Kierkegaard, S - For Self-Examination (Princeton, 1944)
Kierkegaard, S - For Self-Examination (Princeton, 1944)
Kierkegaard, S - For Self-Examination (Princeton, 1944)
AND
THREE DISCOURSES
1851
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THREE DISCOURSES
1851
BY
S0REN KIERKEGAARD
TRANSLATED BY
WALTER LQWRIE,
D.D.
PRINCETON
PRINCETON UNIVERSITY PRESS
LONDON: HUMPHREY MILFORD
OXFORD UNIVERSITY PRESS
1944
1941
PREFACE
accompanying volume, published on the same date,
entitled Training in Christianity^ is introduced by an
Introduction so adequate and by a Preface so inordinately
long that I can spare the reader another introduction, which
could only be a repetition of the first, and might spare myself
and
THE
At
this
moment
am
inclined
almost to be resentful that another- preface is required, for originally I proposed to publish in one big volume all the works which
now, for the convenience of the purchaser, are presented in two.
However, there is pleasure to be found even in the writing of
prefaces. Kierkegaard's prefaces were usually short, but they were
always significant. Four of them are to be seen in this volume.
However, one of his most amusing books (entitled Prefaces)
consists of nothing but prefaces
eight of them in all, one on
the heels of the other. He was reduced to this expedient because,
as he pretended, his wife had exacted of him the promise that he
*
PREFACE
v!-;
May
forty-first birthday,
May
5,
1854.
all
much
my satisfaction,
kindly contributes it to this volume
not because it spares me a little labour, but because I am happy
to be formally associated with him in the enterprise of makingwe have both of us
Kierkegaard known and understood, to which
contributed whole-heartedly.
The two larger works contained in this volume, although they
were not published together, and although the second was not
as
published at all in S. K.'s lifetime, evidently belong together,
the sub-title of the second suggests, as well as the characterization
of it as 'Second Series'. Just as evidently they are the sequel of
the work contained in the 'first' volume; and because of this close
connexion it is not possible to deal with them separately in an
introduction. The Introduction to the companion volume gives
from the years
briefly an account of the whole "production' dating
1848-51, and it cannot be necessary to repeat it here if, as may
be expected, the reader who will read only one of these works
will prefer to read the first. In any case, for a fuller elucidato
I have to refer to
my book on Kierkegaard^ especially to
the chapters entitled 'Back to Christianity!' and 'Venturing Far
Out'.
In these two later works, which are also the last of the sort,
the polemical note becomes increasingly prominent, without becoming predominant as it was in the subsequent period. And the
fact that such a book as For Self-Examination the polemical point
not
of which is so sharp, made no impression upon the Church
even so much as to encourage the publication of the 'Second
Series'
makes it evident, I think, that to make his voice heard
tion
,>
PREFACE
S.
vii
tardily
and
shrilly as
he did
in the
reluctantly.
translate them.
Some day they should be translated, but preferK. has become well known and his deeply
S.
religious aim is understood. For the present, the works which are
here presented supply us with all the buffeting we can bear or
profit by. S. K. said that he regarded them as addressed 'solely*
to himself. I cannot read them without feeling that they are
addressed principally to me,
WALTER LOWRIE
PRINCETON
June
loth,
*The
1938*
My
1940)
which
am
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TWO DISCOURSES
AT THE COMMUNION ON FRIDAYS
by
S.
Kierkegaard
Copenhagen
1851
[Aug.
7.]
At
the
end of 1849
TO ONE UNNAMED
whose name some day
is
with this
shall
be
named
dedicated along
little
work
the whole of
NOTE BY THE
TRANSLATOR.
Regma of course
Is
is
a reply
PREFACE
seeks here
as
its
the individual,
individual), absolutely every man, once again, absolutely every man is equally near
to God. .And how is he near and equally near? Loved by Him. So there is equality,
infinite equality between man and man. If there be any difference, O, this difference,
if difference there be, is peaceableness itself, undisturbed it does not disturb the
equality in the remotest degree. The difference is that one man bears in mind that he
is loved,
perhaps day in and day out, perhaps for seventy years day in and day out,
perhaps having only one longing, the longing for eternity, impatient to lay hold of it
this blessed occupation of bearing in mind that he
ah, not
loved. Another perhaps does not reflect upon the fact that he
is loved, perhaps he is glad and thankful to be loved by his wife, by his children, by his
friends, by his acquaintances, and does not reflect that he is loved by God; or perhaps
and be
off,
he is busy with
he
sighs at the
by God.
is
thought that he is loved by nobody and does not reflect that he is loved
might the first one say, *I am guiltless, I cannot help it if another
'Yet', so
is lavished as richly
upon him as upon me.* Inwhat if
which makes no distinction ! Ah human ingratitude
men there were likeness and equality in the sense that we are like one
divine love
among
us
another, entirely alike, inasmuch as not one of us rightly reflects that he is loved.
Turning now to the other side, and expressing thanks for such sympathy and good
will as have been showed me, I could wish that I might as it were present these works
now take the liberty of doing) and commend them to the nation whose language
am proud to have the honour of writing, feeling for it a filial devotion and an
(as I
I
almost womanly tenderness, yet comforting myself also with the thought that
not be disgraced by the fact that I have used it.
S.
it
will
K.
PRAYER
LORD JESUS CHRIST, though indeed Thou didst not corne into the world to judge the
world, yet as love which was not loved Thou wast a judgement upon the world.
We call ourselves Christians, we say that we have none to turn to but to Thee
alas, where might we go when to us also, just because of Thy love, the condemnation
applies that we love little? To whom (oh, disconsolate thought !) if not to Thee?
To whom then (oh, counsel of despair !) if Thou really wouldst not receive us
mercifully, forgiving us our great sin against Thee and against love, forgiving us
who have sinned much because we loved little ?
Luke
7: 47.
is
LOVETH LITTLE
hearer, at the altar the invitation is uttered: 'Come
hither, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I
will give you rest.*
The individual responds to the
MY
little.'
The
first
vindication, as if
saying
it
the forgiveness of
thee, the altar is blameless, because thou only lovest little/ Oh,
how hard it is in praying to reach the Amen. For though to the
man who never has prayed it looks easy enough, easy enough to
get quickly through with it, yet to the man who had a longing
to pray and began to pray the experience must have occurred that
he constantly felt as if there were something more upon his heart,
as if he could not get everything said, or get it said as he would
likewise how*
like to say it, and so he does not reach the Amen
hard it is at the altar rightly to apprehend the forgiveness of sins.
There thou art promised the gracious forgiveness of all thy sins.
If thou dost rightly hear that promise, takest it quite literally as
'the forgiveness of all thy sins', then shalt thou leave the altar as
light of heart, in a godly sense, as a newborn babe upon whom no
anxiety weighs, even lighter in heart, forasmuch as much has
weighed upon thy heart; at the altar there is no one who would
no one, unless It be thou. Then
retain even the least of thy sins
io
cast
thee,
as well (lest
in that
didst
thee)
cast
but to cast
it all
off,
nothing whatever to do
upon thee and oppresses
had prayed
for
to pass.
to
And
manner
A WORD OF CONDEMNATION
11
a heart-felt concern,
which per-
this,
love's sacrifice ?
it is
this
here.
judgement ?
The word
of
thee,
it
is
Love
little/
Justice sternly
12
then to
whose condemnation
fear,
is
(oh, frightful
judgement
Thy
foothold when love forgives all ?), there is something in thee which
makes thee sensible that they are not forgiven. What, then, is the
horror of the sternest judgement in comparison with this horror?
What is the stern sentence of wrath, calling down a curse, in
thee'? So
comparison with this sentence: 'Thy sins are forgiven
thou
as
which
indeed
is
almost
sayest, 'No,
says
gentler,
justice
What
is the suffering of 'the fratricide'
are
not
forgiven'.
they
when he
A
itself suffering
does!
'The
Think
man
for him'
is
WORD OF CONDEMNATION
13
and thereby
know
what thy
is
word
my
of loving too little. So comfort thyself with this word, as I comfort myself with it. And how do I comfort myself? I comfort
myself with the thought that this word has. nothing to say about
the divine love, but only about mine. It does not say that now the
divine love has grown weary of being love, that now it has changed,
weary as it were of squandering indescribable compassion upon
an ungrateful race or upon ungrateful me, and that now it has
become something different, a lesser love, its heart cooled because
love became cold in the ungrateful race of men or in ungrateful
me. No, about this the Word says nothing whatever. And be
comforted as I am by what ? By this, that the reason the Word
does not say this is that the holy Word does not lie, so that it is
not by accident or cruel design that the Word is silent about this,
whereas in fact it is true that God's lave has become weary of
then it is not so; and
loving. No, if the Word does not say it,
14
even if
because
God
is
unchanging
Thus
it is I
love, 1
comfort myself.
And
word a
In August 1855, in the midst of his attack upon the Established Church, S. K.
issued his last Discourse, dedicated as usual to his father, and entitled 'God's Unchangeableness'. A preface dated May 5, 1854, which was his birthday, states that
had been delivered in the Citadel Church on May 18,1851, i.e. shortly before the
date of this sermon, and that it was a return to the text of his first Discourse,
James I :
it
17-21.
WORD OF COMFORT
15
'
no,
to
see
so
now how love exerts its influence more powerfully, the fact that
much was forgiven elicits in turn more love, and thou lovest
faith as
My
inappropriate,
such a
But is
is in truth tranquillizing is always disquieting.
there any comparison between these two dangers that of being
that of being disquieted
tranquillized in deceitful security; and
a
of
reminded
disquieting thought ? Of what disquieting
by being
which
Is it of that disquieting thought that also it can be forgiven if hitherto one has loved but little? It is a singular thing,
this matter of disquietude. He who is thoroughly educated by it
does not, it is true, appear so strong as he who has remained without
knowledge of it. But at the last instant, just by his feebleness, it
is he
perhaps who is the strongest, in the last instant, just by
feebleness, he perhaps succeeds when the strongest fails to succeed.
thought?
So
may God
thou mightest be sensible that thou dost receive the gracious pardon of all thy sins.
II
l
Peter 4: 8
PRAYER
Lord Jesus Christ, the birds have their nests, the foxes their holes, and Thou
and yet
didst not have whereon to lay Thy head, homeless wast Thou upon earth
a hiding-place, the only one, where a sinner could flee. And so to-day Thou art still
the hiding-place; when the sinner flees to Thee, hides himself in Thee, is hidden In
Thee
i
then he
is
Peter 4:
8.
THIS
loving man, he
in
whom
there
is
multitude
of sins, sees not his neighbour's fault, or, if he sees, hides it from
himself and from others; love makes him blind, in a sense far
more beautiful than this can be said of a lover, blind to his neighbour's sins. On the other hand, the loving man, he in whom there
is love, though he has his faults, his
imperfections, yea, though
they were a multitude of sins, yet love, the fact that there is love
in him, hides the multitude of sins.
When it is a question of Christ's love, the word can be taken
only in one sense the fact that He was love did not serve to hide
what imperfection there was in Him in Him the holy One in
whom there was no sin, neither was guile found in His mouth, this
being inevitably so, because in Him there was only love, love in His
heart and love only, in His every word, in all His work, in His
whole life, in His death, until the very last. Ah, in a man love is
not so perfect, and therefore, or rather nevertheless, he profits
by his love while he lovingly hides a multitude of sins, love does
unto him as he unto others, it hides his sins. Thus he himself
has need of the love which he shows to others, thus he profits
by the love within him, which though it be directed outwardly
to hide the multitude of sins, does not, however, like Christ's
sacrificial love, embrace the whole world but only very few persons. Ah, though it is seldom enough a man is loving, yet 'what
wonder', as a man might be tempted to say, 'what wonder a man
endeavours to be loving, seeing that he himself is in need of love,
;
and
He
loving'.
