Crowley - Book 4 (Part I)
Crowley - Book 4 (Part I)
Crowley - Book 4 (Part I)
AND:SOROR:VIRAKAM::
PART I
First published London: Wieland & co., 1913
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the GREAT WHITE
BRO THE RHO O D
known as the A.∙.A.∙.
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A NOTE
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a villa actually prophesied to us long before we reached Naples by that
brother of the AA who appeared to me in Zurich. Any point
which was obscured to me was cleared up in some new discourse (the
discourses have consequently been rearranged). Before printing, the
whole work was read by several persons of rather less than average
intelligence, and any point not quite clear even to them has been
elucidated.
May the whole Path now be plain to all!
Frater Perdurabo is the most honest of all the great religious teachers.
Others have said: ―Believe me!‖ He says: ―Don’t believe me!‖ He does
not ask for followers, would despise and refuse them. He wants an
independent and self-reliant body of students to follow out their own
methods of research. If he can save them time and trouble by giving a
few useful ―tips,‖ his work will have been done to his own satisfaction.
Those who have wished men to believe in them were absurd. A per-
suasive tongue or pen, or an efficient sword, with rack and stake,
produced this ―belief,‖ which is contrary to, and destructive of, all real
religious experience.
The whole life of Frater Perdurabo is now devoted to
seeing that you obtain this living experience of Truth for,
by, and in yourselves!
SOROR VIRAKAM (Mary d‘Este Sturges)
CONTENTS
A NOTE [to parts I & II ] . . . . . . v
PRELIMINARY REMARKS . . . . . . 3
I . ASANA . . . . . . . . . . 21
II . PRANAYAMA , AND ITS PARALL EL IN S PEECH ,
MANTRAYOGA . . . . . . . 29
III . YAMA AND NIYAMA . . . . . . . 39
IV . PRATYAHARA . . . . . . . . 45
V . DHARANA . . . . . . . . . 53
VI . DHYANA . . . . . . . . . . 61
VII . SAMADHI . . . . . . . . . 77
SUMMARY . . . . . . . . . 90
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So like a flame straight and unstirred
Burn up thy being in one word!
Next, still that ecstasy, prolong
Thy meditation steep and strong,
Slaying even God, should he distract
Thy attention from the chosen act!
Last, all these things in one o‘erpowered,
Time that the midnight blossom flowered!
The oneness is. Yet even in this,
My son, thou shalt not do amiss
If thou restrain the expression, shoot
Thy glance to rapture‘s darkling root,
Discarding name, form, sight, and stress
Even of this high consciousness;
Pierce to the heart! I leave thee here:
Thou art the Master. I revere
Thy radiance that rolls after
O Brother of the Silver Star!
CROWLEY, ―Aha!‖
PART I
MEDITATION
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into the land of Midian, and we hear nothing of what he did there,
yet immediately on his return he turns the whole place upside down.
Later on, too, he absents himself on Mount Sinai for a few days, and
comes back with the Tablets of the Law in his hand.
St. Paul (again), after his adventure on the road to Damascus, goes
into the desert of Arabia for many years, and on his return overturns
the Roman Empire. Even in the legends of savages we find the same
thing universal; somebody who is nobody in particular goes away for a
longer or shorter period, and comes back as the ―great medicine man‖;
but nobody ever knows exactly what happened to him.
Making every possible deduction for fable and myth, we
get this one coincidence. A nobody goes away, and com es
back a somebody. This is not to be explained in any of the
ordinary ways.
There is not the smallest ground for the contention that these were
from the start exceptional men. Mohammed would hardly have driven
a camel until he was thirty-five years old if he had possessed any talent
or ambition. St. Paul had much original talent, but he is the least of
the five. Nor do they seem to have possessed any of the usual materials
of power, such as rank, fortune, or influence.
Moses was rather a big man in Egypt when he left; he came back as a
mere stranger.
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Christ had not been to China and married the Emperor‘s daughter.
Mohammed had not been acquiring wealth and drilling soldiers.
Buddha had not been consolidating any religion organizations.
St. Paul had not been intriguing with an ambitious general.
Each came back poor; each came back alone.
What was the nature of their power? What happened to them
in their absence?
History will not help us to solve the problem; for history is silent.
We have only the accounts given by the men themselves.
Of the great teachers we have mentioned Christ is silent; the other
four tell us something; some more, some less.
Buddha goes into details too elaborate to enter upon in this place;
but the gist of it is that in one way or another he got hold of the secret
force of the World and mastered it.
