv| ZvI fveevi †M‡j gv‡Sg‡a¨ gbWv
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eis †m I iægvbvi mv‡_ Zvi evevi evwo †eov‡Z †M‡jv| mviv c_ †m AvPgKv kvïwoi eKeKvwb‡K iægvbv †Kewj AvZ¥xq¯^Rb‡ì gv‡S
cÖvqB iægvbvi nvZ a‡i iB‡jv| iægvbv j¾v †c‡jI wKQz ej‡jv bv| ùvZ gyL Kvg‡o gyL eyR‡jv| †jvK j¾vq Zvi gv_v †nU n‡q Avm‡Z
jvM‡jv| Gw`K-Iw`K wK †h‡bv LyuR‡Q iægvbv| wKš‧ wK LyuRwQ‡jv Zv
Rwni jÿ¨ Ki‡jv bZzb kvox‡Z iægvbv‡K bZzb eD‡qi g‡Zv jvM‡Q|
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†m jywK‡q jywK‡q †`‡L| G GK A™¢yZ fv‡jv jvMv|
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iægvbv Zvi kvïwoi Mvjg‡›ì me K_v fz‡j wM‡q fvB‡qi we‡q‡Z cvZvjcyixi gvwU dvU‡j †m avg K‡i †mUvi †fZ‡i Xz‡K co‡e|
†ek Avb›` Ki‡jv| kn‡ii we‡qi Av‡qvRb Avi MÖv‡gi we‡qi wb‡R‡K Avovj Ki‡e, †KD †h‡bv Zvi gyL Avi †`L‡Z bv cvq| mg¯Í
Av‡qvRb `yÕ‡Uv weivU dvivK| kn‡ii we‡q‡Z •e`y¨wZK evwZi jvj, j¾v kig †Kewj Zvi gyLveq‡ei Dc‡i fi K‡i| iægvbvi †mB iKg
bxj, njy` Av‡jv‡Z Sjgj K‡i we‡q evwoi †W‡Kv‡ikb| Avi MÖv‡gi cwiw¯ wZi †fZi w`‡q hvw”Q‡jv| ûU K‡i Rwni G‡m †è`~Z‡ì g‡Zv
we‡q evwo‡Z †ek K'w`b P‡j AvZ¥x‡qi mgvMg| mvRvq wnRj cvZvq nvwRi n‡jv| Zvici gv‡K wK †h‡bv ej‡e e‡j nvZ a‡i †U‡b wb‡q
•Zwi we‡q evwoi †MU| †ÿZ †_‡K †Zvjv KuvPv njy` cvUvq †eu‡U m‡Ü¨ †M‡jv| G‡Zvÿ‡b iægvbv GKUz nuvd †Q‡o euvP‡jv|
†ejvq P‡j njy` Drme| iv‡Z P‡j MÖv‡gi †jvKvj ms¯‥…wZi †iIqvR, iv‡m‡ji we‡qi ci †m Zvi bZzb msmvi wb‡q e¨¯Í n‡q DV‡jv|
Mvb evRbv| Mv‡bi Zv‡j-Zv‡j P‡j MÖv‡gi gwnjv‡ì †Kvgi †`vjv‡q ZeyI †Qv‡Uv †evb iægvbvi cÖwZ Zvi we›`y gvÎ fv‡jvevmv K‡gwb|
bvPv-bvwPi Zvj| myiv †emy‡i m‡e a‡i Mv‡bi Mjv| jvj, meyR i‡Oi evOvwj mgv‡R Anin †`Lv hvq, e‡ov fvB‡qi we‡qi ci fvB-†ev‡bi
gvLvgvwL P‡j G‡K Aci‡K| ivZfi P‡j †jvK ms¯‥…wZi KvRKvg| g‡a¨ Av‡Mi g‡Zv Avi †Zgb †Kv‡bv m¤úK© _v‡K bv| Avi bb`,
Drme Avi Avb›` †h‡bv GLv‡bB we`¨vgvb| fv‡jv jv‡M GBme MÖvg fvwei m¤ú‡K© me mgq GKUv Ø›Ø †j‡MB _v‡K| wKš‧ GBw`K w`‡q
evsjvi ms¯‥…wZ| iægvbv Lye fvMëZx| fvB wn‡m‡e iv‡mj Lywe `vwqZ¡evb| eD wKsev
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†evb †m KvD‡KB Avjv`v †Pv‡L †`‡L bv| G `yÕ‡Uv e¨w³i ¸iæZ¡ Zvi
Kv‡Q mgvb| †evb _v‡K †ev‡bi RvqMvq Aÿzbœ, Avi eD _v‡K eD‡qi
m¤§v‡b|
mvw`‡Ki g„Zzï ci iægvbv gvbwmKfv‡e †f‡O c‡o| iv‡mj Zv
fv‡jvfv‡eB Dcjwä Ki‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jv| GRb¨B nq‡Zv iægvbvi
wØZxqevi †c‡U ev”Pv Avm‡j, iv‡mj Zvi Avcb msmv‡i e¨¯Í n‡q
DV‡jI NbNb †evb‡K †`L‡Z wVKB †ev‡bi k¦ïievwo nvwRi n‡Zv|
wb‡Ri kix‡ii cÖwZ hZœ wb‡Z ej‡Zv| †ev‡bi cÖwZ fvB‡qi GB
AK…wÎg fv‡jvevmv †h‡bv cÖK…wZi g‡ZvB wbmM© GK cvIqv| Ggb
fv‡jvevmv Pig fvM¨ K‡i †c‡Z nq| kZ Lvivc cÖwZK‚jZvi D‡cÿv iv‡m‡ji we‡qi wKQzw`b †h‡Z bv †h‡ZB Zvi ¯¿x Mf©aviY K‡i| iægvbv
K‡iB Rxeb gvwo‡q P‡j iægvbv| †eu‡P _vKvi ¯^v_©KZvi Lyu‡R cvq †m| Avi Zvi fvwe cÖvq KvQvKvwQ mg‡q ev”Pv cÖme Ki‡e| Rwni GKw`b
gRvi Q‡j ejj, iægvbv, Avgv‡ì hw` Avev‡iv †Q‡j nq Avi †Zvgvi
fvB eD‡qi hw` †g‡q ev”Pv nq, Z‡e Avwg ev”Pv iè`j Ki‡ev|
K_vUv †kvbv gvÎB iægvbv †PvL, Kvb Luvov K‡i Rwn‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q
Kov my‡i ejj, wK ej‡j Zzwg?Õ
Rwni ejj, Ôïb‡Z cvIwb?Õ
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ÔAvgvi †g‡q ev”Pv Lye cQ›`| ÔZvB ejjvg Avi wK...!
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kix‡ii Ask| AvZ¥vi Ask| GUv‡K wK Z¨vM K‡i euvPv hvq?Õ
iægvbv, ÔZzwg wK mZ¨ mZ¨B fve‡Qv?Õ
Ôbv fvev-fvwei wK Av‡Q? gyL dz‡U hLb ej‡Z cvi‡Qv, Kv‡R
djv‡Z Avi KZÿY? Õ
ÔAv‡in&! ÔAvwg wKš‧ AZUv Mfx‡i K_vUv †f‡e ewjwb|Õ
ÔmšÍvb ing‡Zi wRwbm| gvqvi wRwbm| †mUv †Q‡j †nvK wKsev
†g‡q †nvK| Avjøvn Zvqvjvi †bqvgZ‡K wb‡q KL‡bv Zvgvkv Ki‡Z
†bB| Zvn‡j wZwb bvivR †nvb|Õ
ÔAv”Qv evev wVK Av‡Q|Õ
ÔwK wVK Av‡Q? ÔZzwg GB ai‡bi K_vevZ©v Avi KL‡bv ej‡e bv|
mvw`K Avgv‡ì †Q‡j ev”Pv wQ‡jv bv? †m P‡j hvevi ci Zvi K‡Zv
kZ ¯§…wZ ey‡K wb‡q e‡q †eovB| Kvi‡Y AKvi‡Y gb Lviv‡ci KviY
nq †m| Zvi ¯§…wZ wK Avgiv gy‡Q †dj‡Z †c‡iwQ? bv cvwi bv‡Zv|
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K_v¸‡jv ej‡Z wM‡q iægvbvi gbUv Lvivc n‡q †M‡jv| †PvL Zviv me mgq Pvq Zv‡ì †Q‡j eD‡qi cÖ_g mšÍvb †Q‡jB †nvK|
†Rvov QjQj Ki‡Q| Rwni eyS‡Z †c‡i mewKQz mvg‡j †bqvi †Póv †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv cwiev‡i cici `yB wZbevi †Q‡ji eD †g‡q ev”Pvi Rb¥
Pvjv‡jv| Avi g‡b g‡b ZIev Ki‡jv AšÍZ GB ai‡bi e¨vcvi-m¨vcvi w`‡j Zvi kvïwoiv A‡bK K_v †kvbvq| GgbwK c‡ii evi hw` Avev‡iv
wb‡q †m Avi KL‡bvB iægvbvi mv‡_ gRv Ki‡e bv| †g‡q gvby‡li gb †g‡q ev”Pvi Rb¥ nq, Zvn‡j wZwb Zvi †Q‡j‡K †di we‡q Kiv‡eb,
eySv eo `vq! †g‡Ni g‡ZvB iO cvëvq| †mB ûgwK Uv ch©šÍ †Q‡ji eD‡K †`b| GK wbcxwoZ •el‡gï ga¨
ev”Pv nevi w`b h‡Zv Nwb‡q Avm‡jv iægvbvi kvïwo Z‡ZvB wbqg- w`‡q †h‡Z nq Kw_Z AmsL¨ iægvbv‡K|
Kvby‡bi g‡a¨ †Q‡j eD‡K A‡óc„‡ô †eu‡a ivL‡Z PvB‡jv| iægvbvi Gw`K w`‡q iægvbv eo euvPv †eu‡P †M‡Q| mg¯Í `ytL `y`©kv †f` K‡i
evwoi evwn‡i hLb ZLb †ei nIqv hv‡e bv| mÜ¨v †ejvq Pzj †Q‡o Avev‡iv Avkvi Av‡jvi wkLv R¡‡j DV‡jv Zvi Rxe‡b| cÖK…wZi Lye
Nyiv hv‡e bv| wKsev evwoi D‡Vv‡b gvMwi‡ei Avhv‡bi ci Avi avc KvQvKvwQ †M‡j gvbyl bv-wK wb‡R‡K Rvb‡Z cv‡i, GKUv myL Abyfe
†djv hv‡e bv| Avi fvRv‡cvov wRwbm‡Zv G‡°ev‡iB LvIqv wbwl× K‡i| cÖK…wZ D`vi, wbMvi ggZvq AvM‡j iv‡L| cv‡k _vKv mewKQz‡K
†Nvlbv Ki‡jb| iægvbvi Mjvq g¯Í GKUv ZvweR †eu‡a w`‡jb| †Kvg‡i jZvi g‡Zv Rov‡q ivL‡Z Pvq| MÖvgxY cwi‡ekUv GgbB| GKUv gvqv,
I `yB `yÕ‡Uv ZvweR †eu‡a w`‡jb, †h‡bv ev”Pv R‡b¥i c‡i Lvivc Aïf GKUv Uvb, GKUv Zxeª Av‡eM †h‡bv ZvwoZ K‡i ü`q‡K| Avi ü`q
wKQzi Qvqv ev”Pvi Dc‡i bv c‡o| GB ai‡bi ZvweRUv gv‡qi kix‡i bvov †`q gw¯Í‡®‥| ZvB‡Zv †KD †KD we‡`‡ki MwÐ †cwi‡q eQ‡i
euvav _vK‡j AbvMZ mšÍvbUv wbivc‡` _vK‡e| ev”Pv †c‡U _vK‡j GKevi n‡jI bvwoi Uv‡b †`‡k Av‡m| Qz‡U hvq MÖv‡g, gv‡qi
mg‡q Amg‡q ï‡q _vKv hv‡e bv| Zvn‡j ev”Pv cÖwZeÜx nevi m¤¢vebv wVKvbvq| †hLv‡b wg‡k _v‡K gv gvwUi MÜ, ¯úk©| wK †h GK gvqv! wK
†ewk| Avevi †ewk nuvUvPjv †divI Kiv hv‡e bv, Zvn‡j ev”Pv †h GK fv‡jvevmv, Zv e¨vL¨vZxZ Kiv Am¤¢e| iægvbvi GiKg my›ì
wgmK¨v‡iR nevi m¤¢vebv i‡q‡Q| GiKg nvRv‡iv eviY Avi Kov GKUv cwi‡e‡kB my‡L w`b KvU‡Z jvM‡jv|
wb‡lavÁv iægvbvi Dc‡i Ac©Y Ki‡jb|
me‡P‡q weiw³Ki e¨vcviUv n‡jv †hUv, †ivR mÜ¨Kvjxb mg‡q
Zvi kvïwo wbgcvZv w`‡q Zvi mg¯Í kix‡i GKevi Suvo– †`q| Zvn‡j
Mf©eZx bvixi Dc‡i Akixixi Lvivc AuvQo co‡e bv| GBme Kzms¯‥vi
wbqgKvby‡b iægvbvi `gUv †h‡bv eÜ n‡q Avmvi Dcµg n‡jv| ZeyI
msmv‡ii kvwšÍi K_v we‡ePbv K‡i mewKQzB bxi‡e m‡q †M‡jv †m|
iægvbv wØZxqev‡ii g‡Zv †Q‡j mšÍvb Rb¥ w`‡jv| †Q‡ji bvg ivLv
n‡jv ivRb| Zvi kvïwo †Q‡j ev”Pv nIqv‡Z Lye Lywk n‡jb| MÖv‡gi
kvïwo ¸‡jv eiveiB GKB RvZ ¯^fv‡ei n‡q _v‡K| Zviv a‡iB †bb,
†Q‡j ev”Pv gv‡bB es‡ki cÖ`xc| es‡ki bvg hk iÿv KeR| ev‡ci
bvgavg a‡i ivL‡Z †Kewj †Q‡j mšÍvbB cvi‡e| †Q‡j n‡jB e×
eq‡m gv-evevi †Lqvj ivL‡e| Avi †g‡q mšÍvb eo n‡j we‡q n‡q
c‡ii N‡i P‡j hv‡e, Giv Avi ev‡ci bvgavg wK a‡i ivL‡e? Giv
es‡ki †Kv‡bv Kv‡RB Avm‡e bv| eis we‡q‡Z †gjv †h․ZzK w`‡Z n‡e|
GB ai‡bi aviYv cy‡l iv‡L AwaKvsk kvïwo eqmx gwnjviv| A_P
Zviv wb‡RivI wKšÍ †g‡q|
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iægvbv, Zzwg wVK Av‡Qv †Zv! e‡jB Rwni Zv‡K ey‡Ki mv‡_ k³ K‡i
Rwo‡q ai‡jv| ZLb †m wKQzUv KuvcwQj|Õ
iægvbv ejj, Ônu¨v| Avwg †Zv wVKB AvwQ| †K‡bv wKQz wK nevi
K_v wQ‡jv bv-wK?Õ
GZÿ‡Y Rwni wKQzUv ¯^vfvweK n‡q ejj, ÔGKUv ¯^cœ †`LwQjvg!Õ
ÔwK ¯^cœ †`L‡j?Õ
Ô†Zgb wKQz bv|Õ
ÔwKš‧ †Zvgvi fvemve †`‡L †Zv g‡b n‡”Q bv Zzwg ¯^vfvweK Av‡Qv!