II. v.
SINS
19
And
is
and to-day
though
sins
cannot hide his sins from himself. That is impossible; for the sin
which was hid absolutely even from the man himself would indeed
not be sin, any more than if it were hid from God, a thing which cannot be, inasmuch as a man so soon as he is conscious of himself, and
in everything in which he is conscious of himself, is also conscious
of God, and God of him. And for this reason conscience is so
mighty and so precise in its reckoning, so ever-present, and so
follows man
incorruptible, because this privy confidant which
which
is with
this
in
with
is
God,
preacher
everywhere
league
man when he wakes and when he sleeps (ah, if only it does not
make him sleepless with its sermon!), with him everywhere, in
the noisy bustle of the world (ah, if only it does not with its voice
transform the world's noise into stillness!), in loneliness (ah, if
only it does not hinder him from feeling alone in the most
CHRIST'S LOVE
20
solitary place
him from
it
it
does not
if
!),
and
make
it
only
what now,
privy preacher which follows man, knowing privily
now at this instant, he does or leaves undone, and what long,
I do not say was forgotten, for this privy confidant,
long ago
having a frightful memory, takes care of that but long, long
(ah,
ago was
too
preacher preaches before thee in thine inward man, thou also dost
what others perhaps sense with more dismay, thou also dost
feel a need to hide thyself, and though it had been told thee a
thousand times, and a thousand times again, that it is impossible
to find this hiding-place, thou yet art sensible of the need. Oh,
would it were possible for me to flee to a desert isle where
never any man had come or would come; oh, that there were a
place of refuge whither I could flee far away from myself, that
there were a hiding-place where I am so thoroughly hid that not
even the consciousness of my sin could find me out, that there
were a frontier line, which were it never so narrow, would yet
be a separation between my sin and me, that on the farther side of
the yawning abyss there were a spot never so small where I might
stand while the consciousness of my sin must remain on the other
feel,
Horace: Odes,
iii.
i,
40.
SINS
21
me
gate thy guilt in thine eyes also, and so hide it as it were from
thee, or at least up to a certain point almost as it were hide it in a
way from thee ah, but really to hide it from thee, literally to
hide it from thee, so that it is hidden like what is hidden in the
depths of the sea and which no one any more shall behold,
hidden as when what was red as blood becomes whiter than snow,
so hidden that sin is transformed to purity and thou canst dare to
that is something only one can
believe thyself justified and pure
the multitude of sins.
who
hides
Lord
the
do,
Jesus Christ,
man has no authority, he cannot command thee to believe and
The
may need again to be apprised that it was only in the Easter exthat his sins
848 S. K. attained after so many years of penance
were 'forgotten' by God as well as forgiven, and that it was his duty as well as his
privilege to forget them.
1
reader
perience of
CHRIST'S
22
LOVE
But
believe.
authority
merely by commanding help thee to
and what authority must that be
required even if it be to teach,
which bade the troubled waves
(greater even than the authority
be still) what authority is required to bid the despairing man,
the man who in the tortures of repentance cannot and dare not
who cannot and dare not cease to gaze
forget, the contrite sinner
his eyes, and
what
his
authority is requisite to shut
guilt,
upon
what authority to bid him open the eyes of faith so that he can see
This divine authority is
where he saw guilt and sin
is
purity
whose love hides the m'ultipossessed only by Him, Jesus Christ,
tude of sins.
He hides them quite literally. When a man places himself in
front of another and covers him entirely with his body so that no
one at all can get a sight of him who is hidden behind so it is
that Jesus Christ covers with his holy body thy sin. Though justice
what more can it want ? For satisfaction has indeed
were to
rage,
impossible
He
He
He
concerned in love, ready to give His life rather than deprive thee
of thy secure shelter under His love. Ready to give His life
to assure thee of
yet, no, it was just for this He gave His life,
shelter under His love. Therefore not just like the hen, concerned indeed in the same way, but infinitely more concerned
than the hen when she hides her chickens, but otherwise unlike,
for He hides by His death. Oh, eternally secure; oh, Jblessedly
reassuring hiding-place There is still one danger for the chickens ;
although hidden, they are constantly in danger: when the mother
has done her utmost, when out of love she has given her life,
!
SINS
23
'Also for me* expressed S. K.'s joyful experience at his first conversion in 1838
in his Journal the Hegelian reflection that 'Christ died
just after he had registered
for all', not for the single individual.
1
CHRIST'S
24
LOVE
Through this covering justice does not break as the sun's rays
break through coloured glass, merely softened by refraction;
no, it impotently breaks against this covering, is reflected from
it and does not pass through it. He gave Himself as a covering for
the whole world, for thee as well, and for me.
Therefore Thou, my Lord and Saviour, Thou whose love
covers and hides the multitude of sins, when I am thoroughly
sensible of my sin and of the multitude of my sins, when before
the justice of heaven only wrath is pronounced upon me and
upon my life, when on earth there is only one man whom to
and that man
escape I would flee were it to the end of the world,
myself then I will not commence the vain attempt which leads
only to despair or to madness, but at once I will flee unto Thee,
and Thou wilt not deny me the shelter which Thou lovingly hast
offered unto all, Thou wilt screen me from the eye of justice,
save me from this man and from the memory with which he
plagues me,
Thou
wilt help
me
as I
become
a transformed,
My
As He
is
called
Him,
into
His love
FOR SELF-EXAMINATION
PROPOSED TO THIS AGE
by
S.
Kierkegaard
Copenhagen
1851
[Sept. 10.]
*
Since we have known the fear of the Lord, we seek to win
men* (2 Cor. v. u). For to begin at once, or as thejfrst things
that perhaps might even be called unto want to win men
godliness, at all events worldliness, not Christianity, any more
than it is fearing God. No, let thy striving first express, let it
This has been
express first and foremost, thy fear of God.
my striving.
But Thou,
win not a
God,
let
me
my
were
to
my
PREFACE
MyIfdearbereader:
it
me
thee again and again By reading aloud thou wilt receive the impression most strongly that thou hast to do here only with thyself, not
with me, for I am without authority, and not with any other people
at all, for that would be a distraction.
1
August 1851,
S.
K.
CONTENTS
Preliminary Remarks
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HOW TO
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II
CHRIST
is
THE
WAY
Ascension
Day
III
IT
is
>,
91
HOW
22.
Sunday
to the
end
after Easter
PRELIMINARY REMARKS
a saying which often comes into my mind, the
man to whom I as a Christian cannot, it is true,
be said to owe anything, for he indeed was a pagan, but
to whom I personally owe much, a man who lived under conditions which, as I think, correspond exactly to the conditions of our
1
age I mean the simple wise man of olden time. It is related of
him that when he was accused before the people, there came to him
an orator who handed him a carefully prepared speech of defence.
The simple wise man took it and read it. Thereupon he gave it
back to the orator and said, *It is a fine and well-composed
speech* (so it was not because the speech was a poor one that he
is
saying of a
THERE
my concern
early
and
or oratorical
arts, if
on the day of
my
trial I
am
inclined to say
1
This of course is Socrates. The story which follows, about the orator Lysias, is
derived from Cicero's de Qratoria,
2
Plato's Apology > 18 c. S. K. thinks how aptly this applies to the anonymous
attacks in the Corsair from which he had suffered.
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36
anything at
mere
all, I
fact that
shall
presumably
talked about, in any case artful orators and oratorical arts are not
for me.
Oh, thou most serious of men! Misunderstood, thou
wast obliged to drain the poisoned goblet. Thou wast not understood. Then for over two thousand years thou hast been admired
'but have
is
a true word.
also to
be as serious ?
So also there
37
of the
evil one, when it is treated as the
higher, when in fact it is the
lower. For the sermon ought not to establish an invidious
distinction between the talented and the untalented, it ought
rather in the unity of the Holy Ghost to fix attention exclusively
upon the requirement that actions must correspond with words.
Thou simple man, even if thou wert of all men the most limited
in case thy life expresses the little thou hast understood, thou dost
speak more potently than the eloquence of all orators! And thou
is
art entirely
is
what
is too
are able to
do it. And thou, my hearer, wilt reflect that the more lofty the
conception of religion is, the more stern it is; but from this it does
not follow that thou canst bear it, it would perhaps be to thee an
occasion of offence and of perdition. Perhaps thou art still in
need of this lower form of the religious, requiring a certain art
in the presentation of it to render it more attractive. The strictly
it is
true,
it
at
we
religious
It is not to be ascribed to
discourse is composed as it
my
'
38
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I the most
question of any force I might employ
powerless of
men but there shall not even be employed the least persuasion
or craft or guile or allurement to draw thee so far out that thou
mightest (as nevertheless for all that thou surely oughtest not,
and surely wouldst not if thy faith were great) thou mightest
regret that thou didst surrender thyself; believe me (I say it to
my own shame), I also am too much coddled.
THE
EPISTLE
ST.
JAMES
PRAYER
Father in heaven, what is man that Thou visitest him, and the son of man that Thou
and in every way, in every respect Verily, Thou didst never leave
art mindful of him ?
Thyself without a witness? and at last Thou didst give to man Thy Word. More thou
to
couldst not doj
compel him to make use of it, to hear it or read it, to compel him to act
according to it, Thou couldst not wish. Ah, and yet Thou didst do more. For Thou
art not like a man
rarely does he do anything for nothing, and if he does, he at least
would not be put to inconvenience by it. Thou, on the contrary, O God, bestowest Thy
Word as a gift and we men have nothing to give in return. And if only Thou dost find
some willingness on the part of the single individual, Thou art prompt to help, and first of
all Thou art the one who with more than human, yea, with divine patience, dost sit and
and
spell it out with the individual, that he may be able rightly to understand the Word 5
next Thou art the one who, again with more than human, yea, with divine patience, dost
take him as it were by the hand and help him when he strives to do accordingly Thou
our Father in heaven.
I
TIMES
'
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40
old law.
and
or on earth.
By
their
narrow-minded
self-torture, people
had
(in
the monastery again and become free. Good works had become
1
everything. And like unwholesome excrescences, upon trees, so
to
of all this it
time of which
well pleasing
in spite
is
at the
we were
speak-
ing.
Then
with
faith.
With
was needed
God and
1
The reader may need to be reminded that S. K. hesitated to publish his Works
of Love for fear of scandalizing the Lutheran orthodoxy which insisted upon the
doctrine of 'faith alone*. It may be remarked also that, in spite of the tone of this
passage, the monastic life had a powerful attraction for him.
41
or by faith he reinstated faith in its rights. His life was an exlet us not
but he said, 'A man is
pression of works
forget that
saved by faith alone/ The danger was great. How great it was
in Luther's eyes is shown most
conspicuously by the conclusion
he came to, that in order to put, things to rights the Apostle
James must be shoved aside. Just think of Luther's reverence
for an Apostle!
and then that he must venture to do such a
1
Wer
about him. 'No, either the one thing or the other', says
it is to be works,
very well, but I beg you to take Into
consideration the lawful profit which accrues to me from my work,
as meritorious work. If it is to be grace, very well, but then I
would beg to be exempted from works, otherwise it is not grace.