Of St. Paul‘s experiences, we have nothing but a casual allusion to his
having been ―caught up into Heaven, and seen and heard things of
which it was not lawful to speak.‖
Mohammed speaks crudely of his having been ―visited by the Angel
Gabriel,‖ who communicated things from ―God.‖
Moses says that he ―beheld God.‖
Diverse as these statements are at first sight, all agree in announcing
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an experience of the class which fifty years ago would have been
called supernatural, today may be called spiritual, and fifty years
hence will have a proper name based on an understanding of the
phenomenon which occurred.
Theorists have not been at a loss to explain; but they differ.
The Mohammedan insists that God is, and did really send Gabriel
with messages for Mohammed: but all others contradit him. And
from the nature of the case proof is impossible.
The lack of proof has been so severely felt by Christianity (and in a
much less degree by Islam) that fresh miracles have been manufactured
almost daily to support the tottering structure. Modern thought,
rejecting these miracles, has adopted theories involving epilepsy and
madness. As if organisation could spring from disorganization! Even if
epilepsy were the cause of these great movements which have caused
civilization after civilization to arise from barbarism, it would merely
form an argument for cultivating epilepsy.
Of course great men will never conform with the standards of little
men, and he whose mission it is to overturn the world can hardly escape
the title of revolutionary. The fades of a period always furnish
terms of abuse. The fad of Caiaphas was Judaism, and the Pharisees
told him that Christ ―blasphemed.‖ Pilate was a loyal Roman; to him
they accused Christ of ―sedition.‖ When the Pope had all power it
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has no single founder. Lao Tze is perhaps one of our best examples of a man who went away
and had a mysterious experience; perhaps the best of all examples, as his system is
the best of all systems. We have full details of his method of training in the Khang
Kang King, and elsewhere. But it is so little known that we shall omit considera-
tion of it in this popluar account.
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to understand how any one first got the idea that it was a weakness and
a nuisance. Perhaps it was because in the more natural practice of
―devotion,‖ people found that their thoughts interfered. In any case
calm and self-control are to be prefered to restlessness. Darwin in his
study presents a marked contrast with a monkey in a cage.
Generally speaking, the larger and stronger and more highly developed
any animal is, the less does it move about, and such movements as it
does make are slow and purposeful. Compare the ceaseles activity of
bacteria with the reasoned steadiness of the beaver; and except in the
few animal communities which are organized, such as bees, the greatest
intelligence is shown by those of solitary habits. This is so true of man
that psychologists have been obliged to treat of the mental state of
crowds as if it were totally different in quality from any state possible to
an individual.
It is by freeing the mind from external influence, whether
casual or emotional, that it obtains power to see somewhat
of the truth of things.
Let us, however, continue our practice. Let us determine to be
masters of our minds. We shall then soon find what conditions
are favourable.
There will be no need to persuade ourselves at great length that all
external influences are likely to be unfavourable. New faces, new scenes
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will disturb us; even the new habits of life which we undertake for this
very purpose of controlling the mind will at first tend to upset it. Still,
we must give up our habit of eating too much, and follow the natural
rule of eating only when we are hungry, listening to the interior voice
which tells us that we have had enough.
The same rule applies to sleep. We have determined to control our
minds, and so our time for meditation must take precedence of other
hours.
We must fix times for practice, and make our feasts moveable. In
order to test our progress, for we shall find that (as in all physio-
logical matters) meditation cannot be gauged by the feelings, we shall
have a note-book and a pencil, and we shall also have a watch. We
shall then endeavour to count how often, during the first quarter of an
hour, the mind breaks away from the idea upon which it is determined
to concentrate. We shall practice this twice daily; and, as we go, ex-
perience will teach us which conditions are favourable and which not.
Before we have been doing this for very long we are almost certain to
get impatient, and we shall find that we have to practice many other
things in order to assist us in our work. New problems will constantly
arise which must be faced, and solved.
For instance, we shall most assuredly find that we fidget. We shall
discover that no position is comfortable, though we never noticed it
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stops, and the dreary old struggle between the cowboy will and the
buckjumper mind begins again.
Like very other physiological process, consciousness of it implies
disorder or disease.