Rwni ivZfi iægvbvi wkn‡i e‡m Av‡Q| iægvbvi wZb w`b hveZ R¡i Zzwg wbwðZ ¯^cœ bq, `yt¯^cœ †`LwQ‡j|Õ
wKQz‡ZB Qvo‡Q bv| Wv³vi †`Lv‡bv n‡jv, wPwKrmvi †Kv‡bv iKg Rwni wKQzUv fo‡K wM‡q ejj, ÔIB †`Ljvg Avi wK †QvULv‡Uv
KgwZ iBj bv| ZeyI my¯  nevi †Kv‡bv jÿYÕB †bB| w`‡bi †ejvq GKUv `yt¯^cœ|Õ
GKUz ¯^vfvweK _vK‡jI iv‡Zi †ejvq iægvbv A¯^vfvweK AvPvi-AvPiY K_vUv †kvbvgvÎ iægvbv wKQzUv †n‡m ejj, Ô`yt¯^cœ Avevi †Qv‡Uv
ïiæ K‡i| R¡‡ii †Nv‡i A‡evj-Zv‡evj fzj e‡K| Gme †`‡L Rwn‡ii e‡ov nq bv-wK? RvbZvg bv †Zv!Õ
fxlY fq jv‡M| GB eywS bv Rvwb wKQz GKUv n‡q hv‡e! Zvi g‡b Gev‡i Rwni Avi †Kv‡bv K_vi Reve w`‡jv bv| eis bvgvR covi
GKUv AvZ‡¼i `vbv G‡m †M‡o em‡jv| D‡Ï‡k¨ weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V coj|
Ae‡k‡l iægvbv‡K kn‡i wb‡q †M‡jv †m| †mLv‡b nvmcvZv‡j †ek iægvbv Avev‡iv ejj, ÔwK n‡jv, Avgvi K_vi Reve bv w`‡q P‡j
K'w`b _vKj| Zvici GKw`b †fv‡i QUdU Ki‡Z Ki‡Z iægvbv †kl hv‡”Qv †h?Õ
Rwni ejj, ÔAvRvb w`‡”Q, K_v bv evov‡q bvgvR c‡ov|Õ
wbtk¦vm Z¨vM K‡i bv †divi †`‡k P‡j †M‡jv| Rwni Zvi †Q‡j
Rwni ARy K‡i G‡m ivR‡bi ey‡K †`vqv c‡o dzu w`‡jv| ivRb
ivRb‡K ey‡Ki mv‡_ Rv‡Þ a‡i Kuv`‡jv| GB gvmyg ev”PvUvi K_v †f‡e
Nygv‡”Q| Rwni Avj‡Zv K‡i ivR‡bi †QvÆ nvZ `y‡Uv Qzu‡q w`j| iægvbv
Zvi Av‡iv fxlY Kvbœv cv‡”Q| Zv‡K †`Lfvj Ki‡e †K? gv Qvov Zv‡K
e¨vcviUv †Lqvj Ki‡jv| Zvi Kv‡Q Rwn‡ii AvPiY wKQzUv AbïKg
jvjb-cvjb KivUv gykwKj| Rwni w`kv Lyu‡R cv‡”Q bv|
g‡b n‡jv| Z‡e †m Avi †Kv‡bv K_v evov‡jv bv|
iægvbvi jvk wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q MÖv‡g| †mLv‡bB `vdbKvR Kiv `ycy‡i GKevi iægvbv wR‡Ám Ki‡jv Rwni‡K, Zzwg Ifv‡e mKv‡j
n‡e| Rwni iægvbvi jv‡ki Mvox‡ZB e‡m Av‡Q| gvbyl hZB Avcb †`vqv-ìæ` c‡o nVvr ivR‡bi kix‡i dzu w`w”Q‡j †K‡bv? Rwni ej‡Z
†nvK bv †K‡bv, g„Z jvk‡K mevB fq cvq| Zvi cv‡k †h‡Z fq K‡i| wM‡qI wKQzUv `‡g †M‡jv| K_vi Avovj Ki‡Z †Póv Pvjv‡jv| Zvici
wKš‧ GB gyn~‡Z© Rwn‡ii GKUzI fq Ki‡jv bv| Zvi g‡b n‡”Q iægvbvÕB iægvbvi †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L ejj, f‡qi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB| Ggwb‡Z
†Zv Av‡Q, †Kewj Zvi cÖvYUv †bB| GUv Zvi Kv‡Q jvk g‡b n‡”Q bv| g‡b n‡jv ivRb Nygv‡”Q ZvB ARy K‡i G‡m †`vqv c‡o dzu w`‡qwQ|
Rwn‡ii Mvj †e‡q AkÖæ SiSi K‡i co‡Z jvM‡jv| `gUv †h‡bv eÜ ZvQvov †`vqv-ìæ` wRwbmUv Lvivc wRwbm bq †Zv, cov fv‡jv|
n‡q Avm‡Q, †Rv‡i GKevi dzuwc‡q DV‡jv †m| wb‡R‡K †ndvRZ Kiv hvq|
Avi Agwb iægvbv Rwni‡K av°vavw° ïiæ Ki‡jv, GB Rwni, †ndvR‡Zi K_v ï‡b iægvbv wKQzUv AuvZ‡K DV‡jb| nVvr Zvi
Rwni, wK n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi? I‡Vv AvRvb w`‡”Q, bvgvR co‡Z n‡e| mvw`‡Ki K_v g‡b co‡jv| Zvi gv_vi †fZ‡i GKUv NyY‡cvKv G‡m
Rwn‡ii Ny‡gi †ik ZL‡bv cy‡ivcywi Kv‡Uwb| Z›`ªv Z›`ªv †Pv‡LB ejj, †M‡o em‡jv| KzUKzU K‡i Kvg‡o ai‡Q gM‡R| Zxeª e¨_v cv‡”Q †m|
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Rwni wK Ggb `yt¯^cœ †`L‡Q, hvi Rb¨ †ndvR‡Zi K_v ej‡Q †m| Bgvg mv‡ne‡K meUv Ly‡j ej‡jv Ges Zvi Kv‡Q ¯^‡cœi KviY Rvb‡Z
Rwni cwi¯‥vi K‡i †Zgb wKQzB ej‡Z Pvw”Q‡jv bv| eis iægvbvÕB PvB‡jv|Õ
ejj, bevbœ Avm‡Z Avi K‡Zv †`wi?Õ Bgvg mv‡ne ej‡jb, †fv‡ii ¯^cœ mZ¨ nq| Z‡e, †Zgb wKQz n‡e
Rwni ejj, Ô†K‡bv?Õ bv Avkv KiwQ| Avi ¯^‡cœi K_v Ab¨ KvD‡K Rvbv‡Z wb‡la Ki‡jb|
iægvbv ejj, Ggwb‡Z Rvb‡Z PvBjvg| bev‡bœi mgq N‡i N‡i eis evjv-gywmeZ `~i Kiv‡Z wKQzUv `vb m`Kv Ki‡Z ej‡jb| Zvn‡j
bZzb avb I‡V| n‡iK iKg wcVv •Zwi K‡i| Gevi bevbœ G‡j evevi Avkv Kiv hv‡”Q Zvi mv‡_ Avi Lvivc wKQz NU‡e bv| Avjøvn fimv|
evwo hve GKUz| A‡bK w`b hvIqv nq bv| Rwni evwo Avm‡jv| Bgvg mv‡n‡ei K_vg‡ZvB wKQz `vb-LqivZ
ivR‡bi R‡b¥i ci †ek K‡qKevi Zvi iv‡mj gvgv Zv‡K †`L‡Z Ki‡jv| ïµevi Ry¤§vi w`‡b bvgv‡Ri ci Bgvg mv‡ne‡K e‡j mevB
Avm‡jv| Zvi Rb¨ n‡iK iK‡gi †LjbvcvwZ Avb‡jb| A_P Zvi GKmv‡_ †`vqv Ki‡jv| GgbwK H w`b †ek K‡qKRb gvbyl‡K
†g‡qi R‡b¥i ci †_‡K †Pv‡Li †`LvI GKevi †`L‡Z hvIqv nqwb| LvIqv‡jv ch©šÍ| gmwR‡ì GwZg ev”Pv‡ì‡K w`‡q †KviAvb
Iiv wK fve‡e e‡jv‡Zv? e¨vcviUv Avm‡jB Lvivc †`Lvq|Õ †ZjIqvZ Kiv‡jv| Zv‡ì‡KI `ycy‡i †cU f‡i Lvevi LvIqv‡jv|
G‡ì ga¨ GwZg ev”Pv‡ì †cvkvK Avi wKQz †KviAvb kixd †Kbvi
Rwni ejj, Zv Aek¨ g›` e‡jvwb| Z‡e Rwni GZUzK‡z ZB
Rb¨ UvKvI w`‡jv| GBme Av‡qvRb †`‡LB iægvbv Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv
mxgve× _vK‡jv bv| iægvbv nVvr Zv‡K AvR bevbœ Drm‡ei K_v
Rwn‡ii Kv‡Q nVvr m`Kv †èvi †cQ‡b KviYUv wK? Rwni †Zgb wKQz
wR‡Ám Ki‡jv †K‡bv?
bv e‡j K_vUv Gwo‡q hvevi †Póv Ki‡jv|
GB wb‡q Zvi g‡b I GKUv LUKv jvM‡jv| Z‡e wK, c~‡e©i b¨vq `ycy‡i msev` G‡jv iægvbvi evevi kvixwiK Ae¯ v Lye GKUv fv‡jv
Gev‡i bev‡bœ wKQz GKUv NU‡Z hv‡”Q? bv, bv| Zv n‡e †K‡bv? Avgvi bv| Lei †c‡q ZwoNwo K‡i †`L‡Z †M‡jv iægvbv| wKš‧ evevi evwo
ivR‡bi wK”Qz n‡e bv| K_v¸‡jv fve‡ZB Rwni †fZ‡i †fZ‡i `yg‡o- wM‡q wfbœ GKUv wPÎ †`L‡Z †c‡jv †m| D‡Vvb Ry‡o A‡bK †jv‡Ki
gyP‡o hv‡”Q| gyn~‡Z©B Zvi evev bvgK wcZ… ü`qUv †kv‡Ki Pv`‡i †X‡K mgvMg| gvby‡li MbM‡b k‡ãi gv‡SI Zvi mr gv‡qi Kvbœvi AvIqvR
†M‡jv| †mLv‡b AÜKvi, Mvp AÜKv‡i Rwni wKQzB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv| Zvi Kv‡b †f‡m Avm‡jv| ZLwb Zvi ey‡Ki †fZ‡i wPbwP‡b e¨_v ïiæ
†PvLUv †h‡bv g‡bi ARv‡šÍB Svcmv n‡q †M‡jv| GB eywS Uc K‡i n‡jv| Zvi †Kb Rvwb g‡b n‡”Q Zvi evev Avi †eu‡P †bB| Av‡iv
†PvL †_‡K Rj S‡i co‡e gvwU‡Z| iægvbvi †PvL Avovj Kiv hv‡e bv K‡qK avc evov‡ZB iægvbvi †PvL co‡jv, Kvd‡bi mv`v Kvc‡o Zvi
wKQz‡ZB, †m ey‡S †dj‡e Avmj NUbvUv| wKQz‡ZB Av‡eMcÖeY nIqv evev‡K gyov‡bv n‡q‡Q| GB `„kÜv †`Lv gvÎB evev e‡j WvK w`‡q
hv‡e bv| Rwni Lye Kó K‡i wb‡R‡K mvg‡j †bqvi †Póv Ki‡jv|Õ gvwU‡Z AvQ‡o jywU‡q co‡jv iægvbv| Lye AvZ©bv` K‡i Kuv`‡jv †m|
Avm‡ii bvgvR cov †k‡l GK GK K‡i gmwR` †_‡K mevB P‡j Rwni Zv‡K mvšÍ¡bv †Ìqvi †Póv Ki‡jv| A_P iægvbv K'w`b Av‡MB
†M‡jv| †KejB Rwni GKv e‡m Av‡Q| gmwR‡ì Bgvg mv‡ne Kv‡Q Rwni‡K e‡jwQ‡jv, Gev‡i bev‡bœi mg‡q evevi evwo Avm‡e †m| Zvi
G‡m wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, mevB P‡j †M‡jv Avi Zzwg GZÿY hveZ Av‡MB Zvi evev bv †divi †`‡k P‡j †M‡jv| †K Rvb‡Zv Gfv‡eB evev
gmwR‡` e‡m Av‡Qv KviY wK?Õ ûUnvU P‡j hv‡e KvD‡K wKQz bv Rvwb‡qB| †kl †`LvUvI evevi mv‡_
Rwni gb fvi K‡i PzcPvc e‡m Av‡Q| Bgvg mv‡n‡ei †Kv‡bv Avi n‡jv bv iægvbvi| evev †bB †mUv fve‡ZB iægvbvi †fZiUvq
K_vi Reve w`‡jv bv †m| Z‡e Rwn‡ii weaŸ¯Í †Pnvivi w`‡K ZvwK‡q †f‡O Pz‡i P‚Y©-weP‚Y© n‡q hv‡”Q|
Cgvg mv‡ne wKQz GKUv eyS‡Z cvi‡jb| Zvi g‡bi †fZ‡i wbðq Av`‡Z Zvi evev gvm Lv‡b‡Ki g‡Zv Amy¯  n‡q weQvbvq c‡owQj|
GKUv So e‡q hv‡”Q| ZvB wZwb GB e¨vcviUv Rvb‡Z †P‡q Zv‡K Avi g„Zzï Av‡M wZwb A‡bKevi iægvbv‡K †`L‡Z Pvw”Q‡jb| wKš‧ iv‡mj
†RvivRywi Ki‡jb bv| wKQzÿY ev‡` Rwni †Rv‡i GKUv `xN©kv¦ m †Q‡o B‡”Q K‡iB iægvbvi evwo‡Z Lei cvVvqwb| Lei cvVv‡jI †h Lye
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GKUv Kv‡R dj‡Zv Zv wKš‧ bq| †`Lv †h‡Zv iægvbvi kvïwo Zv‡K Avi hviv ÿgZv iv‡L, Zv‡ì‡K Dcvwa †Ìqv nq bvixev`x, wKsev
Avm‡Z w`‡Z PvB‡Zb bv, wKsev K_v †kvbv‡Zb| evev‡K †`‡L hvevi cyiæl we‡Ølx bvix| GB ¯^vaxb‡PZv bvix‡K mgvR Lye GKUv fv‡jv
ci ivR‡bi †Kv‡bv Kvi‡Y mvgvb¨ R¡i-mw`© n‡jI Zv wb‡q iægvbv‡K †Pv‡L †`‡L bv| †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv bvix Avevi ¯^vgx msmv‡i wb‡Ri
A‡bK K_v nRg Ki‡Z n‡Zv| mvZ-m‡Z‡iv †f‡eB iv‡mj iægvbv‡K AwaKvi Av`vq djv‡Z wM‡q msmvi RxebB nvwi‡q †d‡j| hw` IB
wK”Qz Rvbvqwb| †m †f‡ewQj evev eva©K¨RwbZ Kvi‡Y nq‡Zv Amy¯  msmv‡i Zvi kvïwo-bb` _v‡K, Zvn‡j †Zv Avi †Kv‡bv K_vq †bB,
n‡q‡Qb| K'w`b †M‡jB wVK n‡q hv‡e| wKš‧ †K Rvb‡Zv Zvi evev G‡ÿ‡Î bvixi ¯^vaxbZv Av‡iv †ewk Le© nq|
nVvr gviv hv‡e| meB wbqwZi †di|Õ mvaviY‡Zv bvixi GKUv eqm cvi Kivi ci ev ¯^vgxi AeZ©gv‡b
RM‡Z iægvbvi Avcb ej‡Z evevi Zi‡di eo fvB Qvov Avi GKRb weaev bvix m¤ú~Y© wbf©i K‡i Zvi mšÍvb‡ì Dci| Rxe‡bi
†KD'B iB‡jv bv| mšÍvb hZ eoB †nvK bv †K‡bv, wKsev hZ `~‡iB A‡a©KUv mgq cvi K‡i w`‡q, wZ‡jwZ‡j Kó K‡i wbR nv‡Z Mov
_vKzK bv †K‡bv, evev-gv‡qi gyZzï †kvK mšÍvb‡K Lye KvZi K‡i msmvi Mo‡jI, e„× eq‡m wM‡q IB bvix cwiev‡i †Q‡ji eD‡qi
†d‡j| weaŸ¯Í g‡b evwoi GK †Kv‡Y wM‡q e‡m Av‡Q iægvbv| g„Z¨z i mvg‡b KL‡bvB wRwbmUv ÔAvgviÕ ejevi g‡Zv ÿgZv ev `ytmvnm iv‡L
msev` †c‡q iægvbvi kvïwoI G‡mwQ‡jv| †m ivZ †Kv‡bv iK‡g cvwo bv| KviY, eqm evovi mv‡_ mv‡_B IB e„×vi †mB msmv‡i wb‡R¯^Zv
w`‡jv| ej‡Z Avi wK”Qz _v‡K bv| gv‡Sg‡a¨ g‡b nq, ÔAvwg ev AvgviÕ bvgK
c‡ii w`b mKv‡jB iægvbv‡K evwo Avmvi Rb¨ Zvovûov ïiæ K‡i kãUv †evanq RM‡Z †Kewj cyiæl‡ì Rb¨B eivÏ|
w`‡jb| g„Z e¨w³i evwo‡Z †kv‡Ki Qvqvq GKUv _g_‡g fve weivR
K‡i| GB _g_‡g fveUv Lye Aïf K_vwU iægvbvi kvïwoi| †m Pvq
Lye `ªæZ GB _g_‡g cwi‡ek n‡Z ivRb‡K wb‡q P‡j †h‡Z| iægvbvi
GK`gB B‡”Q KiwQ‡jv bv †h‡Z| wKš‧ A‡bK mgq B”Qv bv Ki‡jI
we‡qi cieZ©x Rxe‡b †g‡qiv c‡ii N‡ii Av‡`k D‡cÿv Ki‡Z cv‡i
bv| Ki‡j wn‡Z wecixZ nq| gvïj w`‡Z nq c‡i| Avi D‡cÿv K‡i
cv‡Q wKQz n‡j †Vjv mvgjv‡bv e‡ovB `vq| Lye Kvbœv cvw”Q‡jv
iægvbvi| GKevi Rwn‡ii gyL cv‡b KiæY `„wó‡Z ZvKv‡jv †m|
Zv‡Z †Kv‡bv jvf n‡e bv †mUvI †m Rv‡b| Rwni KL‡bvB gv‡qi
Dc‡i K_v e‡j bv| AvR‡KI Ki‡jv bv| RwniI PvBwQj iægvbv‡K
wb‡q P‡j †h‡Z| GB cwi‡e‡k iægvbvi Dci AwZwi³ Pvc ciæK †m
Zv PvBwQj bv| hvevi †ejvq iægvbv evi evi evevi Ke‡ii w`‡K wd‡i
ZvKv‡jv, Avi kvwoi AuvP‡j gyL gyQ‡jv|
mZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, †g‡q‡ì wb‡Ri †Kv‡bv evwo _v‡K bv| we‡qi
Av‡M nq evevi evwo, we‡qi c‡i nq ¯^vgxi evwo, Avi e„× eq‡m nq
mšÍvb-mšÍvwZi evwo| GB †h Rxe‡bi G‡Ëv e‡ov Rvwb©‡Z †g‡q‡ì
wbR¯^Zv ej‡ZI †Zgb GKUv wK”Qz _v‡K bv| GKUv †g‡q‡K we‡qi
AvM gyn~Z© ch©šÍ evev-gv‡qi wm×v‡šÍ Pj‡Z nq| Avevi we‡qi c‡i
¯^vgxi gZvg‡Zi weiæ‡× hvevi ÿgZv AwaKvsk bvixivÕB iv‡L bv|
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†fv‡iB MÖvg¨ Wv³vi WvK‡jv| R¡i †g‡c Wv³vi ej‡jb, †Q‡ji KZ
w`b hveZ R¡i n‡”Q?Õ
Rwni ejj, ÔAvRB GKUz Av‡M †`Ljvg R¡‡i Kcvj cy‡o hv‡”Q|
MZKvjI fv‡jvB wQj|Õ
Wv³vi ejj, e‡jb wK! GKw`‡bi R¡‡i GZUv gvivZ¥K nevi †Zv
K_v bq| Avcbviv wK ev”Pvi †Kqvi K‡ib bv? jÿ iv‡Lbwb, R¡i nq‡Zv
Av‡MB AvmwQ‡jv| ev”Pvi Ae¯ v Lye GKUv fv‡jv bv| G‡Ëv wWMÖx R¡‡ii
gvÎv evo‡j †h †KD'B ¯^vfvweK _vKvi K_v bq| Wv³vi mewKQz †PK-
Avc K‡i ivRb‡K LvIqv‡Z wKQz †gwWwmb w`‡jb| wKš‧ ivRb Ilya
eQi Ny‡i Avevi G‡jv bevbœ| kxZKvj gv‡bB GKUz evowZ Av‡gR| LvIqvi cwiw¯ wZ‡Z †bB| mvgvbÜzK gyL nv Kivi g‡Zv kw³UzKI z Zvi
N‡i N‡i bev‡bœi Drme| wcVvcywj Avi cv‡qm-ÿxi, G¸‡jv MÖvgxY kix‡i †bB| iægvbv †Q‡j‡K †Kv‡ji †fZ‡i †i‡L gv_vq cvwb Xvj‡Q|
HwZn¨| GQvovI Av‡iv i‡q‡Q n‡iK iK‡gi wcVv| G¸‡jvi cÖavb Rwni Ilya LvIqv‡Z evi evi †Póv K‡iI e¨_© n‡jv| gy‡Li †fZ‡i †Rvi
Drm n‡jv AvUv, †LRy‡ii ¸o, bvwi‡Kj BZ¨vw`| K‡i Ilya cvwb cy‡i w`‡j Zv gy‡L †_‡K ZLwb Mwo‡q co‡jv|
MÖvg-M‡Ä,kn‡i me©ÎB evOvwjiv bev‡bœi GB Drm‡e †g‡Z DV‡jI Wv³vi ivR‡bi AebwZ †`‡L c~e©vfvm Rvwb‡q w`j| wVKVvK g‡Zv
iægvbv Lye fq cvq| Zvi Kv‡Q bevbœ gv‡bB GKUv †kv‡Ki bvg, iæMx‡K Ilya LvIqv‡Z cvi‡j Kv‡R †`‡e| bq‡Zv `ytwðšÍvi KviY
AvZ‡¼i bvg| wcÖq wRwbm nviv‡bvq †kvK KvZ‡i nIqv ÿ‡Yi bvg| n‡jI n‡Z cv‡i!