If it is to-be works and grace at the same time, it is nothing but
his eyes
man.
*If
He
it
1
called
As early as 1519 Luther Inveighed against the Epistle of St. James.
'an epistle of straw'. It is significant that S. K. found in this Epistle his favourite
texts.
2
*Who
loves not
woman,
These
verses
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42
abhorred the medieval error of merit. When one looks deeper into
the matter, one will readily perceive that they had perhaps even
a greater conception of the meritoriousness of works than the
Middle Ages had; but they applied 'grace' in such a way as to
exempt them from works. When they had done away with
works, they could not very well be tempted to regard the works
they didn't do as meritorious. Luther wanted to take away the
meritoriousness from works and apply it in a somewhat different
So
ff.
43
thou hast, perturbed thee? Where hast thou witnessed for the
truth, and where against untruth ? What sacrifices hast thou made,
what persecutions hast thou endured for Christianity ? And at
home, in the family life, how has thy self-sacrifice and abnegation
been observable? My reply: 'I can protest to you that I have
faith/
what
Trotest, protest
sort of talk
is
that?
With
respect
home from
is a
perturbing thing ; it is health, and yet it is stronger and more
violent than the hottest fever, and it is useless for a sick man to
asseverate that he has no fever when the physician feels his pulse,
or for a well
by
no
3hen
on th^otbsr^hand, one
tKe ulse of
*witoess^^
is
of ^he^ert^b^ion^^jth^as
sensible^
^jlue^^Q^Wou^nst^c ^id^to^vt^^^^Jp
f
whafpreacElng
really
is.
Tor
Bishop
vii, p.
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Yes, faith
is
attention to this
remote chamber, a
trial
my
45
friend,
terror;
he sees the
he must go on
courage.
The
arms
whom
man
of
trials
that
have laboured
But from the Christian point of view there are two kinds of
disorder. The one is rioting, exterior hubbub. The other is the
stillness of death, dissolution, and this perhaps is the most
dangerous.
Against this latter I have worked, and I have worked to awaken
disquietude with the aim of effecting inward change. Let me
define exactly where I am, so to speak. Among us is a very reverend old man, the primate of the clergy of this Church. 1 What he,
or his 'sermons', have wanted to effect is the same thing that I
want, only with a stronger emphasis, which is accounted for by
of the time demy personal difference and what the difference
mands. Among us there are some who 2 require that to be Christians in the strictest sense they must be such in contrast to the
rest of us. I have not been able to join them. In part my obnot come up to the measure they
jection is that their lives do
themselves suggest or even compel one to apply when they
To me, however,
emphasize so strongly that they are Christians.
this is the less important consideration. In part I am not enough
of a Christian to dare to join those who make such a requirement.
If it be that I am perhaps a little (yea, even if I were perhaps not
1
Mynster.
S. K.*s
brother Peter
among them.
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merely a
little)
us
among
say, I know
it is
am
in advance, that
is
to
better
ah,
present it
very unessential difference. Essentially I belong to the average.
And here it is I have laboured for disquietude in the direction of
inwardness.
For from the Christian point of view there are two kinds of
true disquietude. The disquietude in the heroes of the faith and
the witnesses for the truth who aim to reform the established
order. So far as that I have never ventured out, that is not my
affair. 1 And whenever anyone in our time might seem to want
to venture so far out, I was not disinclined to enter into a polemic
2
against him, by way of contributing to reveal whether he was
the legitimate reformer. The other kind of disquietude has to do
with inward reformation. A true love-affair also is a disquieting
thing, but it does not occur to the lover to want to change the
established order.
For
laboured.
But 'without
authority'.
1
It must be remembered that after the lapse of a few years he had the courage to
7
venture so far out and attack the 'established order
2 S.
K. has here especially in mind his polemic against Dr. Rudelbach, who had
the Church. This
appealed to his works in support of a revolutionary movement
was a welcome assistance to Bishop Mynster.
.
in his panegyric
was a genuine witness for the truth, one of that long line of witnesses which
stretches from the Apostles' age to ours*, he could not have been unaware of the
exalted significance S. K. attached to this tide. S. K. naturally regarded it as a
that he
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purchase the
title
beneficial to a
think of the witness for the truth! And if thou art living, not in
idleness, far from it, but in such circumstances that thy labour
enjoyment
challenge, and he promptly accepted it as the signal he was waking for to begin the
open attack upon the Established Church. S. K. denied to the very kst that he accounted himself *a witness for the truth', and yet what he did with an assured air of
Venturing
begun
'witness'.
1
of his
S.
K. was thinking
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thee;
and
if
when thou
vice, a
is
49
business
at
is
disquietude in the
And this disquietude is the least, the mildest, the lowest form
of godliness. And yet dost thou think that we are so perfect that
there is no need for anyone to labour for this ? Remember how
I fared with Luther. If others would fare like me were Luther to
come to them, I do not know.
But imagine Luther in our age, observant of our situation.
Dost thou not believe that he would say, a^ he says in one of his
sermons, 'The world is like a drunken peasant; when you help
him up on one side of the horse, he falls off on the other/ 1 Dost
A
thou not believe he would say: The Apostle James must be
dragged a little into prominence not in behalf of works against
faith no, no, that was not at all the Apostle's meaning, but in behalf
of faith, in order to bring it about if possible that the need of
;
"grace" be deeply
felt
sincerity,
and
to
if
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So we
will
speak about
WHAT
First of ally what is required is, that thou must not look at the
mirror not behold the mirror , but must see thyself in the mirror.
This seems so evident that one might think it was hardly neces,
1
Even this qualified praise of Luther and Lutheranism must be regarded as a
measure of 'economy* designed to win some sympathy if possible for the polemic he
was chiefly intent upon pressing. For in the later Journals the comments upon
Luther are generally disparaging and often terribly sharp.
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is
My
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52
his secrets.
knows
and
the letter you got from your lady-love.' What dost thou think
the other will say ? He replies, *Are you out of your senses ? Is
this what you call reading a letter from a lady-love? No, my
friend, I sit here toiling and drudging to make a translation of it
by the help of the dictionary; at times I am on the point of bursting
with impatience, the blood rushes to my head so that I want to
and that's what you call
floor
fling the dictionary down on the
reading! You are mocking me. No, thank God, I shall soon be
through with the translation, and then, ah, then I shall get to the
that is an entirely
point of reading the letter from my lady-love
may
finish.*
Let us not dismiss this picture too soon. Let us suppose that
from the lady-love not only contained, as such letters
the declaration of an emotion, but that there was
do,
generally
contained in it a desire, something which the beloved, desired
this letter
the lover to do. There was, let us suppose, a great deal required
of him, a very great deal, there was good reason, as every third
it;
he was
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OF THE
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off in a second to
accomplish the desire of the beloved. Let us
suppose that in the course of time the lovers met, and the lady
said,
'But
my
WORD
If
thou
art a learned
lest
with
all
thy erudite
S4
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with thee
it
as
it
55
Of
course,
the
letter, it
if
My
that absolutely
How
no
strange
it
When
of what
is
it is
it,
deeply
to be a
they cry
Do
he
is
a dangerous
man/ But
the
Holy
Scriptures!
In fact.
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56
almost every
this
book
man
to a
young person
the most perilous age. In truth, many an illusion must accomafter all such a book
pany it; one must be inured to the fact that
least of all in
a
it
in
read
does exist; one must
very special way
such a way that one finds oneself alone with it.
To be alone with the Holy Scriptures! I dare not! When I
it catches me
turn up a passage in it, whatever comes to hand
it is as if it were God Himself
me
it
(indeed
questions
instantly,
that questioned me), 'Hast thou done what thou readest there?'
And then, then . yes, then I am caught. So then it is action at
.
dangerous
efficient sort
efficient
enough, to
'Have
done this? do
act ac-
it is
57
&c. So such a man does not fall into the same embarrassment as I, who am compelled either to act at once in
accordance with the text, or to make a humiliating admission.
No, he is tranquil and says, There is on my part nothing to hinder
me from doing accordingly if only the correct reading is
established and the commentators arrive at some sort of an
agreement.' Aha! it will be a long time before that comes about.
The man, however, has succeeded in obscuring the fact that the
fault lay in himself, that it is he who has no inclination to
deny
flesh and blood and act in accordance with God's Word.
Ah,
Alas, that it is so easy for men to
pitiable misuse of erudition
opinion*,
deceive themselves!
For if it was not for illusion and self-deception, no doubt every
man would acknowledge as I do, that I hardly dare to be alone
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anything at all to do with it. Art thou unlearned, then thou hast
so get to work .straightway, do
the less occasion to read amiss
not behold the mirror, but straightway behold thyself in the mirror.
But how in fact is God's Word read in Christendom ? If we
were to distinguish two classes (for we cannot here concern
ourselves with individual exceptions), one might say that the
greater part never read God's Word, and that a smaller part read
it
learnedly in one fashion or another, that is to say, do not really
read God's Word, but behold the mirror. Or, to say the same
thing in another way, the greater part regard God's Word as an
antiquated document of olden time which one puts aside, and a
smaller part regards God's Word as an exceedingly notable document of olden time upon which one expends an astonishing
beholding the mirror.
diligence and acumen, &c. .
royal command is issued to all the officeImagine a country.
bearers and subjects, in short, to the whole population.
amount of
they all become interpreters, the office-bearers become authors, every blessed day there
comes gut an interpretation more learned than the last, more acute,
all:
more elegant, more profound, more ingenious, more wondermore charming, and more wonderfully charming. Criticism
which ought to survey the whole can hardly attain survey of
this prodigious literature, indeed criticism itself has become a
ful,
command
it.
And
it
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you suppose this almighty king would think about such a thing ?
Surely he would say, 'The fact that they do not comply with the
And now
is.'
interpretation
which
also the left', 'when a man take away thy coat, let him have
cloak
also', 'rejoice always', 'count it all joy when ye fall into
thy
divers temptations', &c.
all this is just as easy to understand as
the remark, 'It is a good day to-day', a remark which only in one
way might become difficult to understand, namely, if there grew
up a whole literature to interpret it; therefore no poor wretch of
the most limited intelligence can truly say that he is unable to
understand the requirement but flesh and blood are reluctant
him
to
And
to
my
thinking
it is
he
is
Word and
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this
never
come
investigating
bring God's
Word
quite close to
me
the truth
reflecting would
is that
precisely
remember
to
say
to
thyself continually,
lt
is
I that am
here addressed^
it Is
God and
and
subjectivity,
subjectivity
6r
contrary, with the seriousness for which people so highly comI transform the Word into an
impersonal entity (the
mend me,
thyself,
that
is
It is I that
seriousness.
tianity
who
me it is spoken/
Of that mighty emperor
105,
v.
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greatest inconveniences. The story I refer to
is well known. 1
and
see
that her husTo
see
to
David
saw
Bathsheba.
her,
King
band stood in his way, was one and the same thing. So he must
be got rid of. And this also came to pass. One did not know
life's
how
it
happened, it may have been providential, he fell in
'Such
is war', said the king; presumably he himself
battle, yet
had chosen with foolhardiness a post so dangerous that it was
certain death
I merely remark that if there was anybody who
wanted him out of the way and was in a position to command,
he could not have done better than to assign him to that post
which was certain death. Now he is out of the way. The thing
went off very smoothly. And now also there is nothing to hinder
the king from getting lawful possession of his wife. 'Nothing
art thou queer in the head ? Why, it was even noble
to hinder'
exactly
in
a high
which
will
morals, &c.
