Dark Night Soul
Dark Night Soul
Dark Night Soul
The ‘dark night of the soul’ is a term that goes back a long time. Yes, I
have also experienced it. It is a term used to describe what one could call a
trigger it, especially premature death—for example, if your child dies. Or the
meaning that you had given your life, your activities, your achievements,
where you are going, what is considered important, and the meaning that
anymore, some disaster, which seems to invalidate the meaning that your
life had before. Really what has collapsed is the whole conceptual framework
There is the possibility that you emerge out of it into a transformed state of
meaning that you can necessarily explain. Quite often it’s from there that
people awaken out of their conceptual sense of reality, which has collapsed.
They awaken into something deeper. A deeper sense of purpose or
anything conceptual. It’s a kind of re-birth. The dark night of the soul is a
kind of death. What dies is the egoic sense of self. Of course, death is always
painful, but nothing real has actually died—only an illusory identity. Now, it is
probably the case that some people who’ve gone through this transformation
realize that they had to go through that in order to bring about a spiritual
awakening. Often it is part of the awakening process, the death of the old self
state of ignorance—where things lose the meaning that you had given them,
Then you can look upon the world without imposing a mind-made
anything. That’s why it’s so scary when it happens to you, instead of you
actually consciously embracing it. It can bring about the dark night of the
soul. You now go around the Universe without any longer interpreting it
on with a deep sense of aliveness. You sense the aliveness through your own
sense of aliveness, but you are not trying to fit your experience into a
personal, too focused on yourself. Yes, you feel it intimately and alone. But it
could still have more to do with the suffering of the world than with yourself.
Maybe dark nights are generally less personal than they feel. At any one
time, beings on the planet are suffering. The planet itself is suffering; it is
going through a dark night constantly. If you live in a place where children
are hungry and dying in wars and in domestic violence, you are within the
realm of the world’s dark night. Listen to political leaders deny climate
change and you worry about the future, not of the planet on which you live
but the planetary being of which you are a living part. If you can stretch your
moral imagination to perceive this suffering, then you will have the energy