†Kv‡bv GK bee‡l©B cyÎ mvw`K‡K nvwi‡q wQ‡jv †m| eQi Ny‡i bevbœ ivRb `y-†PvL eyu‡R †Kewj GKUz cici gv, gv K‡i WvK‡jv| mgq
G‡jB iægvbvi fq jv‡M| †m Pvq Rxe‡b Avi KL‡bvB †hb bevbœ wd‡i evo‡Q| Nwoi KuvUv wUKwUK Pj‡Q| wKš‧ ivR‡bi kixi Av‡iv `~e©j n‡q
bv AvmyK! Avm‡Z jvM‡jv| iægvbv †kl‡gk ivRb‡K ey‡Ki mv‡_ †P‡c a‡i
†fv‡i †MvOvwbi k‡ã iægvbv-Rwni `¤úwZi Nyg fvO‡jv| ivRb Kuv`‡Z jvM‡jv| Zvi ey‡Ki euv cvkUv fvix jvM‡Q Lye| mšÍv‡bi K‡ó
R¡‡ii †Nv‡i gv, gv K‡i WvK‡Q| iægvbv ivR‡bi Kcv‡j nvZ ivL‡jv| gvZ… ü`q e¨w_©Z n‡j GB e¨_v wbivgq Kivi g‡Zv RM‡Z †Kv‡bv
cÖPÐ R¡‡i Mv †h‡bv cy‡o hv‡”Q ivR‡bi| KwjRv †Ku‡c DV‡jv †gwWwmb †bB|
iægvbvi| Z›`ªv †Pv‡L fi K‡i AvZ‡¼i gv_vq ivRb‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j iægvbv GZÿ‡Y ey‡S †M‡Q, hv nevi †mUv n‡eB| gv‡qi gb|
wb‡q Pzgy †L‡Z jvM‡jv †m| Rwni‡K ej‡jv, e‡jwQjvg bv Rwni wKQz ivRb‡K a‡i ivLevi g‡Zv ÿgZv Zvi Avi †bB| ivRb P‡j hv‡e|
GKUv NU‡e| K'w`b hveZ gb fv‡jv wQ‡jv bv Avgvi| †Kgb Rvwb DciIqvjv nq‡Zv GZUzKbz mgqB ivR‡bi Rb¨ eiv× †i‡LwQ‡jb|
mewKQz‡ZB Avj‡Mv‡Q jvMwQ‡jv| †`L‡j †Zv, †`L‡j KvÐ! g‡b g‡b ivR‡bi WvK c‡o‡Q| Zv‡K Avi AvU‡K ivL‡Z PvIqvUv †evKvwg|
hv fq cvw”Qjvg ZvB NU‡Z e‡m‡Q| Rwni Avgvi, Lye fq Ki‡Q| AeyS gv‡qi ü`‡qi mg¯Í e¨vKzjZv GLv‡b D‡cwÿZ n‡e ev¯ÍeZvi
Rwni Zzwg Rjw` Wv³vi Wv‡Kv, Avgvi ivR‡bi mv‡_ †Kv‡bv wKQz NUvi hvZvK‡j wcó n‡q| Zvi †Kvj duvKv K‡i ivRb mZ¨ mZ¨B P‡j †M‡jv
Av‡M GKUv eë¯ v K‡iv wcøR| ivRb cÖPÐ R¡‡i cÖjvc eK‡Q, Zv †`‡L ARvbv †`‡k| GKUzI mgq w`j bv| K‡qK NÈvi g‡a¨ me †kl|
iægvbv wb‡R‡K wVK ivL‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †h‡bv K‚j nviv †XD‡qi †mªv‡Z mevB‡K †hb †evKv evwb‡q ivRb ZLb eû `~‡i| †hLv‡b †KD GKevi
fvm‡Q †m| †M‡j Avi wd‡i Av‡m bv|
Rwni Lvwj Mv‡q †ewi‡q hvw”Qj| †QvU †evb Av‡jqv wPrKvi NUbvi AvKw¯§KZvq Rwni GKevi acvm K‡i e‡m ci‡Q Avevi
†PuPv‡gwP‡Z N‡i G‡m‡Q| fvB‡qi RvgvwU GwM‡q w`‡jv| Rwni IB `vwo‡q d¨vjd¨vj K‡i Pvwiw`K †`L‡Q| Zvi gw¯Í®‥ †Kv‡bv KvR Ki‡Q
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bv| gv_vi †fZi †fv †fv kã n‡”Q| †QvU †evb Av‡jqv Rwni‡K Kuv`‡jI Rwni kã K‡i Kuv`‡Z cvi‡jv bv| †Kgb Rvwb evKiæ‡×i
ej‡jv, ÔfvB Avcwb Ggb Ki‡Qb †Kb? Avcwb wK eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb bv g‡Zv d¨vjd¨vj K‡i iægvbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †m| iægvbvi ZLb
wKQz? Gevi GKUz Kv‡›`b| ivRb Avi bvB|Õ Av‡jqv û û K‡i †Ku‡` ûuk wQ‡jv bv| cÖwZ‡ekxiv Zvi nv‡Z cv‡q †Zj gvwjk Ki‡jv| Ávb
DVj| Rwni Ni n‡Z †ewi‡q †Mj Dråv‡šÍi g‡Zv| wdi‡jB †Kewj ivRb, ivRb e‡j Wv‡K| GKevi mvw`‡Ki bvg a‡iI
evwoi AvwObvq Dcyo n‡q c‡o WzK‡i WzK‡i Kuv`‡Z jvM‡jv Wv‡K| wK e‡j, Avi bv e‡j, Zvi wVK wVKvbv bvB|
iægvbv| KL‡bv Zvi ûuk _vK‡Q, Avevi KL‡bv ev ûuk nvwi‡q †dj‡Q| Rwn‡ii †fZiUv `yg‡o gyP‡o †M‡Q wVKB wKš‧ iægvbvi w`‡K hLb
A‡bKw`b ev‡` iægvbvi kvïwo Zvi †ev‡bi evwo †_‡K Avm‡jb| †m ZvKvq Zvi g‡b ïay fvebv Av‡m, GB †g‡qUv euvP‡e wK K‡i? †Kvb
K'w`b Av‡M †ev‡bi evwo‡Z †eov‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jb| Kvc‡o XvKv ivR‡bi Ab¨vq bv K‡iI wK‡mi kvw¯Í †m cv‡”Q? bv wK wb‡Ri †Kvb fz‡ji
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eKv‡Z †KD GKRb G‡m Zv‡K bvwZi jv‡ki cvk n‡Z mwi‡q wb‡q euvì †`L‡Z Avm‡Q mevB|
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AvZi gvLv‡jb, RvbvRv cov‡jb| `vdb Kv‡h©i Rb¨ ivR‡bi jvk ev”Pv gviv hvevi †cQ‡bi MíUv wK? cici GiKg NUbv NU‡jv †K‡bv?
LvwUqvq †Zvjv n‡jv| Zvici †mB LvwUqvq GKcvk ivR‡bi evev Kuv‡a Avcbvi wK †Kv‡bv R¡xb-f‚Z †cZ¥xi AuvQ‡oi mgm¨v Av‡Q bv-wK?
wb‡jv| wbqwZi wK wbg©g cwinvm| evevi Kuv‡a †Q‡ji jvk! fvwi jv‡M wKsev evwoi †Kv‡bv †`vl Av‡Q! Avcbviv evwoi Ae¯ v Lvivc †R‡bI
fvwi| ey‡K k³ K‡i GKUv cv_i †eu‡a Rwni axi MwZ‡Z GK avc, `yB †Kv‡bv iKg eë¯ v †bbwb †K‡bv? Gevi ey‡Sb †Vjv| nviv‡jv mšÍvb
avc K‡i †Q‡ji jvk Kuv‡a wb‡q GwM‡q hv‡”Q| Zvici wbR nv‡Z wcÖq AvcbviB, Zvn‡j G‡Zv MvdjwZ Ki‡jb †K‡bv?
cyÎ‡K gvwUi ey‡K wPiZ‡i ïB‡q w`‡jb| Zvici nv‡Zi gy‡Vv K‡i gvwU †KD †KD Avevi mivmwi iægvbvi w`‡KB AvOyj Zz‡j ejj, Acvqv
Pvcv w`‡jv Rwni| GK evevi Rb¨ Ggb Amnvq `„k¨ `ywbqv‡Z Avi gv, giv j¨viv gvbyl| GUv GB GjvKvi AvÂwjK fvlv| hvi A_© n‡jv,
wK”Qz †bB| †h bvix †Kewj g„Z mšÍv‡bi Rb¥ w`‡e| wKsev R¨všÍ ev”Pv Rb¥ w`‡jI
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ZLb GKUz `~‡i wM‡q e‡m iB‡jv| wKQz‡ZB †m wnmve †gjv‡Z cvi‡Q ev”Pv KL‡bvB RxweZ _vK‡e bv| GB Kzms¯‥vi fiv mgv‡R iægvbv‡K
bv| GZ `ªæZ mewKQz N‡U †M‡jv| †Kb GiKg n‡jv? cÖkœ A‡bK wKš‧ cÖwZwbqZB bvbvb K_v nRg Ki‡Z nq| †m †h mšÍv‡bi gv| Zvi hv
DËi Rvbv †bB| †Q‡ji Kei †Pv‡Li Avovj Ki‡Z PvB‡Q bv Rwni| nvwi‡q‡Q, Zvi e¨_vi cwigvc K‡ZvUv, †m K_v †KD GKeviI †evSevi
mÜ¨v Nwb‡q G‡jv| †Q‡j‡K AÜKv‡i †i‡L †m wKfv‡e evwo‡Z hv‡e? †Póv Ki‡jv bv| †KejB Rwni Qvov|
Rwni N‡i wM‡q Kv‡iv mv‡_ †Kv‡bv K_v ch©šÍ ej‡Z cvi‡jv bv| `ycy‡i bvgv‡Ri cvwU‡Z e‡m iægvbv †gvbvRvZ Kivi mg‡q
†KejB wbe©vK n‡q PzcPvc e‡m iB‡jv| ivR‡bi `v`x nvDgvD K‡i †duvcv‡q †duvcv‡q Kuv`‡jv| Rwni Avovj †_‡K meUvB †`L‡jv| †mI
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GKUv †Mvcb `xN©kv¦ m †d‡j KóUv‡K wKQzUv nvjKv Ki‡jv| iægvbv wKQz Rwni‡K mZ¨B Lye fvwe‡q Zzj‡jv| ci ci `yB †kvK KvUv‡bv LyeB
ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB Rwni ejj, P‡jv †Zvgvi evevi evwo †_‡K Ny‡i KwVb| iægvbvi nVvr AwZwi³ PzcPvc n‡q hvIqvUv Rwni‡K Lye e¨waZ
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Rwn‡ii gv †Rvi Mjvq iægvbv‡K ïwb‡q ej‡jb, ev‡ci evwoZ KiæK, wKš‧ iægvbv G‡Kev‡iB wb¯Íä wb_i| †h‡bv RM‡Zi †Kv‡bv
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GKev‡i PBjv †M‡Q| ZvB GB evwoZ iægvbvi cÖ‡qvRb dziv‡q M¨v‡Q| hvq w`b Av‡m, gvm †k‡l eQi Ny‡i, iægvbvi †Kv‡bv iKg cwieZ©b
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†Kv‡bv _vgv_vwg bvB| Rwni‡i wØZxq weqv Kivgy| iægvbv †Zvgvi Avi
GB msmv‡i fvZ nB‡ev bv| †Zvgvi LvIqv DBVv Mv‡Q, †Zvgvi wiwRK
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Zzwg n‡”Qv gv°vj d‡ji g‡Zv| Dc‡o my›ì, wKš‧ †fZ‡i cyivB duvKv!
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Rwni jÿ¨ Ki‡jv AvRKvj iægvbv †Zgb GKUv K_v Kv‡iv mv‡_B
e‡j bv| †Kgb Rvwb mewKQz‡ZB wbðzc n‡q †M‡Q †m| e¨vcviUv
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†Svjv‡bv| wek¦vm-Awek¦vm †Zv A‡bK c‡ii welq wKš‧ kvïwoi gy‡Li
Dci wKQz ejvi mvnm wQ‡jv bv Zvi|
Rwni iv‡Z wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, iægvbv †Zvgvi Mjvq GUv wK‡mi
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wVKB Avgv‡ì Ni Av‡jvwKZ K‡i †Kvj Ry‡o mšÍvb Avm‡e| Z‡e
Rwni A‡cÿvi w`b ¸b‡Q| cÖwZ iv‡Z †m Avjøvni Kv‡Q cÖv_©bv K‡i Avgv‡ìI †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e| kn‡i bZzb bvgKiv GKRb MvBbx
Avjøvn †hb iægvbv‡K cy‡ivcwi my¯ ¨ K‡i †`b| iægvbv Avevi †hb Wv³vi Avm‡Q ïbjvg| Avgiv Kvj mKv‡j BbkvAvjøvn hv‡ev IB
gvZ…‡Z¡i ¯^v` cvq| wewfwlKvgq w`b¸‡jv Avi †hb j¤^v bv nq| Rwni Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q|Õ
iægvbvi gy‡L †di nvwm †`L‡Z e¨vKzj| iægvbv ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ
wØZxq mšÍvb ivR‡bi g„Zz¨ cÖvq `yBeQi †cwo‡q †M‡Q| G‡Zvw`‡b wKš‧ mKvj n‡ZB iægvbvi gb e`‡j †Mj| †m GLb Avi MvBbx
A‡bK Wv³vi †`Lv‡bvi c‡iI hLb iægvbv bZzb K‡i Avi Mf©avi‡Yi Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q †h‡Z Pvq bv| †mw`b PvPv‡Zv bb‡ì evmvq bb‡ì
†Kvb jÿY †`Lv hvw”Q‡jv bv ZLb GB mgvR iægvbv‡K Acqv, Ajÿx, K_vq Rwni †Kvb cÖwZev` K‡iwb, †mB Awfgvb fi Ki‡jv Zvi g‡b|
evRv BZ¨vw` ewji ZKgv jvwM‡q w`‡qwQ‡jv| Kv‡iv ev”Pv iægvbvi Kv‡Q Rwn‡ii wbðzc _vKvi †e`bv iægvbvi gb‡K wewl‡q Zzj‡jv|
Avm‡Z w`‡Zv bv| GKw`b `ycy‡i iægvbvi PvPv‡Zv bb` Zvi †g‡q‡K GKivk Awfgvb G‡m fi Ki‡jv iægvbvi g‡b| †m N‡i G‡m Kvco
Nyg cvwo‡q †Mvmj Ki‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jv| wKQzÿ‡Yi g‡a¨ ev”Pvi Nyg †f‡½ †Pvco †MvQv‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jv| `y-†PvL †hw`‡K hvq, †m P‡j hv‡e|
hvq| ev”PvUv Kvbœv Ki‡Z _v‡K| GKch©v‡q ev”Pvi Kvbœv †`‡L iægvbv Gw`‡K e¨vM †MvQv‡bv †`‡L Rwni ejj, ÔwK e¨vcvi iægvbv Kvco
†Kv‡j Zz‡j †bq| ZLbB Zvi bb` Qz‡U G‡m ev”PvUv‡K Zvi †_‡K †Pvco †MvQv‡”Qv †K‡bv?Õ
wQwb‡q wb‡q e‡j, Ôfvwe †Zvgv‡K †Zv e‡jwQjvg Avgvi †g‡q‡K Zzwg iægvbv ejj, ÔAvwg Avi _vK‡ev bv GB evox‡Z| A‡bK mn¨
†Kv‡j wb‡e bv|Õ K‡iwQ Avi bq| Zzwg eis Avgv‡K †Q‡o w`‡q Ab¨ †Kv‡b †g‡q‡K we‡q
bb‡ì K_vq Avcbv Avcwb †PvL †_‡K cvwb Mwo‡q c‡owQ‡jv K‡i †Zvgvi es‡ki evwZ R¡vjvI|Õ
iægvbvi| Avi †ewk Kó †j‡MwQ‡jv hLb †`L‡jv Zvi ¯^vgx †mLv‡b Av”Qv iægvbv, ÔAvR †Zvgvi RvqMvq hw` Avgvi mgm¨v n‡Zv Zzwg
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†mw`‡bi NUbvq Rwni wb‡RI GZUv AevK n‡qwQ‡jv †h wew®§Z Avevi Avgiv my‡Li †`Lv cv‡ev| AvjøvnZvjv wbðqB Avgv‡ì eo
n‡q ZvwK‡q _vKv Qvov Avi wKQzB Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| gy‡L wKQz K_v cixÿvi g‡a¨ †d‡j‡Qb| GB cixÿvq Avgv‡ì‡K cvm Ki‡ZB n‡e|Õ
Avm‡Z wM‡qI AvU‡K wM‡qwQj| ïay ey‡Ki wfZ‡i GK ai‡bi Kó Gi wKQzw`b ci iægvbvi bb` Av‡jqvi we‡q wVK nq| `ycy‡i †L‡Z
Abyf‚Z n‡qwQj iægvbvi Rb¨| e‡m mevB we‡q wb‡q Av‡jvPbv KiwQ‡jv| GK ch©v‡q iægvbvi kvïwo
GKw`b iægvbvi PvwP kvïwo ej‡jb, †eUvi eD‡K KweivR †`LvI Rwni‡K ej‡jb, `¨vL Rwni, evoxZ GKUv ïf KvR n‡Z hv‡”Q| Avwg
eyey, ZvB‡j me wVK nBqv hvB‡ev| Zvici †_‡K ïiæ n‡jv ûRyi, PvB bv, †Zvi Acqv eD GB ïf Kv‡R evoxZ Dcw¯ Z _vDK| ZzB GB
KweivR †`Lv‡bv, mv‡_ cvwb cov, †Zj cov, Svo dzuK, ZvweR Mjvq Acqv‡K Ii ev‡ci evox w`qv Avq|Õ
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Rwni ejj, Ôgv A‡bK n‡q‡Q| Avwg A‡bK w`b hver Gme mn¨ Rxeb _vK‡ZI g„Z| GLvb †_‡K Zzwg †ei n‡q Av‡jv‡Z Av‡mv| Avwg
K‡i AvmwQ| Avwg iægvbvÕ‡K fv‡jv‡e‡m we‡q K‡i Ii mvivRxe‡bi †Zvgvi mv‡_ AvwQ, _vK‡ev|Õ
`vwqZ¡ wb‡qwQ| gvSc‡_ G‡m Ii nvZ †Q‡o †Ìqvi Rb¨ bq| Av”Qv Rwn‡ii †mw`‡bi K_v‡ZB wK bv iægvbv †di wPwKrmv wb‡Z ïiæ
gv AvR hw` mgm¨vUv iægvbvi bv n‡q †Zvgvi †g‡qi n‡Zv, Avi Ki‡jv| wPwKrmvi cvkvcvwk †m cÖwZwbqZB Zvnv¾y‡ì bvgvR c‡o|
†Zvgvi †g‡q‡K Zvi k¦ïi evwoi †jvKRb evox †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡j †`vqv Key‡ji mgq¸‡jv‡Z †`vqv K‡i Avjøvni Kv‡Q GKUv mšÍv‡bi
†Zvgvi †Kgb jvM‡Zv? †Zvgv‡ì hLb I‡K wb‡q G‡Zv mgm¨v Zvn‡j Rb¨| iægvbv AevK n‡Zv Rwn‡ii •ah© †`‡L| `yt‡Li mgq Zv‡K
Avwg †mB mgm¨vi mgvavb K‡i w`w”Q| iægvbv GB evox †_‡K P‡j GKgvÎ mv‡cvU© K‡i‡Q †m| Zvi cv‡k †_‡K‡Q| iægvbvi cwieZ©‡b
hv‡e, Z‡e †m GKv hv‡e bv, mv‡_ AvwgI hv‡ev|Õ Rwn‡ii gv‡SI GKai‡bi bZzb DÏxcbv •Zwi n‡q‡Q| †m †hb bZzb
iægvbvi kvïwo ej‡jb, ÔAvwg †ek fvjv KBiv eyS‡Z cviwQ, GB †Kvb w`kv †c‡q‡Q|
†ewU †Zv‡i Kvjv hv`y Ki‡Q| †m Lye fvjv KBiv Rv‡b, GKevi ZvjvK Ab¨w`‡K Rwni Zvi mKj Kó cwiev‡ii mvg‡b KL‡bv wb‡q Av‡m
nB‡j †ni g‡Zv Acqv‡K Avi †KD weqv Ki‡ev bv| ZvB †Zv †Zv‡K bv| †m cÖvqB Zvi g„Z `yB mšÍv‡bi Ke‡i wM‡q Kuv‡`| N›Uvi ci N›Uv
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KvwU‡q DV‡Z n‡e| Zzwg hw` Av‡Mi me `ytL Kó KvwU‡q ¯^vfvweK n‡Z fvjev‡m| †mB fv‡jvevmv K‡gwb GKwe›`yI|
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GL‡bv Avgiv fwel¨Z‡K my›ì K‡i mvRv‡Z cvwi| GRb¨ ìKvi
†Zvgvi gb‡K k³ Kiv, Avev‡iv bZzb K‡i ¯^cœ †`Lv| ¯^cœnxb gvbyl
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eo ÿwZ n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i fvBRvb|Õ Avgvi mKj K‡ói c‡iI Ii
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av‡i Kv‡QI †h‡Z Pv‡”Q bv| RvbœvZ‡K †`Lvi ci iægvbvi g‡b c‡o K_v¸‡jv ej‡Z wM‡q iægvbvi `y-†PvL QjQj K‡i DV‡jv| iv‡mj
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_vK‡j GZw`‡b Ii mgvb'B n‡Zv| ivR‡bi Agb AKv‡j P‡j Ki‡Q| Rwni evRvi †_‡K GBgvÎ evwo wdi‡jv| Kzkjvw` wewbg‡qi
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Rwn‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q †eu‡P AvwQ| Avgvi wKQz n‡j Rvwn‡iiI A‡bK hvevi ci bv-wK AvKv‡ki Zviv n‡q hvq| bvbv-bvwb wKsev `v`v-`vwìv
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Zvi bvwZ-bvZwb‡ì wewfbœ iKg gb fzjv‡bvi Mí †kvbv‡Zb| hLwb `vM RvqMv `Lj K‡i‡Q| †Zvgv‡K eywo‡q w`‡Z PvB‡Q, Avgvi Lvivc
AvKvk fiv Zviv I‡V, ZLwb wcÖqRb †f‡e †mB Zvivi mv‡_ Zviv K_v jv‡M iægvbv|Õ
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Puv‡ì Kcv‡j Puv` wUc w`‡q hv Gme e‡j ev”Pv‡ì‡K Lywk Kivi †Póv Rwn‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q iægvbv gwjb GKUz nvwm w`‡q ejj, ÔMÄ †_‡K
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†Kv‡j wb‡q G‡m gvÕ‡K ejj, ÔPuv‡ì g‡Zv †Zvgvi dzUdz‡U bvZwb
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iægvbvi Rb¨, Av‡iKUv Av`‡ii `yjvwj iæwni Rb¨ wb‡jb| Rwn‡ii gv iæwni Nyg †f‡O †M‡jv| A‡ejvq Nywg‡q wQ‡jv| Rwni ejj, Avgvi
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ey‡S †d‡j| GB msmv‡i Rxe‡bi NvZ cÖwZNv‡Z †jv‡K Zv‡K kZ Ii nvZ Qvo †Zv| I‡K Ii g‡Zv kvwšÍ‡Z GKUz Nygv‡Z `vI|
jvÃbv-MÄbv Ki‡jI Zvi ¯^vgxi fv‡jvevmv, Avì-†mvnv‡Mi Kv‡Q Rwni ejj, eëmvi Kv‡R †Zv mvivw`bB N‡ii evwn‡i _vwK|
iægvbv †n‡i hvq ev‡i ev‡i| iægvbv Pvq †m †hb evievi Gfv‡eB †n‡i Avgvi †g‡qUv‡K GKUz AvìI Ki‡Z w`‡e bv? †g‡qUv wK †Zvgvi
hvq| Lye Kg †g‡qB RM‡Z GZ my›ì g‡bi gvbyl cvq| GKvi?