And it is a lucky meeting, just the right man to come to ; for the
prophet had composed a nove/Ia, a story which he would fain have
the honour of reciting before his Majesty, the crowned poet and
connoisseur of poetry.
'There dwelt two men in one city; the one rich, and the other
poor. The rich man had exceeding many flocks and herds: but
the poor man had nothing save one little ewe lamb, which he had
bought and nourished up; and it grew up together with him and
1
II
Sam. ir and
12.
63
own
it
little work.
There was perhaps a
which he thought might have been different, he
perhaps proposed an expression more happily chosen, perhaps
also pointed out a little fault in the plan, praised the prophet's
masterly delivery of the story, his voice, the play of his features,
to
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Word
is
obliged, like a naughty schoolboy,
occupy with shame a place "in the corner. Oh, depth of cunning! For we men find it only too easy to preserve in relation to
God's Word this attitude of impersonality (subjectivity), it is in
fact an inborn quality of genius which we all of us possess, somealong with original sin, inasmuch as
thing we obtain gratis
much
am addressed,
It is I that
certain
6$
way, and when he saw him, he passed by', then thou shalt say to
thyself, 'That is I/ Thou shalt not seek evasions, and still less
shalt thou become witty (for though it is true
enough that in the
worldly world a witticism may atone for the deepest baseness,
such is not the case when thou readest God's Word), thou shalt
not say, *It is not I, in fact it is a priest, and I am not a priest;
consider, "however, that the Gospel has most appropriately
man as a priest, for the priests are a thoroughly
bad lot/ No, when thou readest God's Word, it must be in all
I
represented this
seriousness, and thou shalt say, 'This priest is me. Alas, that I
could be so uncompassionate
I who call
myself a Christian
and in a way I also am a priest, at least we know well how to make
that claim when it is a question of liberating ourselves from the
priests, for 'we say that in a Christian sense all men are priests.
Alas, that I could be so uncompassionate, that I could see such a
sight (and I saw it, it is written in the Gospel, "when he saw him,
again,
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Then when the parable ends and
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'
story in the Gospel, for there neither the priest nor the Levite
to beat the man half dead, but here they are the
were on hand
who came
by night. Thou
shalt not divert thy atteneven by making the possibly just remark that it was
strange for him to choose that time, for when one would be hid,
what use is it after all to choose to go by night when one is going
to Christ
tion, not
to
Him who
is
the light, as
67
be light about me; yea the darkness hideth not from thee, but
the night shineth as the day.' No, in this fashion thou shalt not
talk
for, alas, thou understandest only too well why he chose
the night, thou knowest that though Christ is the way, yet in
contemporaneousness He was, and if He were to come again, He
would be ... the forbidden path.
When thou readest about this, about the man upon whom
Christ had made an impression, but only such an impression that
he neither could quite surrender himself, not quite tear himself
loose, and hence chose the night time, chose to steal to Him by
then thou shalt say to thyself, *It is I.' Thou shalt not seek
night
evasions, not mix up with this things that are irrelevant; thou
shalt sit quite still during the lesson hour; thou shalt not say,
'This was one of those people of rank (Fornemme\ and that *s the
way such people are, great for their rank, and so cowardly and
faithless. How could the Gospel which is meant for the
poor be
for people of rank?' No, thus thou shalt not talk. When thou
readest God's Word, thou hast nothing to do with people of rank,
nor with rank in general, neither hast thou to arraign them; for
even if thou wert one of these people of rank, thou hast only
thyself to do with. No, thou shalt say, *It is F, and if thou hast
at the same time to admit that thou wast actually on the point of
making this observation about people of rank, then thou shalt not
say merely, 'It was F, but adjoin, 'It was I who would moreover
seek an evasion, would once again (however little it avails when
I am before Him who is the light) hide myself in the darkness of
night, in evasion or excuse, as if I did not understand God's Word,
as if it were only about people of rank the passage speaks. No, it
was I, ah, that I could be so paltry, such a contemptible fellow,
neither cold nor hot, neither one thing nor the other!'
Thus it is (these are merely a few examples) that thou shouldest
read God's Word; and just as, according to the report of superstition, one can conjure up spirits by reading formulae of incantation, so shalt thou, if only thou wilt continue for some time to read
God's Word thus (and this is the first requisite), thou shalt read
fear and trembling into thy soul, so that by God's help thou shalt
succeed in becoming a man, a personality, saved from being this
created in God's image!
dreadful absurdity into which we men
have become changed by evil enchantment, into an impersonal,
an objective something. Thou shalt, if thou wilt read God's
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Word in this way, them shalt (even though it prove terrible to thee
but remember that this is the condition of salvation) thou
shalt succeed in the thing required, in beholding thyself in the
mirror.
an impersonal,
an objective
for
mirror
no
is
then
there
objective something,
doctrine cannot be called a mirror; it is just as impossible to be
mirrored in an objective doctrine as to be mirrored in a wall. And
to God's
if thou dost assume an
impersonal (objective) relationship
a
in
of
can
be
no
there
mirror;
beholding thyself
Word,
question
for to look in a mirror surely implies a personality, an ego; a wall
can be seen in a mirror but cannot see itself or behold itself in the
For
if to
thyself, 'It is to
mirror of the Word^ thou must not straightway forget what manner
of man thou art y not be the forgetful hearer (or reader} about whom
the Apostle speaks: 'He beheld his natural face in the mirror^ and
9
straightway forgot what manner of man he was.
at
is
to say to thyself
im-
mediately, *1 will begin immediately to keep myself from forgetting; immediately, this very instant, I promise it to myself and
to God, if it be only for the next hour or for this present day; so
long at least it will be certain that I shall not forget/ Believe me,
this 5s the most expedient thing, and thou knowest well enough
that I am reputed to be something of a psychologist, and what
remember
it
immediately, than to say immediately, I shall never
Seriousness
consists precisely in having this honest
forget.
suspicion of thyself, treating thyself as a suspicious character,
as a
capitalist treats an insolvent person, to whom he says, 'Very
well 5 but these great promises are of no use, I would rather have
a small part of the sum
immediately/ And so it is also here. Ah,
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it
understands what
it
courtier or the
signifies to
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yo
is
remember
silence
So
it is
of the
become
As has
does not speak in the Church, nor does she talk
at home about religion, she keeps silent. Neither is she like an
absent-minded person, far away in other regions. Thou dost sit
1
WHliam the Silent, Prince of Orange.
description do not forget to
been
said, she
71
talking to her, and sitting there for all thou art worth, thou dost
say to thyself, 'She is silent. What does this silence mean?' She
tends to her house, she is perfectly alert and attentive, as if with
her whole soul, to even the least little insignificant thing; she is
joyful, sometimes full of jest and merriment, almost more than
the children she is the joy of the home
and as thou dost sit with
all thy might looking at her, thou wilt say to
thyself, 'What does
this silence
to
whom
she
thinking about, tell me what it is.' She does not tell it directly;
at the most she might perhaps say evasively, 'Come along then to
Church next Sunday* and then she talks of other things. Or she
says, 'Promise me to read a sermon aloud to me on Sunday'
and then she talks of other things. What does this silence mean?
What does it mean? Well, let us not probe farther into that;
if she does not tell anything directly to her husband, how could
we outsiders expect to get to know anything ? No, let us not probe
farther into that, but let us bear in mind that this silence is precisely what we have need of if God's Word is to acquire a little
power over men.
Oh, if one might (as surely one is justified in doing from a
Christian point of view), if, in view of the present situation of the
world, of life as a whole, one might Christianly say, It is a sickand if I were a physician, and someone asked me, 'What
ness*
dost thou think must be done ?', I should answer, *The first, the
unconditional condition of doing anything, and therefore the
first thing to be done is, procure silence 3 introduce silence, God's
Word cannot be heard, and if, served by noisy expedients, it is
to be shouted out clamorously so as to be heard in the midst of the
*
din,
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for increasing the noise, for spreading abroad, with the greatest
the meaningless
possible speed, and on the greatest possible scale,
racket. Indeed, the apogee has almost been attained communication has just about reached the lowest point, with respect to its
and contemporaneously the means of communica:
importance;
tion have pretty nearly attained the highest point, with respect
to quick and overwhelming distribution. For what is in such
haste to get out, and on the other hand what has such widespread
distribution as ... twaddle? 1 Oh, procure silence!
And this is what woman can do. very extraordinary superior-
ity is
required
upon men
if
but,
man by
his presence
would impose
woman
silence
can do
it;
within her limits, in her own circle 3 provided she desires to do it,
not selfishly, but serving humbly a higher aim.
Truly nature has not showed partiality for women, no, nor
Christianity either. Well, after all, it
fore womanly, within one's own limit
is
own significance, to be
power. So there are various ways for a woman to exercise power
by her beauty, by her charm, by her talents, by her active imaginashe may also try in a noisy way to
tion, by her happy temper
to have one's
become
frail
73
the other hand, there is one thing, which if thou didst forget to
introduce it into thy house, thy home, the most important matter
that is, Silence! Silence! Silence is not a definite
is lacking
something, for it does not consist simply in not speaking. No,
silence is like the subdued light in the cosy room, like friendliness
it is not a
in the humble chamber
thing one remarks upon, but
it is there, and it exercises its beneficent influence.
Silence is like
the note, the ground-note, which is not made conspicuous; it is
called the ground-note just because it is underlying.
But this silence thou canst not introduce into the house as thou
dost summon, for example, a man to hang the curtains; no, if
silence is to be introduced, it has to do with thy presence, or witl\
the way in which thou art present in thy house, thy home. And
when thus by thy presence year after year thou hast steadily
introduced silence into thy house, in time this silence will remain
there also in thine absence as a witness unto thee, finally, alas, as
a memento of thee.
There is an adjective which characterizes the trait which is
decisive for women. Great as the differences may be between
one woman and another, this one thing is required of every
woman, no opulence conceals, no poverty excuses the lack of this;
it is like the
badge of authority worn by civil officials there are
personal distinctions, one man being in command, as a person
highly esteemed in the community, the other being the most
inconsiderable, a very subordinate person in the community;
but one thing they have in common, the badge of authority. This
trait is homeliness
'wifely homeliness*, in the best and most
favourable sense of the word. It is woman's character, just as it is
regarded as man's character to be a character. The countless hosts
of women, with all these manifold and manifoldly diversified
diversities, all of them should have in common one thing, as all
have
this in
homeliness.
common
women
woman
truly be said of her that in this fine sense she is homely, all honour
to her, I bow to her as profoundly as to a queen. And on the
other hand, in case the queen does not possess homeliness, she is
And
for that
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we may bestow upon her in addition
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matter
all
sorts of talents,
and
talents,
Homeliness
With
this
is
word we make
to
The young
it is she who creates the home.
to be married, we nevertheless rank
never
even
she
were
if
girl,
in accordance with the measure of her feminine worth homeliness.
But silence introduced into the house is the homeliness of eternity.
woman, art to introduce this silence, learn
However, if thou,
it from thyself, and then thou mayest school others in it. Thou
must take good care, must find time for thyself, and though thou
hast so much to attend to, ah (here we have it again), thou art a
homely body, and when one has a homely way of dealing with
time, one can find time enough. This thou must be careful about.