In analysing the nature of this work of controlling the mind, the
student will appreciate without trouble the fact that two things are
involved—the person seeing and the thing seen—the person knowing
and the thing known; and he will come to regard this as the necessary
condition of all consciousness. We are too accustomed to assume to be
facts things about which we have no real right even to guess. We
assume, for example, that the unconscious is the toripd; and yet
nothing is more certain than that bodily organs which are functioning
well do so in silence. The best sleep is dreamless. Even in the case of
games of skill our very best strokes are followed by the thought, ―I
don‘t know how I did it;‖ and we cannot repeat those strokes at will.
The moment we begin to think consciously about a stroke we get
―nervous‖ and are lost.
In fact, there are three main classes of stroke; the bad stroke, which
we associate, and rightly, with wandering attention; the good stroke
which we associate, and rightly, with fixed attention; and the perfect
stroke, which we do not understand, but which is really caused by the
habit of fixity of attention having become independent of the will, and
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Other kinds are subject to the same remarks, but the limits of our space forbid disucss-
ion of these.
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1 Yoga is the general name for that form of meditation which aims at the uniting
of subject and object, for yog is the root from which are derived the Latin word Jugum
and the English word Yoke.
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sity, during their whole lives. One should not criticise such persons
without a thorough knowledge of the subject. Such knowledge has not
yet been published.
However, one may safely assert that since the great men previously
mentioned did not do this, it will not be necessary for their followers.
Let us then choose a suitable position, and consider what happens.
There is a sort of happy medium between rigidity and
limpness; the muscles are not to be strained; and yet they
are not to be allowed to be altogether slack. It is difficult to find
a good descriptive word. Braced is perhaps the best. A sense of
physical alertness is desirable. Think of the tiger about to spring, or of
the oarsman waiting for the gun. After a little while there will be
cramp and fatigue. The student must now set his teeth,
and go through with it. The minor sensations of itching, etc.,
will be found to pass away, if they are resolutely neglected, but the
cramp and fatigue may be expected to increase until the end of the
practice. One may begin with half an hour or an hour. The
student must not mind if the process of quitting the Asana involves
several minutes of the acutest agony.
It will require a good deal of determination to persist day after day,
for in most cases it will be found that the discomfort and pain, instead
of diminishing, tend to increase.
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On the other hand, if the student pay no attention, fail to watch the
body, an opposite phenomenon may occur. He shifts to ease himself
without knowing that he has done so. To avoid this, choose a
position which naturally is rather cramped and awkward,
and in which slight changes are not sufficient to bring
ease. Otherwise, for the first few days, the student may even imagine
that he has conquered the position. In fact, in all these practices
their apparent simplicity is such that the beginner is likely to wonder
what all the fuss is about, perhaps to think that he is specially gifted.
Similarly a man who has never touched a golf club will take his
umbrella and casually hole a putt which would frighten the best putter
alive.
In a few days, however, in all cases, the discomforts will begin. As
you go on, they will begin earlier in the course of the hour‘s exercise.
The disinclination to practise at all may become almost unconquerable.
One must warn the student against imagining that some other position
would be easier to master than the one he has selected. Once you
begin to change about you are lost.
Perhaps the reward is not so far distant: it will happen one day
that the pain is suddenly forgotten, the fact of t he presence
of the body is forgotten, and one will realize that during the whole
of one‘s previous life the body was always on the borderland of con-
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The best way to time the breathing, once some little skill has been
acquired, with a watch to bear witness, is by the use of a mantra. The
mantra acts on the thoughts very much as Pranayama does upon the
breath. The thought is bound down to a recurring cycle; any intruding
thoughts are thrown off by the mantra, just as pieces of putty would be
from a fly-wheel; and the swifter the wheel the more difficult would it
be for anything to stick.
This is the proper way to practise a mantra. Utter it as loudly as
slowly as possible ten times, then not quite so loudly and a very little
faster ten times more. Continue this process until there is nothing but
a rapid movement of the lips; this movement should be continued with
increasing velocity and diminishing intensity until the mental muttering
completely absorbs the physical. The student is by this time absolutely
still, with the mantra racing in his brain; he should, however, continue
to speed it up until he reaches his limit, at which he should continue
for as long as possible, and then cease the practice by reversing the
process above described.