we‡qi cieZ©x Rxe‡b AwaKvsk †g‡qivB mvaviYZ wKQz K_v e‡j, ÔAvgvi GKvi n‡e †K‡bv? ZvB e‡j NygšÍ ev”Pv‡K IBiKg Avì
ci KL‡bv Avcb nq bv| wKsev ci †Zv ci-B nq| wKsev N‡ii gvbylB K‡i wei³ Ki‡j, †m hLb mvivivZ †R‡M _vK‡e ZLb †K cvnviv
Zv‡K ey‡S bv, Zvn‡j evwn‡ii †jvK Avi wK eyS‡e? GBiKg bvbvb w`‡e?
ai‡bi gšÍe¨ ewntcÖKvk K‡i _v‡K| GBw`K w`‡q iægvbvi †Kv‡bv iKg ÔZvn‡j wK Ki‡ev Avwg? ev”Pv‡K Avì Kiv hv‡e bv| ev”Pvi
Awf‡hvM †bB| Rwn‡ii m¤ú‡K© iægvbv †Kv‡bv iKg gšÍe¨ Kievi g‡Zv gvÕ‡K I †Zv eûw`b Kv‡Q Ifv‡e cvBbv Avwg!Õ
`ytmvnm iv‡Lwb| †KejB Zvi kvïwo GKUz KUiKUi K‡ib| K_vUv †kvbvi ci j¾vq wKQzUv ¸wU‡q †M‡jv iægvbv| Rwni K_vUv
iægvbv ¯§…wZ nvZ‡o †eovq| iægvbvi we‡qi ïiæi w`‡K Zvi kvïwo Aek¨ g›` e‡jwb| iæwni nevi ci n‡Z †m †Kewj iæwni †cQ‡bB
gvbylUv fv‡jvB wQ‡jb| GiKgUv wQ‡jb bv| g‡bi ARv‡šÍB iægvbvi w`bivZ c‡o _v‡K| msmv‡ii hveZxq KvR Avi ev”Pvi †Kqvwis
`xN©kv¦ m †ewi‡q Av‡m| wKš‧ cici `yBUv bvwZi †kvK mvgjv‡Z wM‡q Ki‡ZB w`b hvq Zvi| Z‡e wK Rwni Zv‡K AvR Lye †ewk wgm Ki‡Q,
†ePviv e„×v kvïwo A‡bKUvB Kov ¯^fv‡ei n‡q‡Qb| Avmj mgm¨v fxlY K‡i Kv‡Q †c‡Z, wKsev GKUz Qzu‡q w`‡Z PvB‡Q| †hUv †m
n‡jv, eqm evo‡j A‡b‡KiB AvPi‡Y AmsMwZ †`Lv †`q| GK mgq A‡bKw`b hveZ a‡i ejwQj, A_P iægvbv Gm‡ei wKQzB †Ui cvqwb|
A‡bK Lvivc jvM‡Zv, Kó jvM‡Zv, g‡bi wfZi Awfgvb Rg‡Zv| GLb n‡ZI †Zv cv‡i Rwni m‡q †M‡Q A‡MvP‡i, KL‡bvB gyL †dv‡U e‡jwb,
iægvbvi mg‡qi mv‡_ mv‡_ A‡bK wKQzB mn¨ n‡q †M‡Q| Zvi kvïwoi †Kewj cÖwZÿvq wQ‡jv| †Mvc‡b, wbf…‡Z GKUv †Kvgj nv‡Zi ¯úk©
me K_vq AvRKvj Avi †m †Zgb Kvb †`q bv| †b‡e e‡j eûivZ Nygvqwb †m| ïay †Kej Ny‡gi fvb K‡iwQj, †KD
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Zv‡K †Zvlv‡gv‡` WvK‡e e‡j| wKš‧ Zv‡K Wv‡Kwb Zvi cÖZ¨vkvi mvivRxeb GKiKg _v‡K bv| cwiw¯ wZi Dc‡i wbf©i K‡i, fv‡jvevmvi
gvbylUv| A_P, †Q‡j gvby‡li •ah© Kg| ZeyI Awf‡hvM Qzu‡o †`qwb ZxeªZv IVv-bvgv K‡i| K_vwU †h‡bv GLv‡bB RjR¨všÍ D`vniY|
Rwni| gvby‡li Rxe‡b hLb Lvivc mgq Av‡m ZLb A‡b‡KB nvj †Q‡o
iægvbvB AvM evwo‡q Rwn‡ii Kv‡Q †M‡jv| eûKvj e„wó‡Z †fRv †`q| wKš‧ GUv Kiv DwPZ bq| me mgq fv‡jv mgqB hv‡e GUv
nqwb Zvi| Zxeª Livq nvmdvm Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †m-I fxlY K¬všÍ n‡q fvevI wVK bq| Rxe‡b Pjvi c‡_ fv‡jv mg‡qi cvkvcvwk g›` mgqI
I‡VwQ‡jv| wb‡R‡K wKQzUv nvjKv Ki‡ZB cÖkvwšÍi mvM‡i Mv fvmv‡jv Avm‡e hv‡e GUvB ¯^vfvweK| ZvB Lvivc mgq Rxe‡b Avm‡j †f‡O bv
iægvbv| c‡o •ah© aiv DwPZ| Ges kvšÍwkó gw¯Í‡®‥ mKj mgm¨v mgvav‡bi †Póv
iæwn GLb wbR cv‡q ùvov‡Z wk‡L‡Q| †m GKUz GKUz K‡i nuvU‡Z KivUvB eyw×gËvi cwiPq| AvR‡K †hB mgm¨vUv‡K cÖKU g‡b n‡”Q,
†Póv K‡i| iæwni `v`x GL‡bv iæwn‡K Kv‡Q †U‡b Avì K‡i bv| iæwni nq‡Zv Zv `yÕw`b c‡i A‡ZvUv KwVb Avi g‡b n‡e bv| mgm¨v †hLv‡b
`v`x wVK wb‡Ri gb‡K eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Zvi PvIqv wQ‡jv GKUv bvZx we`¨vgvb Zvi mgvavbI Av‡Q wbwðZ| ZvB Rxe‡bi Lye Lvivc mgq
n‡e| Zvi esk iÿv Ki‡e| ZvB iæwn‡K †m Avcb K‡i wb‡Z cvi‡Q ¸‡jv‡Z D‡ËwRZ n‡q, wKsev ivMvivwM K‡i ûUnvU GKUv wm×v‡šÍ
bv| wKš‧ wb‡Ri †Q‡ji mšÍvb wn‡m‡e GKUv Uvb †m Abyfe K‡i hv †m AvmvUv †evKvwg| †h †Kv‡bv wm×v‡šÍ Avm‡Z nq mgq wb‡q| †Kewj
KL‡bv cÖKvk K‡i bv| mgq mKj †iv‡Mi wbivgq K‡i৷ g~jZ iv‡Mi gv_vq †bqv wm×všÍ ¸‡jv
GKw`‡bi NUbv, iæwn evwoi DVv‡b GKv GKv †Ljv KiwQ‡jv| AwaKvskB fzj nq| Avevi AwZ Avb‡›ì mgqI gvbyl fzj wm×všÍ
iægvbv †Mvmj KiwQ‡jv| DVv‡b e‡m iæwni `v`x †`LwQ‡jv iæwn‡K| wb‡q _v‡K| KviY Avb‡›ì gyn~‡Z© gvbyl fv‡jv-g›` wePvi Kievi g‡Zv
nVvZ iæwn †Lj‡Z †Lj‡Z DVvb †cwo‡q cv‡ki cyK‡z ii w`‡K GwM‡q ÿgZv iv‡L bv| ZvB Lye †ewk Avb‡›ì gyn~‡Z© KvD‡K K_v w`‡Z †bB|
†h‡Z _v‡K| AvMv‡Z AvMv‡Z iæwn A‡bKUv cyK‡z ii Nv‡Ui Kv‡Q P‡j Avevi iv‡Mi mg‡qI †Kv‡bv iKg wm×všÍ wb‡Z †bB| wm×všÍ wb‡Z nq
Av‡m| AvPgKv iæwn wcQ‡j c‡o hvq| iæwni `vw` NUbvUv †`L‡Z axiw¯ i fv‡e| cwiw¯ wZ †hgbB †nvK bv †K‡bv, mvivRxeb GK iKg
†c‡q `~i †_‡K Qz‡U wM‡q iæwn‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j †bq| Avðh©, Zvi †Pv‡L _v‡K bv| mgq e`jvq, gvby‡li gb e`jvq| GgbwK fv‡jvevmviI iO
Rj! G‡Zvw`‡bi Rgv‡bv wg_¨v †ÿvf, Awfgvb, ivM wbwg‡lB AkÖæ n‡q e`jvq| RM‡Zi mg¯Í wKQzB cwieZ©bkxj| GLb kix‡ii †hB ÿ‡Z
S‡o c‡i| `v`x iæwn‡K k³ K‡i ey‡Ki g‡a¨ Rwo‡q a‡i| iægvbv Zxeª e¨_vq KzuK‡o hv‡”Qb, wKQzw`b ev‡` Nv ïKv‡j Avi A‡ZvUv e¨_v
†MvmjLvbv †_‡K †ei n‡q `vw`-bvZbxi GB `„k¨ †`‡L wew¯§Z nq| jvM‡e bv| GKmgq cy‡ivcywiB †mB e¨_v wbivgq n‡e| nq‡Zv †mLv‡b
wKQz fv‡jvevmv _v‡K hv †`Lv hvq bv| AvR †hb †m fv‡jvevmv cÖKvk ÿ‡Zi `vM _vK‡e mvgvb¨| GUvB cÖK…wZi wbqg| iæwni cÖwZ Zvi
†c‡jv| `v`xi fv‡jvevmv cÖKvk N‡UwQ‡jv wVK GgbUvB|
†`L‡Z †`L‡Z iæwn A‡bK e‡ov n‡q †M‡jv| GB‡Zv K'w`b Av‡MB iæwni `vw` wb‡R Zvi bvZwbi Rb¨ MÄ †_‡K d«K wK‡b
Rb¥ n‡jv Zvi| A_P jvD‡qi WMvi g‡Zv jKjK K‡i †e‡o †M‡jv Avwb‡q‡Qb| †m d«K †ei K‡i †m cov‡Z jvM‡jb| iæwn bZzb iwOb
†g‡qUv| †Pv‡Li wbwg‡lB eQi cvi n‡jv| GKUv gRvi e¨vcvi n‡jv, Rvgv c‡o LyeB Lywk| Ah_vB †m wLjwLj K‡i nvm‡Q| `~i †_‡K Zvi
GLb iæwni `vw` Zv‡K fxlY iKg fv‡jvev‡m| KviY, iæwn GLb `v`x †`L‡Q, Zvi AšÍiUv f‡i †M‡jv|
UzKUvK K_v ej‡Z wk‡L‡Q| cyKiz cv‡oi NUbvi ci †_‡K GKUv
gvqvi Rv‡j AvU‡K †M‡jv Zvi `vw`| iæwn‡K Qvov GLb Avi Zvi
`vwì wKQz‡ZB †h‡bv mgq Kv‡U bv| mgq Movq, mg‡qi weeZ©‡b
fv‡jvevmvI ev‡o-K‡g| KLb Kvi cÖwZ fv‡jvevmv evo‡e, wKsev Kg‡e
GUv wVK Av‡M †_‡K wba©viY Kiv hvq bv| g~jZ fv‡jvevmv wRwbmUv
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iægvbv ejj, Ôbv fvBRvb _vK| Rwni ïb‡j eKvewK Ki‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ô†m-wK! eKv w`‡e †K‡bv?Õ
ÔZv Zzwg eyS‡e bv fvBRvb|Õ
ÔA‡Zv ey‡S KvR bvB| SUcU iæwn‡K GKUz †iwW K‡i †`|Õ
iæwn I evqbv a‡i‡Q †m Zvi gvgvi mv‡_ †gjvq hv‡eB hv‡e| MZ
iv‡Z gvgv‡Zv †evb Rvbœv‡Zi Kv‡Q †gjv m¤ú‡K© A‡bK Mí ï‡b‡Q|
RvbœvZ †iwW, mv‡_ iæwnI wb‡R wb‡R GKUv d«K c‡i‡Q, ZvI Dëv
K‡i! Ae‡k‡l iægvbv RvgvUv wVK K‡i civ‡q w`‡jv|
iæwn †gjvq †M‡jv| M‡Äi cvk w`‡q e‡q †M‡Q GKUv wekvj b`x|
eQi Ny‡i Avev‡iv bevbœ Avmvq iægvbvi g‡b GKUv AvZ‡¼i `jv G‡m Avi b`xi cv‡kB †gjv e‡m| †gjvq cyZj z bvP †`Lv‡bv nq, mvK©vm
evmv euva‡jv| cÖwZeQiB bev‡bœi mgq¸‡jv‡Z iægvbvi gb fxlY iKg †Ljv nq, jvwV †Ljv nq, bvMi‡`vjvq P‡o †`vj LvIqv hvq| GQvovI
Lvivc _v‡K| bevbœ Drm‡ei Av‡gR †k‡l n‡jB †h‡bv ¯^w¯Í wd‡i cvq Mvb evRbv nq| †gjvq cvIqv hvq †QvU‡ì n‡iK iK‡gi †Ljbv mvgMÖx|
†m| wK †h GK `ywe©ln NUbv hv Zv‡K GL‡bv Zvov K‡i †eovq| e¨v‡Oi Mvox, †j․nv PvKvi SbS‡b Mvox, jvwUg, ej, wc¯Íj, cøvw÷‡Ki
†`L‡Z †`L‡Z eQi Ny‡i K‡qKUv bev‡bœi Drme †K‡U †M‡jv, ZvI mvc, KvM‡Ri dzj, †b․Kv, Pzwo, gvjv, evjv, †bjcwjk|
iægvbvi gb †_‡K GB m‡›`‡ni †il GL‡bv Kv‡Uwb| †gjvq iæwn cv‡qi AvjZv, jvj, bxj, njy`, mv`v i‡Oi Pz‡ji
GB cÖ_gev‡ii g‡Zv iæwn Zvi gv‡qi mv‡_ bvbv evwo †eov‡Z wdZv †`‡L wew¯§Z n‡jv| G ai‡bi †gjvq †Qv‡Uv e‡ov me eq‡mi
†M‡jv| R‡b¥i ci †_‡K KL‡bv †Kv‡bv AvZ¥x‡qi evwo hvIqv nqwb gvbylB Nyi‡Z Av‡m| iæwn KL‡bv GZ †jvK GKmv‡_ †`‡Lwb| wKQzUv
Zvi| GRb¨ `vqx Zvi `vw`| nvRviI wbqgKvby‡bi †fZ‡i hvwcZ ms‡KvP n‡jI g›` jvMwQj bv|
Rxeb KvUv‡Z n‡qwQ‡jv iægvbv‡K| iæwn M‡f© _vKvKvjxb mgq iæwni gvgv Zv‡K GKUv e¨v‡Oi Mvox wK‡b w`‡jv| iæwn †mB Mvox
¸‡jv‡Z iægvbvi eviY wQ‡jv, GUv Kiv hv‡e bv, IUv Kiv hv‡e bv| wb‡q cy‡iv †gjvq Ny‡i †eov‡jv| RvbœvZ AvjZv wKb‡e| iæwn ejj,
†hLv‡b-†mLv‡b hvIqv eviY, ev”Pvi AmyL euva‡e Gme wb‡q Zvi Avcy GUv wK?