Man has so much to attend to, so much to do with noisy things,
cession that really
Attend well
For
much
to this
became
talkative
maybe! But
to
become
silent
that
is
surer.
II
CHRIST
THE WAY
IS
Acts
Ascension
12
Day
THE PORTION OF SCRIPTURE APPOINTED FOR THE EPISTLE IS WRITTEN IN THE FIRST
CHAPTER OF THE ACTS OF THE APOSTLES BEGINNING WITH THE FIRST VERSE
of God.
commanded them
go Into heaven.*
PRAYER
O Lord Jesus Christ, who didst behold Thy fate in advance and yet didst not draw
back;
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and lowliness didst bear the sin of the world, being ever a sufferer,
until, hated, forsaken, mocked, and spat upon, in the end deserted even by God,
Thou didst bow Thy head in the death of shame oh, but Thou didst yet lift it up
it is true, victorious over Thine
again, Thou eternal victor, Thou who wast not,
after in poverty
enemies in
this life,
but in death wast victorious even over death; Thou didst lift up
Thou who art ascended to heaven Would that we
Thy
CHRIST
is
IS
is
THE WAY
His own word, so
it
surely
must
be truth.
must be
truth.
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IS
THE WAY
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Christ, this
narrow way,
is
narrow at the
very beginning.
to think that
born in a
it is
not a
human being
wrapped
that here
in rags, laid in a
He was
But
as
He
to lay
His head.
8o
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his
upon Him,
relief only,
to travel,
aspire to
Narrow way!
The way is narrow from the very beginning; for from the very
beginning He knows His fate. Oh, frightful weight of suffering,
from the very beginning! There have been many, many who
buoyantly, almost exultantly, went forth to war with the world,
hoping that they should conquer. It did not come to pass as they
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IS
THE WAY
81
at the instant
when
is
Yes, the way is narrow, from the very beginning; for He knows
from the very beginning that His work is to work against Himself.
Ah, the way can well be narrow even where thou art at liberty to
employ all thy powers to press through, where the opposition is
1
wonder
if the
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without thee;
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but when thou must employ all thy powers
to
work
against thyself that is if it were far too little to say that the way
is narrow, rather it is
impassable, barred, impossible, crazy! And
yet it is the way to which applies the saying that Christ is the
way, it is just as narrow as this. For the True and the Good
which He wills if he does not relinquish them, if He labours
for
them with
all
And
destruction.
narrow a way!
And Ms way
way
will
become
On the other
easier
and
at the last
one triumphs
in this life.
it
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IS
THE WAY
83
gives himself air (so as not to perish), while he is struggling for air
so as not to perish. *I am come to cast fire upon the earth, and
how I would that it were already kindled!*
shall I describe
How
this suffering?
this fire!
And
yet this
is
For what are one hundred thousand men compared with the whole
race! and what is it to be blown up together compared with the
fire which Christ was to kindle, which on exploding would
separate in dissension father and son, son and father, mother and
daughter, daughter and mother, the mother-in-law and the
daughter-in-law, the daughter-in-law and the mother-in-law
and where the danger is not that of death but the loss of eternal
blessedness! *I am come to cast fire upon the earth, and how I
would that it were already kindled! However, the moment has
not yet come, the terrible moment, though the not less terrible
moment is the moment before, when a man sighs, 'Oh, would it
were come to pass!'
*O faithless and perverse generation! how long shall I be with
1
a sick
man
come not
He
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painfully.*
He said to Judas,
only quickly
It is as
when
man
my
strength
quickly P
Then
may be
sapped,
may be no
longer myself
hence,
'What thou
He
rises
doest, do quickly!*
from the table and goes out
Gethsemane. Here
to the
Garden of
He
be done/
Then Judas
then
He
is
quiet weather, when all goes smoothly, a little bit of some sort
of justice is done; but whenever the situation is extraordinary
human justice!
human culture, what really distinguishes
thee from that which thou dost most abhor: from lack of culture,
the vulgarity of t^ie crowd? It is the fact that thou doest the same
as they, only with attention to the form, not to do it with unoh,
it
is
over.
One
WAY
CHRIST IS THE
85
followers in the strictest sense, the blood-witnesses,
thou wilt find faint intimations of this same
experience.
who were
They
God and upon God's assistance, then there comes
the last when the sigh is to this effect: 'God hath
moment
at
forsaken me, so ye are right, ye mine enemies, exult not, for all
that I have said was not true, it was a delusion, now it is shown
to
be such
O my
how
are one,
He
last
clean through.
Then He dies.
hearer, remember now what
My
ning: this
is
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is indeed in the narrow way. Therefore doubtless the Ascension should be talked about, and about Christ as the way to it
oh, but as for the Ascension, that is so easy to go through with,
if only we reach that point, and the last way in the world to reach
it is
by wanting merely
to think
if
thou
He
eternal
Conqueror!
My hearer,
is
in
which way
art
thou walking ?
also
tell
Remember
(as I
pious man has said that it costs a man just as much trouble,
or even more, to go to hell as to get into heaven. That also is a
narrow way, the way of perdition; but Christ is not that way,
neither does it lead to heaven. There is anguish and torment
enough upon this way, and to that extent the way is truly narrow,
the way of perdition, the way which, in contrast to the other ways
about which we have been speaking (the way which at the beginning is narrow and becomes easier and easier, and the narrow
narrower), is recognizable by
seems so easy, and becomes more
and more terrible. For it goes so easily to join in the dance of
pleasure but when it has gone on apace, and it is pleasure which
dances with man against his will
that is a heavy dance! And it
is so easy to
audacious speed, one
give rein to the passions
until passion, having taken
scarcely can follow it with the eye!
the bit in its teeth, goes with a still more audacious speed
the
man himself is not audacious enough to look where they are
carries him forcibly along with it! And it is so easy to
going!
a
sinful thought to slip into the heart
no seducer is so
permit
it
pays
it
costs nothing
until at the
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IS
THE WAY
87
when thou must pay dear for this first which did not
anything; for when the sinful thought has gained entrance, it
conclusion,
cost
.but then
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importance (who could doubt it?), and people became selfa time (as we can
important by doubting just as once upon
better understand, though we do not approve of it) they became
to the poor, so now
self-important by giving all their goods
true concept of 'merit'
(presumably in order to establish the
instead of the medieval misunderstanding which they abhorred)
And while they
people became self-important by doubting.
doubted everything, there was yet one thing beyond all doubt,
1
that by this ('one must doubt everything') they assured for
themselves anything but a doubtful, nay, an exceedingly sure
with great honour and repute among
position in society, along
air of
men.
So some doubted. But then again there were some who sought
by reasons to refute doubt. Really, however, the situation is
this: the first thing was that they sought by reasons to prove
the truth of Christianity, or to adduce reason in support of it.
And these reasons they begat doubt, and doubt became the
consists in 'followstronger. For the proof of Christianity really
felt the need of reasons;
So
with.
did
That
they
away
they
ing'.
but these reasons, or the fact that there are reasons, is already a
doubt and so doubt arose and thrived upon the reasons.
They did not observe that the more reasons one adduces, the
more one nourished doubt and the stronger it becomes, that to
present doubt with reasons with the intent of slaying it is like
giving to a hungry monster one wants to be rid of the delicious
food it likes best. No, doubt at least if one intends to slay it
must not be presented with reasons, but one must do like Luther,
sort of
command it to keep its mouth shut, 2 and to the same end keep
own mouth clean and bring forth no reasons.
one's
Those, on the other hand, whose lives were marked by 'following' had no doubt about the Ascension. And why not ? First
of all, because their lives were too full of effort, too much sacrificed in daily suffering, to be able to sit in idleness and deal with
reasons and doubts, odds or evens. The Ascension was a sure
thing to them, but they were accustomed perhaps even more
because their life
rarely to think about it or to dwell upon it
1
One of S. K.'s earliest philosophical works (left unfinished and unpublished)
was Johannes Climacus^ or da omnibus dnbitandum est (1842-3), ridiculing, not
Descartes, but the followers who blindly exalted this maxim.
2
e.g. Werke, xlvii. 337 f.
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IS
THE WAY
89
in the
whence
it
respect to "following'* I
in this respect my life has not been strenuous enough, that I have
too easy a life, that I have spared myself the danger of witnessing
for the truth and against falsehood.* Only do thus But above all,
do not become important in thine own eyes by doubting. There
!
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go
is
no
moved
not permit thyself to doubt, but wilt say humbly, 'Will God be so
which is spared almost entirely
gracious as to treat me as a child
the sufferings of a "follower", and then at least I will not be a
naughty boy who on top of everything else doubts the Ascension.'
esteemed
part in
which
the same time the Ascension
chancing to think of
it
is
in
doubt and
sayest,
'An
suppose,
soul).
life is
when thou
Ill
IT
IS
THE
SPIRIT
Acts
THAT
2,
Pentecost
12,
GIVETil LIFE
And when
filled
are not
PRAYER
Thou Holy
Ghost,
fresh
Thou
from
go to the heart.
way one
on holy days in our churches, but to the way
they talk on week-days, and for the matter of that
on Sundays outside of church, thou wilt scarcely find any-
My
talks
also
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it is
believes in spirit. Or he
that strong spirit (for allurements, yes), that powerful spirit (for
delusions, yes), that ingenious spirit (for deceits, yes); that spirit
which Christianity calls an evil spirit so that, in consideration of
this, it is
having forsaken God, is again, according to Christianity's teachso that in view of this it is by no means anying, an evil spirit
he
believes in when he believes in this spirit;
thing very lofty
but yet he believes in spirit.
On the other hand, as soon as the talk is about a holy spirit
how many, dost thou think, believe in it? Or when the talk is
how many, dost
about an^evil spirit which is to be renounced
thou think, believe in such a thing ?
How does this come about ? Is it perhaps because the situation
becomes too serious when it is a holy spirit ? For the spirit of the
age, the world-spirit, and such-like, I can talk about, believe in,
and thereby I do not exactly need to think of anything definite,
it is a sort of a
spirit, but I am by no means bound by what I say;
and not to be bound by what one says is something people set
store by: how often one hears, *I will say this or that, but I will not
be bound by my word.' But when it is a question of a Holy Spirit,
and of believing in a Holy Spirit, one cannot talk without binding
oneself, and then not without binding oneself to this Holy Spirit
evil spirit
this is too serious, that there is a
and also (to render seriousness
oh, seriousness!
how serious! Yes, he who
secure) that there is an evil spirit
believes in the spirit of the age and in the
world-spirit, he to be
Holy
Spirit
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SPIRIT
GIVETH
LIFE
95
but this
is
Apostles.
as
My
vain.
hearer.
There
nothing whatsoever
to
in
in
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96
So
is
it
it
is
To what feeling
What does
feeling?
giveth
life.
Give us iffe, more life, that the vital feeling may expand in me, as
though all of life were gathered together in my breast!
But might this be what Christianity is, this dreadful error ? No,
no! This bestowing of life in the Spirit is not a direct increment
of the natural life of man, immediately continuous with this oh,
it is a
blasphemy, oh, horror, thus to take Christianity in vain
new life. A new life, yes, and this is no mere phrase, as when the
word is used for this or that, whenever something new begins to
for (observe this
stir in us; no, a new life, literally a new life
well !) death comes in between, this thing of being dead ; and a
life on the other side of death, yes, that is a new life.
Death comes in between, that is Christ's teaching, thou must
!