Any sentence may be used as a mantra, and possibly the Hindus are
correct in thinking that there is a particular sentence best suited to any
particular man. Some men might find the liquid mantras of the Quran
slide too easily, so that it would be possible to continue another train of
thought without disturbing the mantra; one is supposed while saying
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the mantra to meditate upon its meaning. This suggests that the
student might construct for himself a mantra which should represent
the Universe in sound, as the pantacle1 should do in form. Occasion-
ally a mantra may be ―given,‖ i.e., heard in some unexplained manner
during a meditation. One man, for example, used the words: ―And
strive to see in everything the will of God;‖ to another, while engaged
in killing thoughts, came the words ―and push it down,‖ apparently
referring to the action of the inhibitory centres which he was using. By
keeping on with this he got his ―result.‖
The ideal mantra should be rhythmical, one might even say musical;
but there should be sufficient emphasis on some syllable to assist the
faculty of attention. The best mantras are of medium length, so far as
the beginner is concerned. If the mantra is too long, one is apt to
forget it, unless one practises very hard for a great length of time. On
the other hand, mantras of a single syllable, such as Aum,2 are
rather jerky; the rhythmical idea is lost. Here are a few useful
mantras:
1. Aum.
2. Aum Tat Sat Aum. This mantra is purely spondaic.
4. Aum shivaya vashi; three trochees. Note that ―shi‖ means rest,
the absolute or male aspect of the Deity; ―va‖ is energy, the mani-
fested or female side of the Deity. This Mantra therefore expresses the
whole course of the Universe, from Zero through the finite back to Zero.
There are many other mantras. Sri Sabapaty Swami gives a particular
one for each of the Cakkras. But let the student select one mantra and
master it thoroughly.
and gradually closing the mouth. The three sounds represent the creative, preserva-
tive, and destructive principles. There are many more points about this, enough to
fill a volume.
2. O that Existent! O!—An aspiration after reality, truth.
3. O the Jewel in the Lotus! Amen!—Refers to Buddha and Harpocrates; but
also to the symbolism of the Rosy Cross.
4. Gives the cycle of creation. Peace manifesting as Power, Power dissolving in
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6. He is God, and there is no other God than He.
7. O! let us strictly meditate on the adorable light of that divine Savitri (the
interior Sun, etc.) May she enlighten our minds!
8. Say:
He is God alone!
God the Eternal!
He begets not and is not begotten!
Nor is there like unto him any one!
On the whole, the ambulatory practices are more generally useful to the health than
the sedentary; for in this way walking and fresh air are assured. But some of the
sedentary practice should be done, and combined with meditation. Of course when
actually ―racing‖ to get results, walking is a distraction.
CHAPTER III
YAMA AND NIYAMA
CHAPTER III
YAMA1 AND NIYAMA
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Arab can tell him the family history of each of the fifty persons in view,
because he has learnt how to look, so with practice the thoughts will
become more numerous and more insistent.
As soon as the body was accurately observed it was
found to be terribly restless and painful; now that we ob-
serve the mind it is seen to be more restless and painful
still. (See diagram opposite.)
A similar curve might be plotted for the real and apparent painful-
ness of Asana.
Conscious of this fact, we begin to try to control it: ―Not quite so
many thoughts, please!‖ ―Don‘t think quite so fast, please!‖ ―No
more of that kind of thought, please!‖ It is only then that we discover
that what we thought was a school of playful porpoises is really the con-
volutions of the sea-serpent. The attempt to repress has the effect of
exciting.
When the unsuspecting pupil first approaches his holy but wily Guru,
and demands magical powers, that Wise One replies that he will confer
them, points out with much caution and secrecy some particular spot
on the pupil‘s body which has never previously attracted his attention,
and says: ―In order to obtain this magical power which you seek, all
that is necessary is to wash seven times in the Ganges during seven
days, being particularly careful to avoid thinking of that one spot.‖ Of
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BD shows the Control of the Mind, improving slowly at first, afterwards more
quickly. It starts from at or near zero, and should reach absolute control at D.
EF shows the Power of Observation of the contents of the mind, improving
quickly at first, afterwards more slowly, up to perfection at F. It starts well above
zero in the case of most educated men.
The height of the perpendiculars HI indicates the dissatisfaction of the student
with the power of his control. Increasing at first, it gradually diminishes to zero.
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the mind, so that the object is altogether forgotten, perhaps for whole
minutes at a time; and at other times the object itself will begin to play
all sorts of tricks.
Suppose you have chosen a white cross. It will move its bar up and
down, elongate the bar, turn the bar oblique, get its arms unequal, turn
upside down, grow branches, get a crack around it or a figure upon it,
change its shape altogether like an Amœba, change its size and distance
as a whole, change the degree of its illumination, and at the same time
change its colour. It will get splotchy and blotchy, row patterns, rise,
fall, twist and turn; clouds will pass over its face. There is no conceiv-
able change of which it is incapable. Not to mention its total disap-
pearance, and replacement by something altogether different!