bvbvb Dc‡`k gvb‡Z n‡qwQ‡jv| kvïwoi Av‡`k Agvb¨ Kivi ÿgZv RvbœvZ ejj, ÔGi bvg AvjZv|Õ
Zvi wQj bv| ÔGUv wK K‡i?Õ
Zvi kvïwo‡K iæwni bvwb evwo †h‡Z PvIqvi K_v ejv‡Z wKQzÿY Ôcv‡q ci‡Z nq?Õ
_g †g‡i iB‡jv| Wv‡b ev‡g ZvwK‡q iB‡jb| †k‡l wK †f‡e †hb bvbx ÔwKfv‡e?Õ
evwo‡Z Avm‡Z w`‡jv iæwn‡K| RvbœvZ ejj, Ôiæwn ZzB AvjZv wPwbm bv? †Zvi evev KL‡bv †Zv‡K
iæwn GLb A‡bKUvB eo n‡q‡Q| `ycy‡i iv‡mj gvgv Zv‡K mv‡_ AvjZv wK‡b †`qwb?Õ
K‡i wb‡q we‡j kvcjv Zzj‡Z †M‡jv| wej f‡i dz‡U Av‡Q K‡Zv kZ iæwn ejj, Ôbv|Õ
kvcjv dzj| iæwn cig we¯§‡q †m †m․›`h© †`L‡Q| Zvi gvgv kvcjv RvbœvZ †nv †nv K‡i nvm‡Z jvM‡jv| Gev‡i iæwn wKQzUv j¾vq
Zzj‡jv, †mB mv‡_ kvjyKI Zzj‡jv wKQz| iv‡mj Zv‡K kvcjv dz‡ji ms‡KvwPZ n‡jv|
GKwU gvjv •Zwi K‡i w`‡jv| GB Avb›`¸‡jvi mv‡_ iæwn cÖ_g cwiwPZ iv‡mj †`vKvwb‡K ejj, ÔAv‡iKUv AvjZv `vI †Zv fvB|Õ
n‡”Q| GB A‡`Lv Avb›`¸‡jv Zv‡K Lye Avb›` w`‡”Q| †`vKvb`vi Av‡iKUv jvj i‡Oi AvjZv w`‡jv| RvbœvZ nv‡Z civi
iv‡mj ejj, †m Rvbœv‡Zi mv‡_ iæwn‡KI mv‡_ K‡i wb‡q hv‡e| jvj i‡Oi †cuPv‡bv K‡qKUv Pzwo wb‡jv| iæwn wb‡jv Kgjv i‡Oi Pzwo|
M‡Ä †gjv e‡m‡Q| iv‡mj Zvi cQ›` g‡Zv kL K‡i `yÕRb‡K jvj wU‡ci cvZv wb‡q w`‡jv|
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iv‡mj Zv‡ì `yÕRb‡K wb‡q cyZj z bvP †`Lvi Rb¨ wU‡KU KvU‡jv| KvR †m‡i †Q‡j‡c‡j mv‡_ K‡i †gjvq Avm‡Q| A‡b‡KB `~i `~ivšÍ
wUwKU g~j¨ `k UvKv| RvbœvZ Gi Av‡MI †ek K‡qKevi Zvi evevi mv‡_ †_‡K GL‡bv Avm‡Q| iv‡mj `ªæZ Zv‡ì `yÕRb‡K wb‡q †g‡j †_‡K
†gjvq AvmwQ‡jv| †m c~‡e©I cyZj z bvP †`‡L‡Q| wKš‧ iæwn GB cÖ_gevi evwoi c‡_ iIbv w`‡jv|
cyZjz bvP †`L‡jv| ZvB cyZjz bvPUv Zvi Kv‡Q AmvaviY fv‡jv jvM‡jv| A‡bK ivZ f‡i RvbœvZ e‡m †_‡K iæwn‡K Mí †kvbv‡jv| cÖvPxb
`~i †_‡K RvbœvZ bvMi‡`vjv †`L‡Z †c‡jv| †Qv‡Uv e‡ov A‡b‡KB iæcK_vi Mí| Kzu‡Rv eywo, mvZ cixi Mí| evN I ivLvj †Q‡ji Mí|
bvMi‡`vjvq Po‡Z wfo Rgv‡”Q| RvbœvZ I bvMi‡`vjvq Po‡jv| wKš‧ `wi`ª KvVywiqvi Mí| Mí¸‡jv mZ¨B fxlY fv‡jv wQ‡jv| Gfv‡e iæwn
iæwn wKQz‡ZB bvMi‡`vjvq Povi mvnm †c‡jv bv| bvMi‡`vjvq †`vj KL‡bvB Kv‡iv Kv‡Q Mí ï‡bwb Av‡M| bvbx evwo G‡m iæwni fxlY fv‡jv
†L‡q RvbœvZ Lye D”Q¡vwmZ, A_P wb‡P ùvwo‡q iæwn f‡q Kuvc‡Z jvM‡jv| jvM‡Q| Zvi B‡”Q Ki‡Q †m mvivRxeb bvbvi evwo‡ZB _vK‡e| †m Avi
Zvi g‡b n‡”Q, GB eywS RvbœvZ bvMi‡`vjv n‡Z wQU‡K gvwU‡Z c‡o evwo wdi‡e bv| wKš‧ mKv‡j Nyg †_‡K DV‡jB gv ej‡e evwo †h‡Z n‡e|
nvZ, cv fvO‡e| wKš‧ Rvbœv‡Zi mv‡_ †ZgbUv wKQzB NU‡jv bv| wg‡Q- K_vUv g‡b n‡ZB gyn~‡Z©B iæwni gb welYœZvq †Q‡q †M‡jv| Zvi nVvr
wgwQ fq cvw”Q‡jv iæwn| †mUv †`‡L RvbœvZ Avevi iæwni mv‡_ Lv‡bK PzcPvc nIqv‡Z RvbœvZ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, Ô†Zvi wK gb Lvivc iæwn?Õ
gkKiv Ki‡jv| bvMi‡`vjvq Po‡j A‡b‡KiB bvgvi ci gv_v Nyivq, ev iæwn ejj, Ô†Zvi †K‡bv GgbUv g‡b n‡jv Avcy?Õ
†KD †KD †`v‡ji N~wY©‡K Nyiwg †L‡q ewg K‡i| Rvbœv‡Zi Gme wKQzB RvbœvZ ejj, ÔGB K'w`‡b †Zv‡K hZUv †`‡LwQ, Zv‡Z g‡b n‡jv
n‡jv bv| eis †m bvMi‡`vjvq †`vj †L‡q nvm‡Z nvm‡Z †b‡g G‡jv| †Kv‡bv GK Kvi‡Y †Zvi gbUv Lvivc GLb|Õ
iæwn ejj, ÔAvcy c‡i hvwe †Zv! GKUz em|Õ Ônu¨v|Õ
RvbœvZ ejj, ÔZzB fxZzi wWg GKUv!Õ Ô†K‡bv?Õ
iæwn ejj, ÔAvgvi A‡Zv mvn‡mi ìKvi †bB evev| ILvb n‡Z ÔmwZ¨ ej‡ev?Õ
GKevi ci‡j wK n‡Zv Avcy Rvwbm? nvZ-cv †f‡O weQvbvq c‡i _vKwZm| Ôej|Õ
ZLb wK Avi Nyi‡Z cvi‡e?Õ iæwn †PvL eo eo K‡i ej‡Z jvM‡jv| ÔAvcy †i, †Zv‡ì‡K †Q‡o GK`gB evwo †h‡Z Avgvi B‡”Q Ki‡Q
ÔIme Avgvi wKQzB n‡e bv| Z‡e †Zvi mv‡_ n‡jI n‡Z cvi‡Zv| bv| Avwg KL‡bv G‡Zv Avb›` cvBwb|Õ
KviY ZzB GKUv fxZzi wWg ejjvgÕB †Zv!Õ ÔZvn‡j †_‡K hv| †K †h‡Z ejj?Õ
Ô†ewk cyÏvwi fv‡jv bv Avcy| †hw`b wec‡` cowe †mw`b wVKB ÔwKš‧ gv †Zv gvb‡e bv| `v`xI A‡bK ivM Ki‡e|Õ
eySwe K‡Zv K÷Ki|Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q A‡bK ivZ n‡q‡Q, ZzB GLb Nygv| Avwg mKv‡j dzcy‡i
ÔIiKg w`b †h‡bv Avgvi Rxe‡b bv Av‡m|Õ ej‡ev|Õ
GKUz †_‡g iæwn Avev‡iv ejj, ÔAvcy GKUz emwe? Zvici bv nq ÔwK ejwe Avcy?Õ
nuvUwe| Avwg GKUz Av‡M †`Ljvg GKRb acvm K‡i e‡m iB‡jv| ZzB Ôhv ejvi eje, †Zv‡K G‡ZvwKQz ïb‡Z n‡e bv|Õ eo †ev‡bi g‡Zv
gv_v Ny‡i c‡i hvwe Avgvi fq Ki‡Q|Õ K‡i †m ejj|
iv‡mj ejj, Ôiæwn Zzwg fq †cI bv gvgv| RvbœvZ GBm‡e Af¨¯Í| ÔAv”Qv Avcy, Avgv‡K wK †Zvi Lye fxZz UvB‡ci gvbyl g‡b nq?Õ
Zzwg KL‡bv bvMi‡`vjv `¨v‡Lvwb, ev D‡Vvwb, GRb¨ †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Ônu¨v| ZzB †Zv fxZzB|Õ †m GKUz †n‡m ejj|
GgbUv g‡b n‡”Q|Õ iæwn Avi wKQz ejj bv| nuvU‡Z jvM‡jv| ÔwK iKg?Õ
me‡k‡l iv‡mj Zv‡ì‡K wgwói †`vKv‡b wb‡q †M‡jv| Zviv ÔmewKQz‡ZB fq cvm| GUv Kiv hv‡e bv, IUv Kiv wb‡la| ZzB
`yÕR‡bi B‡”Q g‡Zv †gjvq e‡m wgwó †L‡jv| iv‡mj evwoi Rb¨ ¸‡oi GiKg †K‡bv?Õ
wRjvwc wKb‡jv| †kl we‡Kj bvgvi gy‡L †gjvq wfo evo‡Z _vK‡jv| ÔRvwb bv †i Avcy| wKš‧ Avgvq evwo‡Z mevB †Pv‡L †Pv‡L iv‡L| mevB
†KD ev †gjv †_‡K evwo wdi‡Q| Avevi †KDev evwo, †ÿZ, Lvgv‡ii Avgv‡K wb‡q †Kb †hb fq cvq Avcy| AvgviI ZvB mvn‡m Kz‡jvq bv|Õ
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Ômgm¨v †bB| ZzB A‡bK j²x GKUv †g‡q| Avi GRb¨B †Zv
†Zvi `v`x †Zv‡K evwo †Q‡o †Kv_vI †h‡Z w`‡Z Pvq bv| KZ w`b ci
AvmwQm, A_P Avwg eQ‡i A‡bKevi bvwb evwo‡Z †eov‡Z hvB| †Qv‡Uv
†ejvq gv-evevi mv‡_ †hZvg| GLb GKvB †h‡Z cvwi| cv‡ki MÖv‡gB
†Zv Avgvi bvbv evwo|Õ
iæwn ejj, ÔAvcy †`wLm, Gevi evwo †M‡j AvwgI bvwb evwo Avmvi
evqbv ai‡ev| gvbyl bvwb evwo‡Z G‡m G‡Ëv gRv Ki‡Z cv‡i Av‡M
RvbZvg bv|Õ
RvbœvZ wKQzUv `g †U‡b wb‡q ejj, ZzB wKQzUv †evKvI AvwQm, †mUv
wK ZzB Rvwbm?Õ
Ô†evKv?Õ iæwn GL‡bv †gjvi K_v fzj‡Z cv‡i bv| Zvi Rvbœv‡Zi mv‡_ Ny‡i
Ônu¨v|Õ †eov‡Z B‡”Q K‡i| gvgv iv‡mj Zv‡ì c‡ii w`b evwo ch©š Í w`‡q
ÔMvavivg G‡Zv fq †c‡j P‡j? GKUz mvnmx †nv| GB †`wLm bv †M‡Q| K‡qKw`b gb Lvivc n‡jI †Pbv cwi‡e‡k †m Avevi Af¨¯Í n‡q
Avwg K‡ZvUv Wvbwc‡U|Õ †M‡Q| †m KvD‡K e‡j bv wKš‧ nVvr nVvr iæwni gvgvi evwo †h‡Z cÖej
Ô†Zvi A‡bK mvnm Avcy| †Zvi bvMi‡`vjvq Povi K_v g‡b n‡j B‡”Q nq| Rvbœv‡Zi mv‡_ ivZ †R‡M Mí Ki‡Z gb Pvq| Avm‡j GB
GL‡bv Avgvi fq K‡i|Õ eq‡m mv_xi ìKvi hv iæwni †bB|
iæwni K_v¸‡jv ï‡b RvbœvZ †nv †nv K‡i †n‡m I‡V ejj, ÔGRb¨B Rwni Lv‡U ï‡q Av‡Q, iægvbv Kvco ¸Qv‡”Q| iæwn Zvi A¼‡bi
†Zv ejjvg, ZzB hZUv fxZz, Zvi AwaK †evKv| Avgvi mv‡_ †Zv‡K eB wb‡q gvQ AuvK‡Q| Rwni gy» `„wó‡Z †g‡qi AuvKv †`L‡Q| G‡ZvUzKz
GKgvm ivL‡Z n‡e, Zvn‡j A‡bKUv mvnmx Avi PvjvK n‡q hvwe|Õ
eq‡mB iæwni gv_vfwZ© Pzj| iæwn AuvKvi duv‡K duv‡K †Pv‡Li mvg‡b
K_vUv ï‡b iæwn GKUv gyPwK nvwmi Avovj Ki‡jv| Zvici ejj,
ÔwVK ejwQm Avcy| ZzB †Zv Avgvi eovÕcy|Õ Sz‡j cov Pzj mwo‡q wb‡”Q| KZB bv my›ì GB `„k¨! wbR g‡bB GB
RvbœvZ ejj, Ôûg| Gevi Nygv| A‡bK ivZ n‡jv|Õ Aciƒc `„k¨ †`‡L †Ku‡c DV‡jv Rwni| bv Rvwb Zvi bRi †j‡M hvq
ÔAvgvi Nyg Avm‡Q bv|Õ †g‡qi Dci| Rwni LvU †_‡K mšÍc©‡b †b‡g †g‡qi cv‡k wM‡q
Ô†K‡bv?Õ em‡jv|
ÔAvb‡›`|Õ ÔwK AuvKQ gv?Õ
ÔGUv Avevi †Kgb K_v? Avb‡›` Kv‡iv Nyg Av‡m bv AvR‡K bZzb iæwn wKQzUv j¾¡v †c‡q ej‡jv, ÔBwjk gvQ evev|Õ
ïbjvg|Õ Ô†Zvgvi wK Bwjk gvQ Lye cQ›`?Õ
ÔmZ¨ ejwQ, wek¦vm Ki Avcy|Õ ÔgvQ fv‡jv wKš‧ GKUz KuvUv| Av¤§y †e‡Q LvB‡q †`q| wKš‧ gv‡Qi
ÔAv”Qv Kijvg| wKš‧ G‡Zv ivZ †R‡M AvwQm dzcy Rvb‡Z cvi‡j wWgUv Avgvi †ewk fv‡jv jv‡M|Õ
†Zv eK‡e| Avgvq wK Ki‡Z n‡e Zvn‡j Nygvwe ZzB?Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q gv, Avwg †Zvgvi Rb¨ evRvi †_‡K eo wWgIqvjv Bwjk
ÔAv‡iKUv Mí ïbv‡Z cviwe Avcy|Õ gvQ wK‡b Avb‡ev|Õ
RvbœvZ Av‡iKUv Mí ej‡Z jvM‡jv| mvZ fvB P¤úvi Mí| iæwn
Mí ïb‡Z ïb‡Z GKmgq Ny‡gi iv‡R¨ nvwi‡q †M‡jv| Mí ejv †k‡l iæwn wgwó K‡i nv‡m| Rwni fv‡e, G‡Zv my›ì nvwm †m KL‡bv
RvbœvZ wK †f‡e †h‡bv GKevi iæwn‡K WvK w`‡jv| wKš‧ †m Zvi †Kv‡bv †`‡Lwb| †m cig ggZvq †g‡qi gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q †`q|
iKg mvovkã †c‡jv bv| GKmgq †mI Nywg‡q co‡jv| †Kgb †hb iægvbv fv‡e Zvi †g‡qUv Lye kvšÍ n‡q‡Q! hLb hv ejv nq †m ZvB
A‡bK gvqv n‡jv Rvbœv‡Zi| †m Kuv_vUv iæwni Mjv ch©šÍ Zz‡j w`‡jv| K‡i| Ab¨ ev”Pv‡ì g‡Zv evqbv a‡i e‡m _v‡K bv| Avjøvni Kv‡Q †m
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†g‡qi Rb¨ †`vqv K‡i| iægvbv Avbg‡b †n‡m D‡V hLb †`L‡Z cvq Rwni Pvq Ab¨ `kUv †g‡qi g‡Zv iæwnI gvbyl †nvK| wKš‧ Zvi
†g‡qi w`‡K Rwni gy» n‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| `yBevi Rwni‡K WvKvi gv‡SI †ÿÎ we‡k‡l AwZwi³ mZK©Zv †`Lv †`q| A‡bKevi †m