'
is
that
which
the
is
first
But die
first
that gives us pause!
the Spirit which giveth life. Yes, it giveth life through
death. For as it is said in an old hymn which would comfort the
survivors for the loss of the deceased, 'With death we began to
live*, so In a spiritual sense it is true that the communication of
the life-giving Spirit begins with death. Think of to-day's
It is
It was indeed a
Spirit which makes alive which on this
day was poured out upon the Apostles and verily it was also a
life-giving Spirit, as is shown by their life, by their death, whereof
we have witness in the history of the Church, which came into
existence precisely by the fact that the Spirit which giveth life was
communicated to the Apostles. But what was their condition
before this? Ah, who like the Apostles could teach what it is to
festival!
It is
time to remark that, although dt and afd both, mean simply to die, the
be used metaphorically, as S. K. does here, in the
perfect.
world.
An
English translation
is
necessarily im-
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SPIRIT
GIVETH LIFE
97
own power
or in
human
human
confidence in their
assistance.
nothing a
man
obliged
those old tales about what a man in more ancient times has experienced in the way of heart-felt sufferings, which these untried,
sagacious times of ours will regard as a fable, possessing at most a
little
poetical value. Let us take an example, and to this end let
me choose a subject about which we men talk so much and which
employs us so much, I mean love. For love precisely is one of the
strongest and deepest expressions of selfishness. So then think of
a lover! 1 He saw the object, and thereupon he fell in love. And
this object then became his eyes' delight and his heart's desire.
And
desire!
l
The lover* is S. K. and Regina is *the object'. Anyone who knows S, K. from
his Journals will recognize (as his contemporaries could not) how intimately personal
this whole paragraph is. In one of his earliest books, Fear and Trembling* he had
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command was
it
was
My
compassion upon
let it be taken from rneP Thou canst well understand
him; his selfishness would be wounded very deeply indeed by
being deprived of the object, but he recognized justly that his
selfishness would be still more deeply wounded if the requirement
was that he should deprive himself of it. My hearer, let us go
or at least
take the 'object' also into account. So then this object, which he
had desired, which he grasped, of which he is in possession, his
which he must
eyes' delight and his heart's desire, this object
let go, ah, his eyes' delight and his heart's desire, this object, let us
assume for the sake of illuminating more strongly the pain of
dying to it, this object is of the same opinion as he, that it would
to
sunder
it
of Abraham,
when God
required that
Abraham
any
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SPIRIT
GIVETH
LIFE
99
a question of death, it is then all over with, but with this
7
thing of 'dying from it is by no means all over with, for he does not
.
the deceased
die, there lies perhaps a long life before him
it is
This is what it means to die. But before the Spirit can come which
life thou must first die. Ah, sometimes when for a
day or
fiveth
>r a longer period I have felt so indisposed, so
so
weary,
incapacitated, so (this indeed is the way we express it) almost as if I were
dead, then I too sighed within myself, 'Oh bring me life, life is
what I need!' Or when perhaps I am taxed beyond my strength
and discover, so I think, that I can hold out no longer; or when
for a while it has been as if I had only misfortune in everything,
and I sank down in despondency then I have sighed within
myself, 'Life, bring me life!' But from this it does not follow
that Christianity is of the opinion that this is what I need. Suppose it held another opinion and said, 'No, first die completely;
thy misfortune, that thou dost yet cling to life, to thy life
callest a torment and a burden, die completely!'
I have seen a man sink almost into despair, I have also heard him
cry out, 'Bring me life, life, this is worse than death which puts an
end to life, whereas I am as dead and yet not dead I am not a severe
man ; if I knew any assuaging word, I should be very willing to
comfort and cheer the man. And yet, and yet it is perfectly
possible that what the sufferer had need of was really something
else, that he needed harder sufferings. Harder sufferings ! Who
is the cruel one who ventures to
hearer, it
say such a thing ?
is Christianity, the teaching which is offered at a selling-out price
under the name of gentle comfort, whereas it yes, verily, it is
the comfort of eternity and for ever, but indeed it must take a
rather hard hold. For Christianity is not what we men, both
thou and I, are only too prone to make of it, it is not a quack.
this
is
which thou
'
My
is
at
your
quack
remedy, and bungles everything. Christianity waits before
applying its remedy, it does not heal every wretched little ailment
by means of eternity this clearly is an impossibility as well as a
it heals
self-contradiction
by means of eternity and for ever
when the sickness is such that eternity can be applied that is to
say, to this end thou must first die. Hence the severity of Chriswhich
tianity, in order that it may not itself become twaddle (into
we men are so prone to transform it), and in order that it may not
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begun
had had the heart to beat that team of horses especially, which
were to him (such a thing may well be true) like the apple of his
is that cruel, or is it
eye
loving ? Is it cruel to be (if one will)
cruel when this is absolutely the only thing that can save from
destruction or help one through ? So it is with dying (at afdge).
My hearer. Then, then cometh the life-giving Spirit. When ?
Why, when this has come to pass, when thou art deceased (afdad)\
for as it is said, *If we be dead with Christ, we shall also live with
Him*, so also it may be said, *If we are to live with Him, we must
also die with
the
first
has
it is
Spirit.
But it comes,
it
spirit.
faith
which
is
Holy
THE
SPIRIT
GIVETH
when
LIFE
in the use
101
of words,
it is
we
not
conquer.
And next the Spirit brings Hofey hope in the strictest Christian
sense, this hope which is hope against hope. For in every man
there is a spontaneous (immediate) hope, in one man it maybe
more vitally strong than in another, but in death (i.e. when thou
dost die from) every such hope dies and transforms itself into
it is in fact death
hopelessness. Into this night of hopelessness
we are describing comes then the life-giving Spirit and brings
hope, the hope of eternity. It is against hope, for according to that
merely natural hope there was no hope left, and so this is hope
against hope. The understanding says, *No, there is no hope* ;
thou, however, art dead to thine understanding, and in so far as
that is the case it holds its peace, but if in any way it gets a chance
to put in a word again, it will begin at once where it left off,
and it will surely deride this new hope, the
'there is no hope*
the
as
shrewd and understanding men who were
Spirit's gift, just
at
derided the Apostles and said that
Pentecost
gathered together
they were full of new wine, just so will it deride thee and say to
thee, 'Thou must have been drunk when such a thing occurred to
there is none
thee, at least thou must have been out of thy wits'
closer to knowing that than the understanding, and that is very
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to decease is also
understanding])?- said by the understanding, for
to die to the understanding, and the life-giving Spirit's hope is
to drive one
against the hope of the understanding. *It is enough
to despair' , says the understanding, 'however, that one can
understand. But that on the other side of this (the fact that there
that is,
is no
there should be a new hope, yea, the hope
hope)
I call
myself understanding, that is madness/ But
the Spirit which giveth life (which the 'understanding* does not
do) declares and bears witness: "The hope" is against hope.'
thou who perhaps to the point of desperation art fighting
it
which makes
hopelessly and in vain to find hope, it is this, is not,
thee indignant, that in thine opinion thou canst absolutely
the stupidest
victoriously make it evident even to a child or to
man that for thee there is no hope; and perhaps it is precisely
this that embitters thee, that they will contradict this. Well then,
entrust thyself to the Spirit, for with it thou canst talk, it acknowledges at once that thou art in the right, it says, 'That is quite right,
and to me it is very important that this be insisted upon, for it is
precisely from this that I, the Spirit, educe the proof that there is
as surely as
hope hope against hope/ Canst thou require more ? Canst thou
think of any treatment better adapted to thy situation in suffering ?
It is granted that thou art in the right, that there is no hope; thou
hast got the justice thou didst demand, and thou didst demand
also to be what thou now art, to be spared all this prattle, all these
loathsome grounds of consolation, thou art permitted, to thy
great content, to be as sick as thou wilt without being disturbed
by quacks, thou art permitted to do that which ends pain and
quiets unrest, to turn away thy face and die, liberated from the
baleful medical treatment of those who cannot bring new life but
strive painfully to keep thee alive or hinder thee from dying
and
in addition to all this thou dost get the 'hope* which is against
:
gift.
clear
name
to this,
THE
when
in love to
SPIRIT
GIVETH
LIFE
103
God
And
fact this is
exactly true!), was disappointed so often, so
had to learn to know men from quite a different side,
(if in
bitterly, I
and therefore
always afoot with much talk about this young, full, loving,
friendly heart of youth, such a one is hardly to be found) who was
justified in saying, 'I have so learned to know men that I am sure
then it was Christ's Apostles!
they do not deserve to be loved*
And
find in
is
hated, that
in this world,
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104
God
them
My
seem
I do it, however, advisedly and intenthink that in this way it will make a truer
tionally,
because
pair of horses that held their heads so proudly, whose glance was so
fiery, whose gait was so handsome, no other pair of horses that
could hold out so long, though it were to trot for more than a
How
what it is to drive.
So it is with us men. Oh, when I think of myself and of the
countless men I have learnt to know, I have often said to
myself
despondently, *Here are talents and powers and capacities
enough but the coachman is lacking,* Through a long period
THE
of time,
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GIVETH LIFE
105
we men, from
heaven
verily, that
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pair of horses could trot, even if it were for a score of miles or more,
without being pulled up to give them breath, so these ran, they
ran at one stretch for three score years and ten without getting
out of harness, without being pulled up anywhere; no, proud as
they were in humility before God, they said, *It is not for us to lie
down and dawdle on the w ay, we come to a stop first ... at
eternity!* It was Christianity that had to be put through; so they
r
put
it
through, yea, that they did; but they also were well driven,
Holy
were
Spirit
Spirit, Thou
in need of,
who
dost
to this Present
Second Series
by
S.
Kierkegaard
Copenliagen
1876
Time
CONTENTS
L Becoming
II.
Sober.
Christ as Pattern, or
No man
PREFACE
know, and I know only too well, how true It Is that the world wants to
be deceived. In view of this I might perhaps have some hesitation in making public
Well do
do when I write, shuts his door, reads for himthe truth, that I have not in the remotest way
thought of wishing to approach him impertinently or to talk about him to others,
inasmuch as I have been thinking only about myself; when he reads this as an Individual, so that it does not occur to him In the remotest way to think of anyone but
himself then verily I need not fear that he might be angry with me for offering this
advice.