Any one to whom this experience does not occur need not imagine
that he is meditating. It shows merely that he is incapable of concen-
trating his mind in the very smallest degree. Perhaps a student may go
for several days before discovering that he is not meditating. When he
does, the obstinacy of the object will infuriate him; and it is only now
that his real troubles will begin, only now that Will comes really into
play, only now that his manhood is tested. If it were not for the Will-
development which he got in the conquest of Asana, he would probably
give up. As it is, the mere physical agony which he underwent is the
veriest trifle compared with the horrible tedium of Dharana.
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For the first week it may seem rather amusing, and you may even
imagine you are progressing; but as the practice teaches you what you
are doing, you will apparently get worse and worse.
Please understand that in doing this practice you are sup-
posed to be seated in Asana, and to have note-book and
pencil by your side, and a watch in front of you. You are not
to practice at first for more than ten minutes at a time, so as to avoid
risk of overtiring the brain. In fact you will probably find that the
whole of your will-power is not equal to keeping to a sub-
ject at all for so long as three minutes, or even apparently con-
centrating on it for so long as three seconds, or three-fifths of one
second. By ―keeping to it at all‖ is meant the mere attempt to keep
to it. The mind becomes so fatigued, and the object so incredibly
loathsome, that it is useless to continue for the time being. In Frater
P.‘s record we find that after daily practice for six months, meditations
of four minutes and less are still being recorded.
The student is supposed to count the number of times
that his thought wanders; this he can do on his fingers or on a
string of beads.1 If these breaks seem to become more frequent instead
1 This counting can easily become quite mechanical. With the thought that reminds
will disgust you with yourself. You will completely forget who
you are, what you are, and what you are doing. A similar
phenomenon sometimes occurs when one is half awake in the morning,
and one cannot think what town one is living in. The similarity of
these two things is rather significant. It suggests that what is really
happening is that you are waking up from the sleep which men call
waking, the sleep whose dreams are life.
There is another way to test one‘s progress in this practice, and that
is by the character of the breaks.
Breaks are classed as follows:
Firstly, physical sensations. These should have been overcome by
Asana.
Secondly, breaks that seem to be dictated by events immediately pre-
ceding the meditation. Their activity becomes tremendous. Only by
this practice does one understand how much is really observed by the
senses without the mind becoming conscious of it.
Thirdly, there is a class of breaks partaking of the nature of reverie
or ―day-dreams.‖ These are very insidious—one may go on for a long
time without realizing that one has wandered at all.
Fourthly, we get a very high class of break, which is a sort of
aberration of the control itself. You think, ―How well am I doing it!‖
or perhaps that it would be rather a good idea if you were on a desert
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T HIS word is has two quite distinct and mutually exclusive meanings.
The first refers to the result itself. Dhyana is the same word as the
Pali ―Jhana.‖ The Buddha counted eight Jhanas, which are evidently
different degrees and kinds of trance. The Hindu also speaks of
Dhyana as a lesser form of Samadhi. Others, however, treat it as if it
were merely an intensification of Dharana. Patanjali says: ―Dharana
is holding the mind on to some particular object. An unbroken flow of
knowledge in that object is Dhyana. When that, giving up all forms,
reflects only the meaning, it is Samadhi.‖ He combines these three into
Samyama.
We shall treat of Dhyana as a result rather than a method. Up to
this point ancient authorities have been fairly reliable guides, except
with regard to their crabbed ethics; but when they get on the subject
of results of meditation, they completely lose their heads.
They exhaust the possibilities of poetry to declare what is demon-
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strably untrue. For example, we find in the Shiva Samhita that ―he
who daily contemplates on the lotus of the heart is eagerly desired by
the daughters of Gods, has clairaudience, clairvoyance, and can walk in
the air.‖ Another person ―can make gold, discover medicine for dis-
ease, and see hidden treasures.‖ All this is filth. What is the curse
upon religion that its tenets must always be associated with every kind
of extravagance and falsehood?
There is one exception; it is the A.∙.A.∙., whose members are ex-
tremely careful to make no statement at all that cannot be verified in
the usual manner; or where this is not easy, at least avoid anything like
a dogmatic statement. In Their second book of practical instruction,
Liber O, occur these words:
―By doing certain things certain results follow. Students are most
earnestly warned against attributing objective reality or philo-
sophical validity to any of them.‖
Those golden words!