c‡iI Rwni ïb‡Z cvq bv| iægvbv Gevi Avi Zv‡K Wv‡K bv| †f‡e‡Q †g‡q‡K wb‡q †ewk evovevwo K‡i Ii •kke‡K webó Ki‡e bv
iæwn Gev‡i PZz_© †kÖæYx‡Z c‡o| †m wbqwgZ ¯‥z‡j hvq| †ivR wKš‧ ARvbv AvksKv Zv‡KI wN‡i a‡i|
mÜ¨vq gv‡qi Kv‡Q co‡Z e‡m| iægvbv Lye hZœ mnKv‡i Zv‡K GKw`b ¯‥z‡j †g‡q‡K Avb‡Z Rwn‡ii wKQzUv †`wi n‡qwQj| iæwn
cov‡jLv †kLvq| ZeyI MZKvj ¯‥zj †_‡K iæwni e¨vcv‡i Kg‡cøBb evevi †`wi †`‡L Zvi evÜexi mv‡_ ¯‥z‡ji evwn‡i eo MvQ Zjvq e‡m
Avm‡jv| gv‡qi Kv‡Q mg¯Í cov gyL¯Í K‡i ej‡Z cvi‡jI ¯‥z‡j wM‡q A‡cÿv KiwQj| wKQzÿY ev‡` Rwni cÖ‡ek c‡_ fv‡jv g‡Zv bv †`‡LB
m¨vi‡K Avi cov w`‡Z cv‡i bv iæwn| GB wb‡q Zvi ¯‥z‡ji m¨vi Zv‡K `ªæZ ¯‥z‡j XzK‡jv| †fZ‡i †g‡q‡K bv †c‡q †m gyn~‡Z©B ZzjKvjvg KvÛ
cÖvqB eKvSKv K‡i| Ae‡k‡l ¯‥zj †_‡K iæwni evev-gv‡K cÖavb wkÿK NwU‡q e‡m| A‣ah© n‡q ¯‥z‡ji wkÿK, Kg©Pvix‡ì Zz‡jvay‡bv K‡i
g‡nv`q †W‡K cvVv‡jb| Rwni ¯‥z‡j wM‡q iæwni m¨v‡ii KvQ n‡Z mg¯Í Qv‡o|
Awf‡hvM ïb‡jv| wKš‧ iæwni mgm¨vUv †Kv_vq wVK ey‡S DV‡Z cvij †KDB Rwni‡K kvšÍ Ki‡Z hLb e¨_© ZLb iæwn evevi †Luv‡R
bv| Avev‡iv ¯‥z‡j Avm‡jv| iæwn‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q Rwni nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡`
iæwni cov‡kvbv wVKB K‡i, wKš‧ evev-gv‡qi Kv‡Q cov‡kvbv wVK em‡jv| iæwn wKQzUv j¾v †c‡jI ZrÿYvr eyS‡Z cviwQ‡jv bv evevi
g‡Zv ej‡Z cvi‡jI K¬v‡m m¨vi cov ai‡j Avi ej‡Z cv‡i bv| Ggb AvPi‡Yi KviY| me mšÍvbivB evevi Kv‡Q Amvgvb¨ wKš‧ †QvÆ
PzcPvc ùvov‡q _v‡K| †Kv‡bv iKg K_v e‡j bv †m| K¬v‡m m¨vi Zv‡K iæwn †mw`b GZUzKz eyS‡Z †c‡iwQj evevi Kv‡Q †m ïay Amvgvb¨
agK w`‡jI cov e‡j bv †m| GKw`b ivM K‡i Bs‡iwRi g¨vWvg †KDbv eis Zvi‡P‡q AwaK wKQz|
Zv‡K Kvb g‡j w`‡qwQ‡jb| bv Zv‡ZI †Kv‡bv fv‡jv djvdj cvIqv
hvqwb|
iægvbv wVKB Abygvb Ki‡Z cvi‡jv iæwni mgm¨vUv Av‡`․ †Kv_vq|
Lye †Qv‡Uv †ejv †_‡KB iæwn Nie›`x Rxeb-hvcb KiwQ‡jv| Zvi `v`x
evwoi evwn‡ii gvby‡li av‡i Kv‡QI †h‡Z w`‡Z PvB‡Zv bv| Kv‡iv
mv‡_ wgk‡Z w`‡Zv bv| wZwb me mgqB fve‡Zb, Zvi bvZwb evwn‡ii
†jv‡Ki ms¯ú‡k© †M‡jB †jv‡Ki e`bRi jvM‡e| hw` AmyL-wemy‡L
c‡o| c~‡e©i b¨vq mvw`K Avi ivR‡bi g‡Zv hw` bvZwb‡KI †kl‡gl
nvwi‡q †dj‡Z nq| †mB f‡qB GUv Kiv hv‡e bv, IUv Kiv hv‡e bv|
n¨vbZ¨vb bvbvb Kvwnwb Ki‡Zv iægvbvi kvïwo|
gvby‡li ms¯úk© †_‡K `~‡i _vKvq iæwn †jvKvjq AvRKvj cQ›`
K‡i bv| gvbyl †`L‡j Zvi LyeB A¯^w¯Í †eva nq| Avi AcwiwPZ †jvK
†`L‡j Zvi av‡i Kv‡QI hv‡e bv †m| fxlY fxZz UvB‡ci †g‡q iæwn|
K¬v‡m †evanq m¨vi‡ì‡K †`L‡jI Zvi †ZgbUvB g‡b nq| m¨viiv Zvi
mv‡_ A‡bK AvšÍwiKZv †`Lv‡jI iæwn wKQz‡ZB mnR n‡Z cv‡i bv|
Av`‡Z iæwni mgm¨vUv n‡jv, †m Zvi R‡b¥i ci †_‡K GKUv wkïi
†e‡o IVv, gvbwmK weKvk NUv‡bvi Dchy³ cwi‡ek cvqwb|
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MZ wZb w`b †m GKv GKv K¬vm K‡iwQj| Zvi g‡b A‡bK K_v
R‡g Av‡Q| wcÖq evÜex‡K †mme Rgv‡bv †K”Qv Kvwnwb ej‡Z gb
Pv‡”Q| Zvi gb ej‡Q, iæwn GLywb weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V ùvovK| Zvici
ej‡e Szgyi Pj KvbvgvwQ †Lj‡Z hvB| Szgyi Avi iæwn `yÕR‡b wg‡j
mviv we‡Kjfi †Lj‡e, nvm‡e, Qz‡UvQzwU Ki‡e| wKš‧ Zv bv K‡i iæwn
givi g‡Zv weQvbvq KvZ †g‡i c‡o Av‡Q| iæwni mybkvb-wbieZvq
Szgy‡ii Kvbœv †c‡jv fxlY| A_P wK A™¢yZ! iæwn Ggwb‡ZB Amy¯,  Zvi
Dc‡i Szgy‡ii †Pv‡L Kvbœv †`L‡j hw` iæwni Kó nq, ZvB †m wb‡R‡K
mvg‡j wb‡jv| wKš‧ iæwni †Pv‡L Rj Ki‡Q U‡jvg‡jv| Gev‡i SzgyiI
MZKvj‡K kixi GKUz Mig wb‡qB ¯‥j z †_‡K evwo wdi‡jv iæwn| wKQzUv †Ku‡`B †dj‡jv| †Kv‡bv K_v †bB| PzcPvc Szgyi cv‡k e‡m
iægvbv wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, Mi‡g ¯‥z‡j AvBmwµg †L‡qwQ‡jv wK bv| iæwn _vK‡jv| iæwn GKevi nvZ ivL‡jv Szgy‡ii nv‡Z| wKQzUv Pg‡K D‡V
ZvI Lvqwb| R¡i Avmvi †cQ‡b †Kv‡bv KviY Lyu‡R †c‡jv bv iægvbv| Szgyi ejj, wKQz ejwe iæwn?Õ
wKQzUv `ywðšÍv fi Ki‡jv iægvbvi g‡b| iæwn †Kv‡bv Reve w`‡jv bv| †Kewj Zvi †PvL w`‡q Rj Mwo‡q
Rwni KvR †_‡K N‡i wd‡i iægvbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB eyS‡Z cvi‡jv co‡jv|Õ
†Kvb mgm¨v n‡q‡Q| iægvbvi Ggb ïK‡bv gyL A‡bK w`b †m †`‡Lwb| Szgyi LvwbKÿY iæwni w`‡K KiæY `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv| Zvici
iægvbv †Kej iæwni K_v D”PviY Ki‡ZB †m Qz‡U †g‡qi Kv‡Q †Mj| ejj, ÔZzB gb Lvivc Kwim bv| my¯  n‡q Avgiv Avev‡iv GKmv‡_ K¬vm
†g‡q‡K weQvbvq ï‡q _vK‡Z †`‡L Rwn‡ii AšÍ‡i cÖej SuvwK †Lj| Ki‡ev| co‡ev| †Lj‡ev|Õ
Rwni ejj, iæwn †Kewj g‡bv‡hvM mnKv‡i Szgy‡ii K_v¸‡jv ïb‡jv| †Kv‡bv
Ôgv †Zvi wK n‡q‡Q?Õ K_v ej‡e ej‡e A_P ¯úó ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Gev‡i Szgyi iæwni
ÔGKUz R¡i n‡q‡Q evev|Õ iæwn nvmvi †Póv K‡i ej‡jv| Rwni nvZUv k³ K‡i †P‡c a‡i ejj, wK n‡q‡Q †Zvi? Lye Kó n‡”Q? ej|
†g‡qi Kcv‡j nvZ ivL‡jv| ûg, Mv Mig Z‡e Lye †ewk bv| Rwni iæwn †Kewj d¨vjd¨vj K‡i Szgy‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| GKUv `xN©k¦vm
`xN©kv¦ m Qvo‡jv| Qvo‡jv iæwn| Szgyi mviv we‡Kj iæwni cv‡k e‡m wQ‡jv| gy‡L †Zgb
iæwni AvR wZbw`b hveZ R¡i| ZvB †m ¯‥z‡j hvqwb| ¯‥z‡j hvqwb K_v bv n‡jI Zv‡ì ü`‡qi K_b wVKB n‡jv| Av‡e‡M Kvbœv wemR©b
†`‡L iæwni evÜex Szgyi Zv‡K †`L‡Z G‡jv| Szgyi‡K †`‡L iæwni g‡b w`‡jv `yÕR‡bB| g~jZ Zv‡ì `yÕR‡bi †QvÆ ü`‡qi e¨vKzjZv Rvbvb
n‡”Q GLywb †m weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V ùvov‡e| wKš‧ †Póv K‡iI †m cvi‡jv w`‡q †M‡jv, cÖK…Z eÜz‡Z¡i cÖwZ wbMvi, wbLv`, gnË¡, fv‡jvevmv Av‡iv
bv| Szgyi Avi iæwn Zv‡ì `yÕR‡bi g‡bi Lye wgj i‡q‡Q| ¯‥z‡j Zviv my¯úó n‡q cÖwZqgvb nq †Kewj `ytmg‡q!
`yÕR‡b me mgq GK mv‡_ _v‡K| GKB †eª‡Â e‡m, GKmv‡_ †LjvI R¡i mvivi †Kv‡bv jÿYÕB †`L‡Z †c‡jv bv iægvbv| mviv ivZ
K‡i| Giv `yÕR‡b †KD KvD‡K Qvov Ab¨ Kv‡iv mv‡_ †Zgb GKUv †g‡qi wkq‡i e‡m †_‡K gv_vq cvwb w`‡jv iægvbv| GKUvbv KqUv ivZ
wg‡k bv| iæwn ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Szgy‡ii w`‡K wb®újK `„wó w`‡q| wKQz RvMvi Kvi‡Y †ek K¬vwšÍ G‡m Zvi kix‡i fi Ki‡jv|
GKUv ej‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q †m| wKš‧ cvi‡Q bv| Szgyi †Ui †c‡jv| Gev‡i iægvbv †kl cÖn‡i Nywg‡q co‡jv|
iæwni Lye Kv‡Q wM‡q em‡jv †m| wKš‧ iæwn A‡bK †Póv K‡iI K_v iæwn‡K m‡½ K‡i wb‡q `~‡i Nyi‡Z †M‡jv †m| DËvj mgy‡`ªi cv‡o
ejevi g‡Zv kw³UzKz kix‡i mÂq Ki‡Z cvi‡jv bv| iæwni Rb¨ e‡m Av‡Q iægvbv| iæwn †mB mgy‡`ªi cv‡o e‡m evwj wb‡q †Ljv Ki‡Z
Szgy‡ii Lvivc jvM‡Q Lye| jvM‡jv| evwj w`‡q mgy‡`ªi cv‡o cyZz‡ji Rb¨ †QvU †QvU Ni evbv‡jv
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iæwn| gv‡S GKevi †XD G‡m †mB Ni †f‡O w`‡q evwjUzKz fvwm‡q wb‡q ÔZzwg h‡ZvB eKv `vI bv †K‡bv gv, Avwg AvR Avi hv‡ev bv|Õ
†M‡jv| ZvB †`‡L iæwn †m-wK Kvbœv Ry‡o w`‡jv| A‡bK fzwj‡q-fvwj‡q †g‡qi mg¯Í K_v D‡cÿv K‡i iægvbv Zv‡K ai‡Z †M‡jv| iæwn
Zv‡K _vgv‡jv Zvi gv| †h‡bv wKQz‡ZB aiv w`‡Z PvB‡Q bv| †`․‡o cvjv‡jv| iægvbv Zvi
GB gyn~‡Z© RM‡Zi mg¯Í `ytL Møvwb‡eva gy‡Q †dj‡Z mgy‡`ªi †XD wcQzwcQz †M‡jv| iæwn Av‡iv mgy‡`ªi Rjivwki w`‡K †`․ov‡”Q| iægvbv
†`L‡Q iægvbv| wekvj mgy‡`ªi †hb †Kv‡bv Kzj-wKbviv †bB| iægvbv fq †c‡q †M‡jv, Av‡iKUz n‡j iæwn Wz‡e hv‡e, mgy‡`ªi AZj Mfx‡i
†Kv_vq †h‡bv ï‡bwQ‡jv mgy`ª-cvnvo †`Lv fv‡jv| G‡ì Kv‡Q †M‡j bv- nvwi‡q hv‡e †m| iægvbv ej‡jb, Ôhvm‡b gv, iæwn ùvov|Õ K_vUv †kvbv
wK gvby‡li ü`‡qi wekvjZv ev‡o| iæwn †di evwj w`‡q mgy‡`ªi Zx‡i gvÎB iæwn Avev‡iv †`․‡o cvjv‡bvi †Póv Ki‡jv| gyn~‡Z©B mgy‡`ªi eo
Avev‡iv Ni evbv‡jv| †m ev”Pv GKUv †g‡q| A_P GZ my›ì K‡i evwj eo †XD G‡m fvwm‡q wb‡q †Mj Pvicvk| iægvbv AvKvk-evZvm fvwi
w`‡q Ni evbv‡jv, †h‡bv e‡ov †Kv‡bv BwÄwbqvi G‡m bKkv w`‡q evwo K‡i wPrKvi w`‡q DVj, iæwn, iæwn| †Kv_vI iæwn †bB| †Kewj mgy‡`ªi
evwb‡q‡Q| iægvbv GKevi ejj, Ôiæwn evwoUv wK ZzB evwb‡qwQm gv?Õ eo eo †XD Qvov Avi wKQzB †`L‡Z †c‡jv bv iægvbv| Z‡Zvÿ‡Y
iæwn ejj, Ônu¨v gv, evwoUv my›ì n‡q‡Q bv|Õ mgy‡`ªi K‚j †Q‡o‡Q A‡b‡KB| Pvicvk AÜKvi| iægvbv wcÖq Kb¨v‡K
Ônu¨v, A‡bK my›ì n‡q‡QÕ nvwi‡q Zx‡i e‡m A‡Sv‡i Kuv`‡Z jvM‡jv| iæwni bvg a‡i †Rv‡i
Ôeo n‡q Avwg Ggb GKUv evwo evbv‡ev| †mLv‡b Zzwg, evev Avi wPrKvi w`‡q GKevi †Ku‡` DV‡jv|
Avwg _vK‡e|ÕÕ Rwni †Rv‡i av°v w`‡jv iægvbv‡K, ÔGB iægvbv, wK n‡q‡Q Ifv‡e
ÔwVK Av‡Q gv| †Zvi •Zwi Kiv evwo‡Z Avgiv mevB wg‡j Kuv`‡Qv †K‡bv?Õ iægvbv Nyg †_‡K †R‡MB iæwni Kcv‡j nvZ w`‡q ey‡Ki
_vK‡ev|Õ mv‡_ Rwo‡q a‡i Kuv`‡Z jvM‡jv| †Zv‡K †Kv_vI †h‡Z †`‡ev bv †i
cwðg w`M‡šÍ ZLb m~h©Uv cÖvq WzeyWzey| iægvbv AcjK `„wó‡Z gv| ZzB Avgvi mv‡_B _vKwe| Av‡e‡M Av‡evj-Zv‡evj eK‡Z