For what is it to be or to will to be the single Individual ? It Is to have and to will
to have a conscience. But how could a man of conscience be angry at anyone for
giving him true advice ? He might rather be angry at the contrary. What wouldst
thou say: is it insulting to treat a person not merely as a rational being but as a man
of conscience to whom one declares the true position of affairs ? I should think It
would be Insulting if one with the conceit of being shrewd were to treat a person like
a child who could not endure to learn the truth, or like a fool whom one can induce to
believe anything merely by nattering him j I should think that to hide the truth, to
deceive, would be an insult to the person who Is thus treated, and that the deceived
person is most deeply insulted when he Is pleased at being deceived.
dear reader, read aloud if possible. If thou wilt do this, let me thank thee ;
if thou wilt not only do this thyself but prompt others to do so, let me thank each
one severally, and thank thee again and again.
self, fully
convinced, as indeed
My
as I
it is
BECOMING SOBER
PRAYER
in heaven, Thou art a spirit, and they that worship Thee must worship
in spirit and in truth
but how in spirit and in truth if we are not sober, even
FATHER
Thee
if
we are
striving to be?
invoked that
it
(this is
profit), oh, that first it
it first
When
MY
hearer.
filled for
the
the Apostles
first
here;
Apostles,
is
drunk*
ii4
the Christian mind is not that the first holds one opinion and
the second another; no, the difference always is that they hold
that what the one
opinions which are diametrically opposite,
calls good the other calls evil, what the one calls love the other
calls selfishness, what the one calls godliness the other calls
the one calls drunkenness the other calls
ungodliness, what
drunken man, the 'Apostle', who
is
It
precisely the
sobriety.
finds it necessary to press upon a sober world (as I can imagine
1
my
anybody,
for I stick to what's certain.
believe only what can be proved
I stick to what's certain, and therefore I have nothing to do in
the remotest way with all those high-flown notions about otherworldliness, about eternity, and all that which the parsons (not for
make women and children and simple folks believe;
knows what one has, but not what one is going to get
this is what I stick to. I stick to what 's certain. Therefore I never
nothing)
for one
game
the coldest and calmest and clearest intelligence.* Yet the Apostle
*Thou art drunken;
says, *Be sober!' and therewith he implies,
if only thou couldst see thyself, perceive that with
man,
unhappy
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115
And
it is
about
this
we would
speak, about
BECOMING SOBER
When
in a
distinction
is
made between
n6
Himself,
follow
BECOMING SOBER
ness
No
It Is true
enough
117
forth, to
go forward,
to venture
be probable thou
determined to go
in God's name. Good fortune
og
reliance
this is deterrent;
and
just as
no
living
tempting God.
myself; but
It is I that
want *good
Christianity and
say,
moment
days', I that
want
to spare
I
invert
|vf ora
Christianity, p. 71.
is
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tempting God. Fie upon me Should I who am
should I presume to tempt God?' And should
!
cunning
rascal
when by
119
a Christian
I
this
who am
means
slip
out from all effort, and at the same time, at a bargain price, slip
into the reputation of being a god-fearing, pious Christian ?
No, no, it is not thus Christianly, it shall stand fast
my
God, support me, that I may be able to make it fast, for this shall
stand fast, the fact that this, precisely this, is Christianity, to venture in reliance upon God, to let go of probability, and that one
who would be a Christian can be exempted from this only by a
O my God, do
humiliating admission! This shall stand fast!
Thou make it fast: that as Christianity abominates whoring,
murder, thieving, and everything else that can defile a man, it
recognizes still another sort of defilement, namely, paltry shrewdness, effeminate common sense, and shabby servitude to pro-
about them, that they shall not inherit the kingdom of God. Yes,
truly Christianity abominates and regards as defilement what the
world extols and regards as the highest thing, to behave always
shrewdly; and Christianity abominates this defilement as when
but this
it first entered into the world it abominated idolatry
deification of shrewdness in our times is precisely the idolatry of
our times, Christianity's abomination. Not as though Christianity
had any objection to shrewdness regarded as a talent, as a gift.
No, far from it Neither does Christianity ignore how difficult it
is when one is shrewd to have to refrain from acting shrewdly.
Oh, it is difficult, and seldom is one to be seen who having become
!
it
up
entirely
and how
far
more
difficult
how
This
is
a sigh
hard
it
was
give himself.
for
for S.
him
no
'
it
With a
woman,
like the
namely, probability.
We
obligation.
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121
as
clear, it has in truth never become clarified. The man who inquires
about the probable, and about that alone, in order that he may attach himself to that, does not inquire which is the right and which
the wrong, which is the good and which is the evil, which is the
true and which is the false
no, he inquires indifferently, 'Which
for whether it be true is a
is the probable, that I may believe it
matter of indifference, or at least of minor importance which is the
whether
probable, that I may attach myself to it and keep to it
it be evil, whether it be wrong, is a matter of indifference, or at
least of minor importance, if only it Is the probable or that which
offers probability of attaining power/ Knowledge of the probable,
the deeper it is, does not in a deeper sense lead a man to himself,
is
but farther and farther away from his deeper self; it is only in the
sense of selfishness that it brings him nearer and nearer to himself
this is what the merely human view calls sobriety Christianity
calls it drunkenness.
To come to oneself in self-knowledge. In self-knowledge. For
in all other knowledge thou art away from thyself, forgetful of
thyself, absent from thyself. This, however, is what the merely
human view calls sobriety* To forget oneself, to come not to but
:
in understanding.
122
&c. precisely
3
this is called
BECOMING SOBER
is
to
123
become sober;
thing
To become
obligation.
And so
can
it is
is
language, and
in figurative
if
Ask
124
arm which
now
horse stands still, for in the latter case this means merely that it is
not going, and there is no art required for that; whereas in the
first case, to stand still is an act, an effort, the most strenuous
effort,
still.
and
and
it
stands absolutely
Let
thing. In daily
it
perfectly well may be blowing a
being
is
little, or there may be at least a slight breeze, it
only what in a
way we call still weather. But hast thou never noticed another
comes
its
to the
still
weather, though
?
Just before a thunder-storm comes up there
such a stillness; it is of a different sort entirely;
not a leaf stirs, not a breath of air, it is as though all nature stood
still, although in fact a slight, almost imperceptible shudder passes
through everything. What does the absolute stillness of this
imperceptible shudder signify? It signifies that the absolute is
and the horse's absolute stillness,
expected, the thunder-storm
sort of stillness
sometimes
is
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125
horse, but
in its
what is Christianity ?
sand parsons!
Yet I have never seen any one of
say,
what
would not
whom
could venture to
126
that since their lives express only this thing of 'to a certain
degree', their Christianity is after all not really Christianity;
others whose lives express only this thing of *to a certain degree*
is all
right, that
how it
This
tale
in one of the
in
of the candidate
who
'seeks*
was
it is
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127
history,
He
and chooses for his text the words of the Apostle, *Lo, we have
left all and followed Thee.* Upon this text he speaks pithily and
forcefully; he shows that, especially in view of the movements of
these times, the minister of the Word must now be prepared to
and the very
sacrifice everything, though it were life and blood
reverend speaker knows that the young man he installs (yes, as
I have said, we can very well understand the young man, for that
is human ; but we cannot so well understand the Dean) happened
to be desirous of withdrawing because the living was a few
hundred
pulpit.
little.
Thereupon the new parson mounts the
the Gospel for the day, upon which he is to preach,
dollars too
And
128
he
is
'It
was a
really an orator.'
capital
We
better myself.
Yes, in truth, by putting myself seriously to the test I have been
obliged to admit that in case I were contemporaneous with one
whose life expressed the fact that he first sought the kingdom of
God, and so expressed the absolute, and that he absolutely related
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SOBER
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to
the
himself
absolute, or that he was 'spirit', lost to, a stranger to,
dead to all temporal, finite, earthly motives I could not
keep up
with him, every instant I should lose my
patience and be tempted
to call him a drunkard, him who is the
only sober one.
For the true situation is this.
men' are all of us more or
less drunken. But with us it is as with a man who is
full, but not
entirely full, so that he has not lost consciousness, no, he has just
the consciousness that he is slightly full, and
just for this reason
he is careful to hide this from others, if possible from himself.
What does he do then ? He seeks something to hold on to, thus
he walks close to the houses, and so walks straight without
turning
a sober man. But across an
dizzy
open square he will not venture to walk, for thus it would be revealed, what he himself knows,
that he is full. So It is, spiritually understood, with us men.
have a suspicion of ourselves, we know fairly well within ourselves that we are not thoroughly sober. But then shrewdness
and common sense and discretion come to our aid, so that by this
the finite. And then
help we can get something to hold on to
we walk straight and with confidence, without turning dizzy
We
We
we
reason we hide among finite things, as Adam hid among the trees),
or In case we were to cast a glance Infinitely at the Infinite
(yet
we keep ourselves from doing this, it Is for this reason we busily
employ our eyes upon errands In the service of finitude) in case
the absolute were to cast a glance at us or we at it, then it would
be revealed that we are drunk. Such is the true situation. But
in our thieves' Latin we men
express It differently, we maintain
make me drunk/
I3
houses
Is
o
still
are a support
then
it is
man
full
This
is
Christianity's opinion.
intoxicates, but
keep
remain
it is
things,
narrow
alleys,
it is
are,
to
We chatter as nearly in
We
The
When the Apostles spoke on the first Pentecost they were never
their lives completely
precisely on that day,
had
the
absolute,
completely come to themselves in
they
expressed
mere instruself-knowledge before God as nothing, that is, as
from
delivered
and
to
His
hand
lost
ments in
every personal aim,
?
burnt out to sheer spirit, completely sober but derision said,
are full of new wine'; and the shrewd, sensible, discreet,
They
say,
They
are
drunk/
exactly the
is just drunkenness, whereas that is
that
this
contrary opinion,
sobriety which the shrewd, the common-sense, the discreet people
exemplify, taking care to keep their understanding, their knowing, at a due distance from their lives, or their lives at a due
'such
distance from it, not letting it acquire power over them
a thing could occur only to a lunatic or a drunkard'. For to 'know*,
that is pleasure; and no sensible .man, no cultured person, wants
to be ignorant of what the right thing is, he would be insulted
but to do
if anyone were to charge him with not knowing it
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131
is
a pleasure;
fore an"
it
leaves
me
entirely
unchanged
my
action
which changes
with our age it was generally in the right when it translated at once
Christian thought into action, which is the real Christian simplicity. For indeed in our age also they talk about the importance
of presenting Christianity simply, not elaborately, and grandiand about this subject they contend in the barter of
loquently
thought, they write books about it, it becomes a science all for
itself, perhaps one may ^even make a living out of it and become a
professor in this faculty, but they forget or ignore the fact that
the truly simple way of presenting Christianity is . ..to do it.
To do it, however, is an exertion, an exertion like the deatnthroe, it is in fact to 'die from* (afdse)^ but to depict Christian
.
132
truth, that is a
thou wilt at the
same time
doctrine*
is so decisively
important! In the possibility
easy; and merely as depicted or entertained as a
and expressed in
possibility it pleases: in reality it is so hard,
often
reality, or as action, it incites people against thee.
I have come back to this point! When thou seest an orator who
reverberate,
it
Christianity
Is
How
And this,
and hence
BECOMING SOBER
what he needs
being
In
35
such a
The
true situation
is
this.
And
That 's why we, the sober people, give warning not
against knowing and extending one's knowledge, but against
letting one's knowledge take the inward direction, for then it is
intoxicating/ This is thieves* Latin. It makes out that it is one's
knowing which intoxicates by thus taking the inward direction,
profitable.
way
it
one
is
134
all
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135
one
to
something
in a state
against himself.
Then there is one
136
to do,
is the
irresistibly, that self-denial
little
self-denial
existence
that surely
to be sober?
J
*For,
it
will
was not
self-denial.
is
Is this
what
it
means
it,
7
is
the art of words should essay to do it? Imagine now a man seized
by this notion, and he will then employ all the potentialities of
speech to depict the Saviour of the world. But to this end he must
have repose, says he, an environment favourable to this work; and
there must be nothing to disturb him, says he 5 and furthermore
he must be assisted by everything that can serve to keep him in
the humour. 1 So in a delightful region he chooses the most lovely
environment, and he beautifies everything with art and good
taste, and never has there been such allurement for any poet as
1
Here we can perceive that this 'example* is not imagined; it is S. K. himself, the
and not
poet, in whom the aesthetical, as he said, was not abolished by the religious
at -once dethroned. The Journals show that not long before this time he still talked
*I
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137
for
him
but
action,
is
warm,
full,
138
What
the
first
My
hearer.