In discussing Dhyana, then, let it be clearly understood that some-
thing unexpected is about to be described.
We shall consider its nature and extimate its value in a perfectly
unbiassed way, without allowing ourselves the usual rhapsodies, or
deducing any theory of the universe. One extra fact may destroy some
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madness. Yet there is a very striking similarity, though only a superficial one.
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probably disguised as workmen, and stole the picture under the very eye
of the guardian; very likely got him to help them.
It is only necessary to believe that a thing must be to bring it about.
This belief must not be an emotional or an intellectual one. It resides
in a deeper portion of the mind, yet a portion not so deep but that
most men, probably all successful men, will understand these words,
having experience of their own with which they can compare it.
The most important factor in Dhyana is, however, the
annihilation of the Ego. Our conception of the universe must be
completely overturned if we are to admit this as valid; and it is time
that we consider what is really happening.
It will be conceded that we have given a very rational explanation of
the greatness of great men. They had an experience so overwhelming,
so out of proportion to the rest of things, that they were freed from all
the petty hindrances which prevent the normal man from carrying out
his projects.
Worrying about clothes, food, money, what people may think, how
and why, and above all the fear of consequences, clog nearly every one.
Nothing is easier, theoretically, than for an anarchist to kill a king. He
has only to buy a rifle, make himself a first-class shot, and shoot the
king from a quarter of a mile away. And yet, although there are plenty
of anarchists, outrages are very few. At the same time, the police would
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probably be the first to admit that if any man were really tired of life,
in his deepest being, a state very different from that in which a man
goes about saying he is tired of life, he could manage somehow or
other to kill someone first.
Now the man who has experienced any of the more intense
forms of Dhyana is thus liberated. The Universe is thus
destroyed for him, and he for it. His will can therefore go
on its way unhampered. One may imagine that in the case of
Mohammed he had cherished for years a tremendous ambition, and
never done anything because those qualities which were subsequently
manifested as statesmanship warned him that he was impotent. His
vision in the cave gave him that confidence which was required, the
faith that moves mountains. There are a lot of solid-seeming things in
this world which a child could push over; but not one has the courage
to push.
Let us accept provisionally this explanation of greatness, and pass it
by. Ambition has led us to this point; but we are now interested in the
work for its own sake.
A most astounding phenomenon has happened to us; we have had
an experience which makes Love, fame, rank, ambition, wealth, look
like thirty cents; and we begin to wonder passionately, ―What is
truth?‖ The Universe has tumbled about our ears like a house of cards,
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and we have tumbled too. Yet this ruin is like the opening of the Gates
of Heaven! Here is tremendous problem, and there is something
within us which ravins for its solution.
Let us see what explanations we can find.
The first suggestion which would enter a well-balanced mind, versed
in the study of nature, is that we have experienced a mental cata-
strophe. Just as a blow on the head will make a man ―see stars,‖ so
one might suppose that the terrific mental strain of Dharana has some-
how over-excited the brain, and caused a spasm, or possibly even the
breaking of a small vessel. There seems no reason to reject this ex-
planation altogether, though it would be quite absurd to suppose that
to accept it would be to condemn the practice. Spasm is a normal func-
tion of at least one of the organs of the body. That the brain is not
damaged by the practice is proved by the fact that many people who
claim to have had this experience repeatedly continue to exercise the
ordinary avocations of life without diminished activity.
We may dismiss, then, the physiological question. It throws no light
on the main problem, which is the value of the testimony of the
experience.
Now this is a very difficult question, and raises the much larger
question as to the value of any testimony. Every possible thought has
been doubted at some time or another, except the thought which can
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he would tell you that the ―ether,‖ which cannot be perceived in any
way by any of the senses, or detected by any instruments, and which
possesses qualities which are, to use ordinary language, impossible,
is very much more real that the chair he is sitting on. The chair
is only one fact; and its existence is testified by one very fallible
person. The ether is the necessary deduction from millions of facts,
which have been verified again and again and checked by every pos-
sible test of truth. There is therefore no à priori reason for rejecting
anything on the ground that it is not directly perceived by the
senses.