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| m~‡h©i jvj Av‡jv Qwo‡q c‡o mgy‡`ªi cvwb wPKwPK jvM‡jb| ZLb R¡‡i iæwni Kcvj cy‡o hvw”Q‡jv|
Ki‡Q| wKQzÿ‡Yi †fZ‡iB cvi Ry‡o GKUv Mvp AÜKvi G‡m RvqMv kn‡i wb‡q wM‡q eo Wv³vi †`Lv‡bv n‡jv iæwn‡K| Rwni Wv³v‡ii
`Lj Ki‡e| ZeyI †_‡g _vK‡e bv wKQzB| mv‡_ K_v e‡j Rvb‡Z cvi‡jv, iæwni †Zgb †Kv‡bv mgm¨v †bB| R¡i
mgy‡`ªi K‚j Ry‡o ARmª gvby‡li wfo| iæwn Kuv`v evwj‡Z nvZ-cv mvi‡j me wVK n‡q hv‡e| Wv³vi R¡i mvi‡Z wKQz †gwWwmb w`‡q‡Qb|
Qz‡o †LjwQ‡jv| g‡b n‡”Q RvqMvUv Zvi Lye cwiwPZ| Gi Av‡MI †m iæwUb gvwdK Ilya LvIqv‡bv n‡”Q ZvI R¡i mvi‡Q bv| GB wb‡q g¯Í
GLv‡b eûevi G‡mwQj| †Pbv RvqMv‡Z e‡m e‡m Avcb g‡b †Ljv wPšÍvq c‡o †M‡jv iægvbv `¤úwZ| Rwni Wv³vi‡K AZx‡Z Zv‡ì
Ki‡Q †m| iægvbv GKevi ejj, iæwn Avq gv, N‡i hvwe| m‡Ü¨ †b‡g Rxe‡bi me NUbv Rvbv‡jv|
G‡jv| Wv³vi mv‡ne g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q mvw`K Avi ivR‡bi me NUbv
iæwn ejj, ÔAvR Avi N‡i wdi‡ev bv gv|Õ ïb‡jb| wKš‧ †Kvb iK‡gi RwUjZv Qvov ïaygvÎ R¡‡i Rxebnvwbi
iægvbv ejj, ÔAgb Ajÿz‡Y K_v ej‡Z †bB| ZvovZvwo Pj| h_v_©Zv Lyu‡R †c‡jb bv| Wv³vi ej‡jb,
†Zvi evev eKv w`‡e|Õ ÔR¡i A‡bK Kvi‡bB n‡Z cv‡i| fv‡jvg‡Zv cixÿv-wbixÿv Ki‡j
ÔZvn‡j Zzwg hvI| Avwg c‡i hv‡ev gv| Avgvi GLvb †Q‡o †h‡Z †iv‡Mi Kvib Lyu‡R †c‡j Aek¨B wPwKrmv K‡i AmyL wbivgq m¤¢e|Õ
B”Qv Ki‡Q bv|Õ Rwni Kiæb my‡i ej‡jv, ÔAvgiv KL‡bv mšÍv‡bi wPwKrmvi ÎywU
iægvbv wKQzUv †i‡M wM‡q GKUv agK w`‡q ejj, ÔeÇ †e‡owQm Kwi bv| wKš‧ †Kb me wKQzi c‡iI Ggb nq|Õ
ZzB| mvnmUv Lye †e‡o †M‡Q| †Zv‡K Avi Gfv‡e †Kv_vI †eov‡Z Wv³vi mv‡ne Zv‡ì Avk¦¯Í K‡i ej‡jb, ÔNveov‡eb bv| Avwg me
wb‡q hve bv|Õ †`‡LwQ| Av‡iv cixÿv K‡i †`L‡ev| hZÿY †ivM aiv bv c‡i ïay
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†Lqvj ivL‡eb hv‡Z R¡i DuPz‡Z bv I‡V| cÖ‡qvR‡b eid cvwb w`‡q
n‡jI R¡i‡K evo‡Z w`‡eb bv|Õ
mßvn †ciæ‡jv| R¡‡ii gvÎv GKUz Kg‡jI †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Zv
cy‡ivcywi hv‡”Q bv| iæwn Amy¯ Zvq ¯‥z‡j †h‡Z cv‡iwb| Zvi Amy¯ Zvi
K_v ï‡b wkÿKiv Zv‡K †`L‡Z Avm‡jb| ¯‥z‡ji Bs‡iwRi g¨vWvg
iæwni Ae¯ v †`‡L ej‡jb, †Zgb †Kv‡bv wPšÍvi KviY †bB| GUv
wmRbvj wdfvi RwbZ Kvi‡Y n‡q‡Q| Avi wKQz w`b †M‡jB iæwn
Ggwb‡ZB wVK n‡q hv‡e| ZvB bv iæwn, e‡j iæwni Mv‡j Avj‡Zv K‡i
Qzu‡q w`‡jb| iæwn ZLb GKUz nvmvi †Póv Ki‡jv| wKš‧ wVK g‡Zv
nvm‡Z cvi‡jv bv †m| ZeyI GB wKwÂr nvwm gvLv gyL iæwni gvÕ‡K cÖvq `yB mßvn cvi n‡jv| wKš‧ iæwni my¯  nevi †Kv‡bv jÿY †`Lv
Lv‡bK ¯^w¯Í w`‡jv| †M‡jv bv| kixi µgk `~e©j n‡Z fxlY `~e©j iæwni| gv‡S iæwni
KÕw`b R¡‡i †envj Ae¯ vq †g‡qi gy‡Li w`‡K wVK g‡Zv ZvKv‡Z ¯‥z‡ji cixÿv †kl n‡q †M‡jv| cixÿv †k‡l Avev‡iv GKevi iæwni
cv‡iwb| eyK †d‡U hvw”Q‡jv iægvbvi| mvivÿYÕB Kvbœvi Dc‡i wQ‡jv| evÜex Szgyi AvmwQ‡jv Zv‡K †`L‡Z| Av‡Mievi ZvI K_vevZ©vq iæwn
GUv mZ¨ †h, AvR g¨vWv‡gi Dcw¯ wZ‡Z iæwn‡K wKQzUv cÖvYešÍ jvM‡Q| wKQzUv n‡jI mvov w`‡qwQ‡jv| wKš‧ Gev‡i Szgy‡ii †Kv‡bv K_v‡Z †m
iæwni g¨vWvg GKevi wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, iæwn †Zvgvi ¯‥z‡j †h‡Z B”Qv mvov †`qwb Avi| GUv †`‡L Szgy‡ii AeyS ü`q †f‡½ LvbLvb n‡q
Ki‡Q? wPšÍv K‡iv bv| `ªæZB my¯  n‡q DV‡e| mvg‡b cixÿv| Avi hv‡”Q| B‡”Q Ki‡Q XzK‡i c‡o Kuv`‡Z| †Ku‡`B ev wK n‡e? Szgy‡ii
evwl©K cixÿvq DËxY© n‡jB Zzwg cÂg †kÖæYx‡Z DV‡e| K‡ói ZxeªZv eySvi g‡Zv Ae¯ v‡b iæwn Avi †bB| †m GLb wfbœ,
Avjv`v GKUv RM‡Zi gvbyl|
Szgyi A‡bKevi iæwni gyL †_‡K K_v †ei Kivi †Póv Ki‡jv|
wKš‧ wKQz‡ZB wKQz n‡jv bv| iæwni Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wM‡q GKevi wdmwdm
K‡i Szgyi †h‡bv wKQz GKUv ejj, ZvI iæwni †Kv‡bv mvov ïb‡Z
†c‡jv bv †m| Gev‡i Szgyi nvDgvD K‡i iæwn‡K Rwo‡q a‡i Kuv`‡Z
jvM‡jv| †mUv †`‡L wKQzUv †Rvi K‡iB Szgy‡ii gv Zv‡K †U‡b wb‡q
evwo wd‡i †M‡jv| Szgy‡ii Kvbœv †h‡bv wKQz‡ZB _vgv‡Z cvi‡jv bv
Zvi gv|
iæwni R¡i GB Qv‡o †Zv GB Av‡m| KL‡bv K‡g, Avevi KL‡bv
ev‡o| Gfv‡eB gvm †ciæ‡jv| eQi Ny‡i Avev‡iv bevbœ G‡jv| bev‡bœi
AvMgbx‡Z GKUv f‡qi `jv G‡m evmv euv‡a iægvbvi g‡b| †m Zvi
¯^‡cœ †`Lv `yt¯^‡cœi K_v Rwni‡K Rvbv‡jv| Rwni †Zgb GKUv cvËv bv
†`qvi fvb Ki‡jv| GB e¨vcv‡i eis wKQz ej‡j iægvbvi wPšÍv Av‡iv
evo‡e, †mUv †f‡eB †Zgb Avi wKQz ej‡jv bv †m| †fZ‡i †fZ‡i Zvi
gv‡SI AvZ¼, fq `vbv euva‡Q| wKš‧ iægvbv‡K †mUv †m eyS‡Z w`‡Z
Pvq bv|
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iæwn Nygv‡”Q| Rwni Zvi †g‡qi Mv‡j Avj‡Zv K‡i nvZ ivL‡jv| Zvi Dc‡i Kv‡iv nvZ †bB৷ wZwb PvB‡j Am¤¢e‡KI m¤¢e Ki‡Z
iæwn †PvL †g‡j ZvKv‡jv| wb®úªvY `ywU †PvL| Kw`b Av‡MB GB †Pv‡L cv‡ib| Avi wKQz dwKi-wgmwKb‡K LvIqv‡Z ej‡jb| mvg_©¨ Abycv‡Z
Rwni Avb›` Avi D”Q¡vm †`L‡Z †c‡Zv| Rwn‡ii Lye Kó nw”Q‡jv `vb-m`Kv Ki‡Z ej‡jb| ZeyI Rwni ¯úó wKQz GKUv ïb‡Z PvIqvi
†g‡qi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z| ARv‡šÍB †Pv‡Li †Kvbv w`‡q `y‡duvUv Rj AvKzwZ‡Z Bgvg mv‡n‡ei gyL cv‡b †P‡q iB‡jv| Bgvg mv‡ne †f‡e
iæwni Kcv‡j G‡m co‡jv| iæwn wKQz ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv| ïay d¨vjd¨vj wP‡šÍ ¯^‡cœi e¨vL¨v ùvo Kiv‡eb ZZUzKz Avk¦vmevYx w`‡jb|
K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| iægvbv Rwni‡K mwo‡q wb‡q Avm‡jv cv‡Q iæwn fq iægvbvi kvïwo Kweiv‡Ri evwo‡Z †M‡jb| GB KvRwU wZwb
cvq| cÖwZeviB K‡ib| GKMøvm cvwb c‡o Avb‡jb| iægvbv †m cvwb †g‡q‡K
Avm‡ii AvRvb ïb‡Z †c‡q Rwni bvgvR co‡Z gmwR‡` †M‡jv| GKUz GKUz K‡i Av`‡ei mv‡_ LvB‡q w`‡jv| †h hvB Ki‡Z e‡j,
bvgvR †k‡l mevB P‡j †M‡jI †Kewj GK †Kv‡Y GKv †m e‡m iB‡jv| †g‡qi Rb¨ †m ZvB K‡i| †g‡qi R¡‡ii AebwZ n‡”Q| †mB f‡q Kv‡iv
gmwR‡ì Bgvg mv‡ne wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, ÔZzwg GL‡bv hvIwb?Õ †Pv‡L Nyg bvB| `ywe©ln hvZbvq w`b KvU‡Q Zvi| h_vixwZ Gi gv‡SI
Rwni wKQzUv M¤¢xi my‡i ejj, Ôbv ûRyi|Õ kvïwoi K_vi †LuvPv nRg Ki‡Z n‡”Q cÖwZwbqZ| †hb iæwni Amy¯ Zvi
Cgvg mv‡ne ejj, Ô†Kvb Kvi‡Y wK †Zvgvi gb Lvivc?Õ Rb¨ iægvbvÕB `vqx|
Rwni Gev‡i Bgvg mv‡n‡ei †Kv‡bv K_vi Reve w`‡jv bv| gb dR‡ii Avhvb n‡”Q gmwR‡`| Rwni gmwR‡` wM‡q mvjvZ Av`vq
Lvivc K‡i Rvqbvgv‡Ri cvwUi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| †PvL †Rvov QjQj Ki‡jv| dR‡ii mvjvZ †k‡l cÖv_©bvq Lye K‡i Kuv`‡jv| cÖv_©bv †k‡l
Ki‡Q Zvi| GLywb Uc K‡i Rj Mwo‡q co‡e| Bgvg mv‡ne Kv‡Q wM‡q Zmwen nv‡Z e‡m wbi‡e wRwKi Ki‡jv| Rwni †kl ev‡ii g‡Zv
Lywe kvšÍ Mjvq ej‡jb, ÔAvwg eyS‡Z cviwQ †Kvb GK Kvi‡Y †Zvgvi Av‡iKevi gmwR‡ì Bgvg mv‡n‡ei Kv‡Q †M‡jv| cybivq Zvi ¯^‡cœi
gb Lvivc| gb Lvivc K‡i †_‡Kv bv| Kó wb‡qv bv g‡b| Avjøvni N‡i e¨vL¨v Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv|
G‡m Kó ey‡K Rgv‡Z †bB৷ GLv‡b gb Ly‡j wb‡Ri mg¯Í PvIqv- Bgvg mv‡ne ej‡jb, ÔAvjøvn hv K‡i Zv ev›`vi fv‡jvi Rb¨B
cvIqv, `ytL-K‡ói K_v ej‡Z nq| Zvn‡j wZwb `ytL jvN‡ei eë¯ v K‡ib| Avgiv A‡bK mgqB †mB fv‡jvUv eyS‡Z cvwi bv| wKsev †ìx
K‡ib| gb Lvivc K‡i bv †_‡K PvB‡j †Zvgvi g‡b Rgv K‡ói K_v K‡i eyS‡Z cvwi| Avjøvni wm×všÍ †g‡b †bIqv Qvov Dcvq †bB|
¸‡jv Avgv‡K ej‡Z cv‡iv|Õ ZviciI cÖv_©bvq i‡ei Kv‡Q wgbwZ my‡i PvB‡Z nq| hw` bwm‡e _v‡K,
Ae‡k‡l Rwni †g‡qi Amy¯ Zv I ¯¿xi †`Lv `yt¯^‡cœi K_v Zvn‡j e¨vL¨vnxb wKQz NU‡jI NU‡Z cv‡i|Õ
gmwR‡ì Bgvg mv‡n‡ei Kv‡Q meUv Ly‡j ejj| bev‡bœi mg‡q weMZ Bgvg mv‡n‡ei e¨vL¨v ¯úóZB †mB ¯^‡cœi e¨vL¨v bq eis GK
eQi ¸‡jv‡Z cici `yÕ‡Uv mšÍvb nviv‡bvi K_vI Zv‡K g‡b Kwi‡q cÖKvi mvšÍ¡bv ¯îƒc hv Rwn‡ii eyS‡Z Amyweav n‡jv bv| Zv‡ì
w`‡jv| Bgvg mv‡n‡ei A‡bK eqm n‡q‡Q| †Pv‡L Av‡Mi g‡Zv fv‡jv Rxe‡bi `yt¯^‡cœi cybive„wËi †NvlYv e‡jB g‡b n‡”Q| Rwni †PvL
†`L‡Z cv‡ib bv| wKš‧ Rwni cwiev‡ii me NUbvB Zvi fv‡jv g‡Zv Svcmv n‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b me GLb †Nvjv‡U|
g‡b Av‡Q| Zey Rwni‡K ej‡Z w`‡jb, hv‡Z e‡j Rwni wKQzUv nvjKv Rwni Gevi bv‡Qvoev›`v| Zvi wcZ…ü`‡q AbvKvw•LZ Aïf fvebv
n‡Z cv‡i| Rwni me e‡j GKUz _vg‡jv| †k‡l ¯¿xi †`Lv `yt¯^‡cœi G‡m fi Rwg‡q‡Q| `yB-`yBevi mšÍvb nviv‡bvi av°v mvg‡j wb‡Z
e¨vL¨v wK Zv Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv? GL‡bv cv‡iwb| GL‡bv g„Z mšÍvb‡ì Rb¨ Zvi eyK Kuv‡c| Z…Zxqev‡ii
Lye g‡bv‡hvM mnKv‡i Bgvg mv‡ne Rwn‡ii K_v ïb‡jb| wZwb g‡Zv †m av°v mvgjv‡bvi kw³ Zvi Ges iægvbvi †bB| †h K‡iB †nvK
GB gyn~‡Z© ¯^‡cœi †Zgb wKQz e¨vL¨v ùvo Kiv‡jb bv| eis fv‡jv g‡Zv AbvKvw•LZ fvebv‡K †VKv‡Z n‡e| Zvi Rvbv †bB †Kgb K‡i?