To turn to another point. One of our tests of truth is the vividness
of the impression. An isolated event in the past of no great importance
may be forgotten; and if it be in some way recalled, one may find one‘s
self asking: ―Did I dream it? or did it really happen?‖ What can
never be forgotten is the catastrophic. The first death among the people
that one loves (for example) would never be forgotten; for the first time
one would realize what one had previously merely known. Such an ex-
perience sometimes drives people insane. Men of science have been
known to commit suicide when their pet theory has been shattered.
This problem has been discussed freely in ―Science and Buddhism,‖1
―Time,‖ ―The Camel,‖ and other papers. This much only need we
1 See Crowley, ―Collected Works.‖
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duration of Dhyana. One can only say that, since it certain occurred between such
and such hours, it must have lasted less than that time. Thus we see, from Frater P.‘s
record, that it can certainly occur in less than an hour and five minutes.
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true of all phenomena, as Berkeley and Kant have proved beyond all
question. This matter, then, need not concern us.
We may, however, provisionally accept the view that Dhyana is
real; more real and thus of more importance to ourselves
than all other experiences. This state has been described not only
by the Hindus and Buddhists, but by Mohammedans and
Christians. In Christian writings, however, the deeply-seated dogmatic
bias has rendered their documents worthless to the average man. They
ignore the essential conditions of Dhyana, and insist on the inessential,
to a much greater extent that the best Indian writers. But to any one
with experience and some knowledge of comparative religion the identity
is certain. We may now proceed to Samadhi.
CHAPTER VII
SAMADHI
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SAMADHI
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all nice minds; and the attempt to use the terms of an ego-centric philosophy to
explain the details of a psychology whose principal doctrine is the denial of the ego,
was the work of a mischievous idiot. Let us unhesitatingly reject these abominations,
these nastinesses of the beggars dressed in rags that they have snatched from corpses,
and follow the etymological signification of the word as given above!
2 Apparently. That is, the obvious results are different. Possibly the cause is only
in Samadhi they are very much more marked than in Dhyana. And
while in the latter it seems like a simple union of two things,
in the former it appears as if all things rushed together and
united. One might say that in Dhyana there was still this
quality latent, that the One existing was opposed to the
Many non-existing; in Samadhi the Many and the One are
united in a union of Existence with non-Existence. This
definition is not made from reflection, but from memory.
Further, it is easy to master the ―trick‖ or ―knack‖ of Dhyana.
After a while one can get into that state without preliminary practice;
and, looking at it from this point, one seems able to reconcile the two
meanings of the word which we debated in the last section. From
below Dhyana seems like a trance, an experience so tremendous that
one cannot think of anything bigger, while from above it seems merely
a state of mind as natural as any other. Frater P., before he had
Samadhi, wrote of Dhyana: ―Perhaps as a result of the intense control,
a nervous storm breaks. This we call Dhyana. … Samadhi is but an
expansion of this, so far as I can see.‖
Five years later he would not take this view. He would say perhaps
that Dhyana was ―a flowing of the mind in one unbroken current from
the ego to the non-ego without consciousness of either, accompanied by
a crescent wonder and bliss.‖ He can understand how that is the
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natural result of Dhyana, but he cannot call Dhyana in the same way
the precursor of Samadhi. Perhaps he does not really know the con-
ditions which induce Samadhi. He can produce Dhyana at will in the
course of a few minutes‘ work; and it often happens with apparent
spontaneity; with Samadhi this is unfortunately not the case. He
probably can get it at will, but could not say exactly how, or tell how
long it might take him; and he could not be sure of getting it at all.
One feels sure that one can walk a mile along a level road. One
knows the conditions,, and it would have to be a very extraordinary set
of circumstances that would stop one. But though it would be equally
fair to say: ―I have climbed the Matterhorn and I know I can climb it
again,‖ yet there are all sorts of more or less probably circumstances
any one of which would prevent success.
Now we do know this, that if thought is kept single and steady,
Dhyana results. We do not know whether an intensification of this is
sufficient to cause Samadhi, or whether some other circumstances are
required. One is science, the other empiricism.
One author says (unless memory deceives) that twelve seconds‘
steadiness is Dharana, a hundred and forty-four Dhyana, and seven-
teen hundred and twenty-eight Samadhi. And Vivekananda, comment-
ing on Patanjali, makes Dhyana a mere prolongation of Dharana; but
says further: ―Suppose I were meditating on a book, and I gradually
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that anything can be in any way better than another. Do it thus: ―A. is a thing that
B. thinks ‗holy.‘ It is natural therefore for B. to meditate on it.‖ Get rid of the ego,
observe all your actions as if they were another‘s, and you will avboid ninty-nine per
cent. of the troubles that await you.
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1 These are the complements of the three methods of Enthusiasm (A.∙.A.∙. Instruc-
the body comes into contact with every atom in the Universe all at
once,‖ is the description Bhikku Ananda Metteya gives of it. The root
of the tongue gives the ―ideal sound‖; and the pharynx the ―ideal
sight.‖1
The Samadhi par excellence, however, it Atmadarshana, which for
some, and those not the least instructed, is the first real Samadhi; for
even the visions of “God” and of the “Self” are tainted
by form. In Atmadarshana the All is manifested as the
One; it is the Universe freed from its conditions. Not only
are all forms and ideas destroyed, but also those conceptions
which are implicit in our ideas of those ideas. 2 Each part of
or a tiger, the student acquires that strength. Conquer ―the nerve Udana,‖ and you
can walk on the water; ―Samana,‖ and you begin to flash with light; the ―elements‖
fire, air, earth, and water, and you can do whatever in natural life they prevent you
from doing. For instance, by conquering earth, one could take a short cut to Australia;
or by conquering water, one can live at the bottom of the Ganges. They say there is
a holy man at Benares who does this, coming up only once a year to comfort and in-
struct his disciples. But nobody need believe this unless he wants to; and you are
even advised to conquer that desire should it arise. It will be interesting when science
really determines the variables and constants of these equations.
2 This is so complete that not only ―Black is White,‖ but ―The Whiteness of
Black is the essential of its Blackness.‖ ―Naught = One = Infinity‖; but this is only
true because of this threefold arrangement, a trinity or ―triangle of contradictories.‖
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the Univese has become the whole, and phenomena and noumena are
no longer opposed.
But it is quite impossible to describe this state of mind. One can
only specify some of the characteristics, and that in language which
forms no image in mind. It is impossible for anyone who experiences
it to bring back any adequate memory, nor can we conceive a state
transcending this.
There is, however, a very much higher state called Shivadarshana,
of which it is only necessary to say that it is the destruction of the
previous state, its annihilation; and to understand this blotting-
out, one must not imagine ―Nothingness‖ (the only name for it) as
negative, but as positive.
The normal mind is a candle in a darkened room. Throw open the
shutters, and the sunlight makes the flame invisible. That is a fair
image of Dhyana.1
But the mind refuses to find a simile for Atmadarshana. It seems
merely ineffective to say that the rushing together of all the host of
heaven would similarly blot out the sunlight. But if we do say so, and
wish to form a further image of Shivadarshana, we must imagine our-
selves as suddenly recognizing that this universal blaze is darkness; not
1 Here the dictation was interrupted by very prolonged thought due to the difficulty
a light extremely dim compared with some other light, but darkness
itself. It is not the change from the minute to the vast, or even from
the finite to the infinite. It is the recognition that the positive is merely
the negative. The ultimate truth is perceived not only as false, but as
the logical contradictory of truth. It is quite useless to elaborate this
theme, which has baffled all other minds hitherto. We have tried to
say as little as possible rather than as much as possible.1
Still further from our present purpose would it be to criticise the
innumerable discussions which have taken place as to whether this is
the ultimate attainment, or what it confers. It is enough to say that
even the first and most transitory Dhyana repays a thousandfold the
pains we may have taken to attain it.
And there is this anchor for the beginner, that his work is cumulative:
every act directed towards attainment builds up a destiny which must
some day come to fruition. May all attain!
1 Yet all this has come of our desire to be as modest as Yajna Valkya!
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founded a system by which every one can equally attain, and that
with an ease and speed which was previously impossible.
The first grade in Their system is that of
STUDENT.
A Student must possess the following books:
1. The Equinox.
2. 777.
3. Konx Om Pax.
4. Collected Works of A. Crowley; Tannhaüser, The Sword of
Song, Time, Eleusis. 3 vols.
5. Raja Yoga, by Swami Vivekananda.
6. The Shiva Sanhita, or the Hathayoga Pradipika.
7. The Tao Teh King and the writings of Kwang Tze: S.B.E.
xxxix, xl.
8. The Spiritual Guide, by Miguel de Molinos.
9. Rituel et Dogme de la Haute Magie, by Eliphas Lévi, or its
translation by A. E. Waite.
10. The Goetia of the Lemegeton of Solomon the King.
These books should be well studied in any case in conjunction with
the second part—Magick—of this Book IV.
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