wKZve †`‡L mwVK e¨vL¨v wZwb wb‡RI Rvb‡Z Pvb| ïay ej‡jb, bvgvR Rwni Bgvg mv‡n‡ei nvZ †P‡c a‡i ej‡jv, ûRyi Avcwb Avgv‡K
c‡o Avjøvni Kv‡Q mvnvh¨ cÖv_©bv K‡iv| wZwbB DËg †kdv `vbKix| GKUv Dcvq e‡j w`b| Avgiv GLb Kx Ki‡ev? wK Ki‡j Avjøvn
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Zvqvjv Avgv‡ì Dci ing Ki‡eb? Ii hw` wKQz n‡q hvq Zvn‡j iæwn‡K c‡o Avbv cvwb LvIqv‡bv n‡jv| cvkvcvwk Wv³v‡ii Amya,
Avwg Avi Avgvi ¯¿x †KDB euvP‡ev bv| Avcwb wKQz GKUv ejyb| `v`xi Avbv KweivRx wPwKrmvI Pj‡Z jvM‡jv mgvb Zv‡j| Rwni,
Bgvg mv‡ne †ek wKQzÿY Pzc K‡i iB‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, iægvbv Avi iæwni `v`xi GKUvB cÖv_©bv †h‡Kv‡bv g~‡j¨ iæwn hv‡Z my¯ ¨
ÔcÖK…wZi weiæ‡× hvevi ÿgZv Kv‡iv †bB| †KD †mB †Póv Ki‡j Zvi n‡q D‡V| Rwni Rv‡b, iæwni wKQz n‡j Gevi Avi iægvbv‡K a‡i ivLv
djvdj KL‡bvB fv‡jv nq bv| †Zvgvi †g‡qi fv‡M¨ Avjøvn wK wj‡L hv‡e bv|
†i‡L‡Qb Zv GKgvÎ wZwbB Rv‡bb| Avgiv ïay Zvi Rb¨ Avjøvni †mw`b Bgvg mv‡n‡ei KvQ †_‡K †divi ci Rwni †ivR cÖv_©bvq
ìev‡i †`vqvB Ki‡Z cvwi| †Kv‡bv wKQzi DwQjvq Avjøvn †Zvgvi Kuv‡`| GKRb mšÍv‡bi Rb¨ wcZ… ü`q KZUv e¨vw_Z n‡j Gfv‡e
†g‡q‡K PvB‡j fv‡jv Ki‡Z cv‡ib| Z‡e †mUv †Kej wZwbB Rv‡bb|Õ Amnvq‡Z¡i `yqv‡i ùvwo‡q Kuv`‡Z cv‡i, †mB inm¨ †KejB
Kmg Avjøvni, Avgvi †g‡qi my¯ Zvi Rb¨ Avwg †h †Kvb wKQz DciIqvjvB fv‡jv Rv‡bb| GB gyn~‡Z© RM‡Z Rwn‡ii Avi wK”Qz
Ki‡Z cvwi, ej‡jv Rwni| Bgvg mv‡ne Rwni‡K kvšÍ Kivi Rb¨B PvIqvi †bB| Kv‡iv cÖwZ Zvi †Kv‡bv Awf‡hvM †bB| bZzb K‡i †Kv‡bv
†nvK ev Ab¨ wKQz †f‡eB †nvK GKwU Møv‡m cvwb c‡o w`‡jb| Rvdivb PvIqv-cvIqvI †bB| PvIqv †Kej GKUvB, iæwni my¯ Zv|
w`‡q GKwU KvM‡R Aviwe ni‡d wKQz wjL‡jb| Zvici KvM‡Ri UzK‡iv Rwni wKQz‡ZB wn‡me wgjv‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Avjøvn †K‡bv Zvi mv‡_
†K †mB cvwb‡Z wfwR‡q w`‡jb| ej‡jb mKvj-weKvj iæwn‡K evi evi GKB iKg NUbv NUv‡”Qb? †Kvb fz‡j, †Kvb cv‡c? RM‡Z †m
LvIqv‡Z| wbqwgZ Zvnv¾y‡ì bvgvh c‡o Avjøni ìev‡i iæwni †Zgb gnv cvc K‡i‡Q e‡j g‡b nq bv Zvi| ZeyI †m kvw¯Í cv‡”Q|
my¯ ¨Zvi Rb¨ †`vqv PvB‡Z| evev gv‡qi †`vqv mšÍv‡bi Rb¨ me‡P‡q †K‡bv cv‡”Q †mUv †m Rv‡b bv| Aek¨ GB e¨vcv‡i Rvbvi cÖej AvMÖn
eo †`vqv| _vK‡jI †mUv †h Rvbv Am¤¢e ZvI †m Rv‡b| GLv‡bB RM‡Zi
Ab¨w`‡K A‡bK cixÿv wbixÿv K‡i Wv³vi Rvb‡Z cvi‡jb iæwni jxjv‡Ljv †evSv eo `vq| wbóyi c„w_exi wbqg eoB A™¢yZ| gv‡Sgv‡S
GK cÖKvi RwUj Ges weij e¨vK‡Uwiqv msµvgK aiv c‡o‡Q| wPwKrmv g‡b nq cÖK…wZi wbq‡gi Dc‡i Kv‡iv nvZ _v‡K bv| wbqwZi evwn‡i
weÁv‡b m¤ú~Y© bZzb GB †ivMwU m¤ú‡K© †Zgb †Kvb aviYv †bB| †KDÕB †h‡Z cv‡i bv|
Av‡gwiKvi GKwU nvmcvZv‡j iæwni wi‡cvU© cvVv‡bv n‡qwQj| †mLvb
†_‡K Zv‡K Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q †h, GB †iv‡M AvµvšÍ we‡k¦ `yRb †ivMx‡K
†Kej kbv³ Kivi †iKW© Zv‡ì Kv‡Q Av‡Q Ges G‡ì g‡a¨ †KDB
my¯  nqwb| Lye Aí mg‡q `yÕRbB gviv †M‡Qb|
Wv³vi mv‡ne Rwn‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb| wZwb †f‡ewQ‡jb
mwZ¨ hv ZvB ej‡eb| wKš‧ Wv³vi n‡qI GB wbôzi K_v¸‡jv ej‡Z
cvi‡jb bv| Rwni‡K ej‡jb, Ôiæwni †ivM GL‡bv aiv c‡owb wKš‧
†Póv Ae¨vnZ Av‡Q|Õ
Rwni wgbwZ †Pv‡L ej‡jv, ÔAvgvi †g‡q fv‡jv n‡e †Zv? ìKvi
n‡j me m¤ú` wewµ K‡i n‡jI †g‡qi wPwKrmv Kiv‡ev|Õ
Wv³vi mv‡n‡ei wb‡RiI `yB mšÍvb Av‡Q| Rwni‡K G‡Zv eo
`ytmsev` †`qvi †Kvb B”Qv Zvi †bB| `yB GKUv †ÿ‡Î A‡bK mgq
mZ¨ †Mvcb Kiv‡K wZwb Aciva g‡b K‡ib bv| wZwb ej‡jb, ÔAvwg
wKQz Amya w`w”Q| cvkvcvwk Avjøvn‡K WvKzb| †`Lv hvK wK nq|Õ
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Ggb wKQz `~N©Ubv †h‡bv bv N‡U, †hUv Avgiv mB‡Z cvi‡ev bv| Zzwg
Zv‡K my¯ Zv `vb K‡iv| iæwn Avgvi Aw·‡Rb| †eu‡P _vKvi cÖvYkw³|
cÖvY Qvov †hgb †`n APj| †Zgwb iæwn‡K Qvov Avwg APj| Avjøvn Zzwg
PvB‡j meB m¤¢e| Zzwg `qvi mvMi, Zzwg Avgvi iæwn gvgwb‡K †K‡o
wbI bv| Avgvi `yB `yÕ‡Uv mšÍvb‡K wbR nv‡Z Ke‡i ïB‡q †i‡L AvmwQ|
†mB ÿZ AvRI ïKvqwb| evevi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b mšÍv‡bi Acg„Zz¨ KZUv
Amnvq‡Z¡i Zv GKgvÎ AvwgB Rvwb| ey‡K cv_i †P‡c †eu‡P AvwQ|
mewKQz nvwi‡q hLb cvMj nevi g‡Zv Ae¯ v wQ‡jv, ZLwb iæwn gvgwbi
AvMg‡b Avgiv meUv fz‡j bZzbfv‡e ¯^cœ †`‡LwQjvg| euvP‡Z wk‡LwQ|
FZz P‡µi g‡ZvB AvewZ©Z nq fv‡Mï PvKv| FZzi cvjvµ‡g Av‡m Avgvi Rb¨ bv n‡jI AšÍZ Avgvi wcÖqZgv ¯¿x iægvbvi Rb¨ iæwni euvPv
KL‡bv kxZ, KL‡bv kir, KL‡bv •PÎ, wKsev dvj&¸bx emšÍ| emšÍ ìKvi| iæwn‡K Qvov Zv‡K euvPv‡bv GK`gB Am¤¢e| Avgv‡ì Avi
AvMg‡b ZLb dz‡j dz‡j f‡i hvq Pvicvk| iwOb g‡b nq mewKQz| Ggb cixÿv wÌbv hv‡Z Dr‡i hvevi ÿgZv Avgv‡ì †bB|Õ
em‡šÍi GKUv wb‡R¯^ iO Av‡Q| hvi bvg iwOb| ki‡ZiI wb‡R¯^ iæc, iæwni kvixwiK Amy¯ Zv †h‡bv Rwn‡ii gb‡K A‡óc„‡ô Rvc‡U
•ewkó¨ Av‡Q| Kvkdz‡ji big †Quvqvq mv`v ïåZvi cÖZxK cÖK…wZ Ry‡o ai‡jv| kix‡ii †ivM G‡m hLb g‡b evmv †M‡o e‡m, ZLb †mUv †_‡K
weivR K‡i| eû Kwe, mvwnwZ¨K kir FZz‡K my›ìx Kb¨vi iƒ‡ci mv‡_ cvjv‡bv hvq bv| GKUv NyY‡cvKv †ivR †ivRB Zvi gM‡R e‡m KzUKzU
Zzjbv K‡iwQ‡jb| wKš‧ kxZ FZzi †Kv‡bv iO †bB| †Kewj Av‡Q K‡i Kvgovq| Rwni Zxeª e¨_vq QUdU Ki‡Z _v‡K|
a~miZv| iOnxb Rxeb-hvc‡bi g‡ZvB kx‡Zi Aw¯ÍZ¡ aiv †`q mKvj †ejv Rwni evwoi D‡Vv‡b e‡m †iv` †cvnvw”Q‡jv| iægvbv
cÖK…wZ‡Z| Rwn‡ii Rxe‡b kxZ FZzUv †h‡bv Zvi wcQz wKQz‡ZB Qvo‡Q N‡i mKv‡ji KvR ¸wQ‡q iæwni Kcv‡j nvZ ivL‡jv| Kcvj †ek VvÛv|
bv| Zxeª kx‡Zi Kvi‡Y DË‡ii wn‡gj nvIqv †hgb nv‡o nv‡o Kuvcb Kvj iv‡ZI kixi A‡bK Mig wQ‡jv iæwni| Ôgv cvwb Lv‡evÕ, fv½v
jvMvq, †Zgwb mšÍvb nviv‡bvi Zxeª †kvK Rwn‡ii ey‡Ki euv cvkUv‡Z fv½v Mjvq iæwn ej‡jv| iægvbv †ek AevK n‡jv| A‡bK w`b ci AvR
cv_i †P‡c e‡m‡Q| †mLv‡b GK Amn¨Ki wPbwP‡b e¨_v AbyfZ ‚ nq| iæwn cy‡iv GKUv K_v ej‡Z †c‡i‡Q| †m †hb wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
†m GLb fxlY K¬všÍ cw_K| †m †Ku‡` †dj‡jv| †`․‡o wM‡q iægvbv Rwni‡K †W‡K Avb‡jv|
Rwn‡ii wb‡Ri kixiI Lye GKUv fv‡jv hv‡”Q bv| †ek wKQzw`b Rwni weQvbvq iæwni gv_vi Kv‡Q wM‡q em‡jv| iæwn WvK‡jv
a‡i Zvi Nb Nb gv_ve¨v_v, Avi g„`y Av‡jv‡Z KvR Ki‡j †Pv‡L e¨v_v ÔevevÕ| evev WvK ï‡b Rwn‡ii ey‡Ki †fZi AKzj cv_vi cÖkvwšÍ e‡q
Abyf‚Z nq| FZz cwieZ©‡bi Kvi‡Y A‡b‡KiB AmyL-wemyL n‡”Q| ZvB †M‡jv| KZw`b ci †h †m AvR Zvi †g‡qi gy‡L evev WvK ïb‡jv|
†m †Zgb cvËv bv w`‡jI B`vbxs mgm¨vUv cÖKU n‡q ùvwo‡q‡Q| A‡bK Rwni iægvbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvKv‡jv| `yR‡bi †Pv‡LB Avb›` AkÖæ
mgq †Pv‡Li mvg‡b mewKQz Svcmv n‡q hvq| w`‡bi †ejv KvR Ki‡Z wPKwPK Ki‡Q| Rwni iæwn‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, Ôgv †Zvgvi †Kgb
Ki‡Z nVvr mewKQz AÜKvi jv‡M Zvi| M‡Ä Amy‡ai †`vKvb †_‡K jvM‡Q?Õ iæwn †QvÆ K‡i DËi w`‡jv, fv‡jv|
Amya wK‡b G‡b †L‡q‡Q wKš‧ †Kv‡bv DcKvi cv‡”Q bv| Rwn‡ii g‡b wZb w`b ci Rwni iæwn‡K †Kv‡j K‡i evB‡i wb‡q G‡jv| iæwn
nq GZ gvbwmK Pvc mvgvj w`‡Z Zvi kixi Avi †c‡i DV‡Q bv| AvR A‡bKw`b ci N‡ii evB‡i G‡jv| m~‡h©i Av‡jv iæwni †Pv‡L
gmwR‡` AvRvb n‡jv| Amy¯  kixi wb‡q Rwni AvR gmwR‡` †h‡Z jvM‡ZB iæwn †PvL ey‡R †dj‡jv| wKQzÿY ci wcUwcU K‡i †PvL †g‡j
cvi‡jv bv| evmv‡ZB bvgvR c‡o Rvqbvgv‡R e‡m Rwni †Ku‡` eyK ZvKv‡jv| Zvici ej‡jv, evev Avwg Bwjk gvQ Lv‡ev| †g‡qi GZUzKz
fvwm‡q ejj, †n Avjøvn, Zzwg Avgvi †g‡qi Rxeb wfÿv `vI| Zvi mv‡_ PvIqv‡ZB Rwn‡ii Avb‡›` †PvL wf‡R Av‡m| gvbyl GKUz my¯  n‡jB
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GUv †mUv A‡bK wKQzB †L‡Z Pvq| hwÌ G‡Z ïay †Pv‡Li ÿzavB wg‡U| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b evi K‡qK nvZ bvov‡jv, Rwn‡ii †Pv‡Li cvZv co‡jv
†g‡q AvR GZw`b ci wb‡R †_‡K wKQz †L‡Z †P‡q‡Q GB Avb‡›` bv| iægvbv AšÍtAvZ¥v †Ku‡c DV‡jv| Aïf AwbwðZ fvebvq iægvbv
Rwni ZLbB M‡Ä iIbv †`q| AvR e„n¯úwZevi, eUZjvq mßv‡ni ùvov‡bv †_‡K ac K‡i e‡m co‡jv|
me‡P‡q eo nvU| ZvovZvwo †cu․Qv‡Z cvi‡j eo mvB‡Ri fv‡jv Bwjk Rwni kã ï‡b Pg‡K D‡V ej‡jv, wK n‡q‡Q iægvbv? †Kv_vq Zzwg?
gvQ wKb‡Z cvi‡e| Rwni `ªæZ cv Pvjv‡jv| †h‡Z †h‡Z evievi †g‡qi Gevi Avi iægvbvi wKQz eyS‡Z evwK †bB| Rwni AÜKv‡i nvZ‡o
ejv K_vUv g‡b cowQ‡jv| Zvi †g‡q †L‡Z †P‡q‡Q, AvR †m evRv‡ii nvZ‡o iægvbvi ¯úk© †c‡jv| AvR‡Ki AÜKvi G‡Zv Mfxi †Kb?
me‡P‡q eo Bwjk gvQUv wK‡b Avb‡e| nv‡U †cu․‡Q Rwni eo †`‡L Rwni wKQzB †Kb †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv| †m evi K‡qK iægvbv‡K wR‡Ám
GKUv wWgIqvjv Bwjk gvQ wK‡b evwoi w`‡K iIbv w`‡jv| Ki‡jv wK n‡q‡Q| iægvbv DËi w`‡Z cv‡i bv| Zvi Mjv ïwK‡q †M‡Q|
iæwni `v`x iæwn‡K †Kv‡j wb‡q DVv‡b †gvov †c‡Z e‡m Av‡Q| GK gvm MZ n‡q‡Q| iæwn Rwn‡ii Pz‡j †Zj w`‡q w`‡”Q| G
Rwni gvQUv wb‡q iæwn‡K †`wL‡q ej‡jv, iæwn gv GB gvQUv †Zvgvi mgqUv Rwn‡ii A‡bK fv‡jv jv‡M| KuvPv nv‡Z †g‡q evevi gv_vi Pzj
†mw`‡bi AuvKv gvQUvi g‡Zv bv? iæwn Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í DËi †`q, nu¨v evev| wb‡q †L‡j| †Zj jvMv‡bvi duv‡K duv‡K †g‡qi kZ cÖ‡kœi Reve †`q|
GUv †mB gvQUvB| A‡bK w`b ci iæwni gy‡L GK wPj‡Z nvwm| Rwn‡ii GLb we¯Íi Aemi| †m GLb Avi †Pv‡L †`‡L bv| wKš‧ Mí
`ycy‡i Bwjk gvQ ivbœv Kiv n‡jv| Rwni iæwn‡K †Kv‡j wb‡q Bwjk ey‡b g‡bi Avb‡›`| †h Mí ïb‡Z †g‡qi cÖej AvMÖn|
gvQ w`‡q fvZ LvB‡q w`‡jv| Gi Av‡M iæwn cy‡ivcywi †L‡ZI cvi‡Zv Wv³vi mv‡ne e‡j‡Q iæwn GLb cy‡ivcywi my¯ | wZwb wew¯§Z wK
bv| ewg K‡i me †d‡j w`‡Zv| AvR iæwn A‡bKUv Lvevi †L‡q‡Q| K‡i Zvi m¤¢e n‡jv| Av‡gwiKvi nvmcvZvj KZ©…cÿ GUv‡K †gwW‡Kj
mv‡q‡Ýi wgivKj e‡j‡Q|
Rwni‡ì evwo‡Z GKUv wmœ» cÖkvwšÍ Qwo‡q co‡jv|
AvR‡Ki cwiY‡q Rwni A‡bKUvB AvZ¥Zzó| Bgvg mv‡ne gv‡S g‡a¨
K‡qKw`‡bi g‡a¨ iæwn Av‡iv my¯ ¨ n‡q DV‡jv| GLb GKvB GKvB
Rwni‡K †`L‡Z Av‡mb| GKw`b Rwni Bgvg mv‡ne‡K ej‡jb, Avjøvn
†L‡Z cvi‡Q, ev_iæ‡g †h‡Z cvi‡Q, fv‡jv fv‡e K_v ej‡Z cvi‡Q|
Avgv‡ì AvwR© ï‡b‡Qb| es‡ki wbôzi wbqwZi ewj Avi Avgv‡ì †Kvb
Z‡e kixiUv GL‡bv eÇ `~e©j| iægvbv Rvb cÖvb w`‡q iæwni me
mšÍvb‡K w`‡Z n‡e bv| Avgvi †Pv‡Li Av‡jvi wewbg‡q n‡Z cv‡i Avjøvn
cÖ‡qvRb wgUv‡”Q| †Kgb K‡i †hb Kv‡jv †gN †K‡U m~‡h©i D`q n‡”Q| Avgvi Ni‡K Av‡jvwKZ K‡i‡Q| Zvi Rb¨ jv‡Lv ïKwiqv|
gv‡qi gb eyS‡Z cvi‡Q Avjøvn Zv‡ì cÖv_©bv Keyj K‡i‡Qb| Bgvg mv‡ne gyPwK nv‡mb| Rwni hwÌ Zv †`L‡Z cvq bv| Rwni
cÖwZw`‡bi b¨vq †fv‡i dR‡ii AvRvb n‡jv| Rwn‡ii Nyg fvO‡jv| fv‡e, Zvi †g‡q c„w_exi Av‡jv evZv‡m Ny‡o †eov‡e, evZv‡mi MÜ
Rwni Ahy K‡i bvgvh Av`vq Ki‡jv| AvR mKvj mKvj nv‡U †h‡Z n‡e| †b‡e, mvov evwo †QvUvQzwU Ki‡e, wLwjwLwj‡q nvm‡e| †g‡qi Avb‡›ì
MZ mßv‡n nv‡U hvIqv nqwb| Rwni weQvbvq cv `ywj‡q e‡m Av‡Q| nVvr †mme `„k¨ nq‡Zv wb‡Ri †Pv‡L Avi †`Lv n‡e bv| wKš‧ evev wn‡m‡e
Zvi †PvL †Rvov e¨v_v K‡i DV‡jv| †m eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv Pvwiw`K dm©v †g‡qi Avb›ÙzKz Dcjwä K‡i wb‡Z Zvi GKUzI Kó n‡e bv| †g‡qi
n‡Z G‡Zv †`wi †Kb| N‡ii g‡a¨ ZLbI AÜKvi| Rwni iægvbv‡K †W‡K nv‡Zi ¯ú‡k© †m Abyfe K‡i †b‡e me wKQz| evev wn‡m‡e Gi PvB‡Z
N‡i Av‡jv R¡vjv‡Z ej‡jv| iægvbv †ek AevK n‡jv| iægvbv Rwn‡ii Avb‡›ì eo wKQz Avi Zvi Kv‡Q †bB|
Av‡MB Nyg †_‡K D‡V A‡bK Av‡MB bvgvh c‡o G‡m‡Q| AvKvk Rwn‡ii `yÕ‡PvL †e‡q AkÖæavivi g‡Zv wKQz †b‡g Av‡m| †R¨vwZnxb
A‡bKUvB dm©v| ZvQvov N‡i Av‡jvI R¡vjv‡bv Av‡Q| Rwni cybivq gvbyl ¯^cœ †`L‡Z cv‡i wK bv Zv Zvi Rvbv †bB| wKš‧ Rwni AÜ‡Pv‡L
ej‡jv, iægvbv Av‡jvUv R¡vjvI bv| AvKv‡k g‡b nq A‡bK †gN K‡i‡Q| ¯^cœ †`L‡Z cvi‡Q, Zvi †g‡q eo n‡”Q, nvm‡Q, evev e‡j WvK‡Q...|
iægvbv wVK eyS‡Z cviwQ‡jv bv Rwni Ggb †Kb ej‡Q| iægvbv Rwni wbR g‡b e‡j D‡V, gv ZzB †eu‡P _vK| Avgvi wVKvbv bv nq
wM‡q Rwni mvg‡b wM‡q ùvov‡jv| Avðh© Rwni iægvbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q n‡q‡Q AvRxe‡bi AÜKvi Mnx‡b| N‡i Avgvi Zey dz‡ji myevm †f‡m
bv| †Kgb †hb Awbw`©ó wKQzi w`‡K Rwn‡ii †PvL| iægvbv Rwn‡ii †eovK| Zey dzj dzUzK|

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