'seriousness'
is
To become
this:
it is is
We
what does
not difficult;
is
it is
more
difficult to alter
To say
it.
most ludicrous
'exaggeration*.
becomes
professor,
ho, protests
that
it is
learning.
Is
it
the
number
Here S. K. has
which first revealed
1
in
to
the Corsair
the experience
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One
139
the head
of this mighty power, that one can plainly see; he protests that it
is out of love.
And with all this it is maintained with might and main that
Christianity exists, even that we are all Christians, so that Christianity surely never has flourished so luxuriantly. By what then
does one prove that Christianity exists ? Maybe by the fact that
there are i ,000 parsons ? Capital
so thus it is proved also that
'the Idle Hustler' 1 is not ridiculous, as has hitherto been
supposed;
no, he is in the right when he proves that he has a great deal of
And
business, proves it by the fact that he employs four clerks
yet the situation here is a different one. For at least the four clerks
are not in any way a refutation of his claim that he has a great deal
of business; but the existence of the 1,000 parsons is rather a
refutation of the existence of Christianity than a proof of it. For
what does it prove ? It proves that there are 1,000 livings, neither
more nor less. Is this Christianity ? Or will this help Christianity
to make its way in the world? Or will it not rather have the
!
do no harm.
*But
is it
man
it is
A character In
Holberg's
140
making
my
among us he
is
Perhaps
at
parsons are
1
The translation of this paragraph cannot but be awkward for the reason that the
Danish honorific address to the clergy is, like the sermon, not 'reverend' but 'worthy*
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not due to them. A parson in our days cannot lay claim to any other
reverence than that which pertains to every man in his own
profession, in proportion to his efficiency. If he is a distinguished
preacher very well then, there is due to him the same reverence
as to a distinguished physician, for
example, or artist, or actor,
&c.; the mediocre men rank with the mediocre; ordination cannot
decide anything personally, for when the ordained man's life is
completely secularized he cannot personally plead that he is ordained, rather might the actor, the artist, the physician, &c.,
demand that they also be ordained. Such is the situation in the
midst of Christendom, where people still sometimes doubt
whether an actor may be buried in consecrated ground, whereas
no doubt whatever is entertained as to how far the parsons have
a right to be buried in consecrated ground.
*But this then will bring everything to confusion/ Not at all,
the matter seems quite simple to me.
notion is this. Humble
before God, and for the rest childishly joyful and delighted, I am
fully convinced that it is the most honourable thing in the world
My
for a
man
to
work
So
I will
do
that.
I will,
to
preach Christianity
congregation to get
which. No, no, not only is it not dangerous, it
know which is
the only way to
is if I
that
to express this
I
14*
though
that
it
fenuine
stand afar
succeed in illuminating your glory, ye revered figures, in illuminating it ... at my expense! I shall never let everything coalesce
into one, as people do nowadays, and say: 'The doctrine, the
is the main
thing, it makes no difference if it is
rny career, whether one does it gratis, another for
money and station, one in voluntary poverty, another in the way
of a flourishing business, one for the sake of the sacrifice and its
perquisites, the other as himself sacrificed, all this is neither here
nor there, the doctrine, in fact, is and remains the same/ What
an abomination! What a lie! An abomination! They have distracted men's attention precisely from that which is really the
decisive thing. Or is there anyone who does not know in his heart,
know for himself and know along with all the others, that this,
precisely this, endlessly differentiates a man, namely, the question
objective teaching,
my livelihood,
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143
whether he
is
to obtain
!
My
be able to see
this for
him-
consequences
that
is
his
own
affair.
But this will be the conclusion of the matter, that we sober men
must come to the point of admitting where we are, and where
a 'doctrine', and
Christianity is. People say that Christianity is
the face
they go on to recount that 'this doctrine has transformed
H4-
of the earth*.
cunning! No,
never has any doctrine (served by what weighs it down and drags
it into finiteness,
by men of titular rank, namely, who are salaried
officials of the government) transformed the face of the world,
that is just as impossible as to make a kite rise by means of that
which pulls it down, the weight attached to it; never has any
doctrine, thus served, ever been able to stir up a little persecution,
is absolutely necessary if there is to be any question
of transforming the world. But that is a thing the person concerned takes good care to avoid. No, but Christianity was served
by witnesses for the truth who, instead of having profit from the
doctrine, and every sort of profit (and here is the decisive point
which made this doctrine something else than a doctrine), made
sacrifices for the doctrine and sacrificed everything it was served
by witnesses for the truth, who did not live on the doctrine,
along with a family, but lived and died for the doctrine. Thereby
Christianity became a power, the power which mastered and
transformed the world. Thus it was served for wellnigh three
hundred years; thereby Christianity became the power' in the
world. There was now, if I may say so, an immense capital investment accumulated; the only question was how it should be
employed. Alas, by this time there had already begun the retrogression, the illusion: instead of transforming the world, they
began to transform Christianity, Worldly shrewdness hit upon
the idea of turning the life of these witnesses, their sufferings,
their bipod, of turning it into money, or into honour and
prestige;
people shrewdly spared themselves suffering, but the fact that the
'departed* had suffered, the preachers turned to their own advantage. And in this they succeeded only too well; many centuries passed, and the good-natured, simple-hearted
people did
not notice what had occurred, that those whom one honoured and
glorified and rewarded in every way were not the 'departed* who
had made the sacrifice and got no thanks for it, but a cunning
tribe who took the thanks. And so it went on. And shrewdness
became more and more cunning in finding out new and newer,
cleverer and cleverer forms of the deceit, which spares me suffer-
which surely
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suffering.
trick of saying;
People have wanted to perform the astonishing
is an objective doctrine, it makes no difference how It
'Christianity
146
career
man who
is
known and
it is
impossible.
And
since, as is
readily understood,
and
go."
Substantially the same story was more tellingly told in the Journal.
translated it in
Kierkegaard* p. 533.
my
have
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my own wares too highly,
147
without praising
I venture to call
one of life's greatest comforts and pleasures, which serves to
It costs 50
mitigate sorrows and to give joys their proper zest?
dollars/
But
upon
'Why,
life,
is
peddling indulgences,
it
is
any obligations
tianity.
'And
live
And
the
here again
we
and the
last
first
are at a standstill.
Dying from
the world
is
word of
go there must be, either in one way or in another, some sense in it)
to make it go there must first be an admission that this preaching of Christianity which in a worldly way (with worldly arrangements,
livelihood
is
is
the
preacher'^
tianity,
doctrine'.
meaning
compared with genuine Christianity. It is far from
to say that for this cause such preaching is entirely without profit;
my
148
less offensive
less
The preaching
tremely depraved and depraving immorality.
of Christianity, or its preachers.* have long enough
both pecunilived off
arily and with respect to honours, titles, and dignities
. that there ha^e been those who sacrificed
of the fact
everything
for Christianity. This is no longer convincing to a
knowing
congregation. Speaking frankly, one cannot blame them for it.
How could a contradiction be capable of convincing? the
contradiction of hearing a man prove the truth of Christianity
by
the fact that there have been those who sacrificed
everything for
and of seeing that the preacher lives off of this, by
Christianity
the aid of it is in possession of earthly goods of various sorts.
.
BECOMING SOBER
which
in
situation
fact
is
when
a contradiction of the
proof.
there
149
The dangerous
knowledge in the preacher, and knowand mutual knowledge of this knowwilting to come out with it in speech, to
wish to preserve a loftier, a more solemn tone, the iintruthfulness
of which one is secretly conscious of; this is the
dangerous, the
demoralizing thing. The congregation has need of getting a
ledge
ledge
is
is
in the congregation,
then not to be
everyone
capable
of furnishing) of the truth, the admission, instead of
being fed
with protestations, which signify nothing to shrewd and
knowing
men. And surely the preacher also has need of getting the truth
clearly uttered, if only for the sake of doing people a little good.
And verily, according to my notion, he can do them much good,
if he is true in this fashion,
admitting that this really is not
Christianity if the preaching is to provide everything earthly for
himself and family, and that rather abundantly, if preaching is to
be his worldly career. So it is one of two: either there is real
renunciation of the earthly, in order with sacrifice and suffering
to preach Christianity; or one assures himself of the
the
earthly,
temporal, but makes then the admission that this preaching is not
properly Christianity. The first form one man has no right to
require of another, he has a right to require it of himself. The
other form we men have a right to require of one another; for,
after all, there must be truthfulness in the situation, and an end
must be put to this game of duplicity played by protestations
between knowing parties, which are therefore protestations made
by one who knows only too well how little protestations mean,
and made to those who know only too well how little protestations mean, and made with a suppression of the true state of
affairs.
1 5
And the
everything, for the sake of Christianity.'
Individual, continuing in the tranquil acquisition and possession
of the earthly, kept up, twenty, thirty, forty years in short, a
whole lifetime this protestation 'In case it were required of me,
I should be willing to leave all, to sacrifice everything, for the sake
of Christianity.' "in the meanwhile the world has beheld an
but none of the protesters
moral dissolution
almost
1
sacrifice
complete
he protested that in
man who never sue-
protestations,
clear
might
became
how
by
thing
mendaciously ascribing something to myself by means of protestations, or from defrauding you, ye glorious ones, of your rightful
due, the reward of admiration and gratitude for your life, your
deed, which ye bequeathed to the race, not that some shrewd
1
S. K. heard Bishop Mynster utter these words in a sermon, and he religiously
noted them in Ms Journal.
2 A
pky on words, for Eedrifur means also business ventures.
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people might turn it into money and suck-like, but that it might
prompt us men of a later time to imitation. I shall not *protest*.
If I am not capable of being a hero (which in every sense of the
word I doubtless am not) well then, at all events I shall not
.*; in other words, I shall not pretend that
protest that *in case
it is the fault of circumstances
(because they didn't require it of
me) that I do not show what a hero I am, I shall not pretend that
at bottom I am a hero, waiting merely for the occasion, while
my
life expresses the fact that I am (as I only too
readily find occasion
to be) just as greedy of money and just as greedy of honours as
every other man. No, if (as has been said) I am not capable of
being a hero, then it shall be made evident that I am not capable,
and that there is a lot of fudge in this */ case it is required*,
especially when the condition of the world is a moral dissolution
such as not even ancient times have seen, such as did not exist
even when Christianity came into the world, so that if no other
man will, I will vow, in the name of Christianity and of God,
.
'If there
haste!'
at least I shall
hold
am
more
to make if the protestations are abolished, perhaps they would
even make a little effort to recall the 'protestations'. For though
it is
the preachers
who employ
protestations,
it is
perhaps the
52
become too
serious.
to the
In
earlier
In
become too
preaching of Christianity in that way might readily
serious a thing for the Christian public. The requirement now is
therefore a different one. If thou wouldst have success in the
it is now required of thee
is
the
much
that thy life express pretty
preached,
opposite of what
or it is required that thy life, by expressing pretty much the
were something
public would become furious, as if Christianity
which had a right to put one's life under obligation, instead of
a consolation, a consolation, for example, for those
not been fortunate enough to attain rank
and title, Sec., in spite of their zealous effort to get it. As I have
said, this is not a subject for thee to talk about. No, try first to get
a high rank, procure then a few (or rather^ not a few, the more the
being as
it is
especially
who have
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upon
become the
public. The
preachers dare not yield) to deceive this Christian
*
world, which in every field requires security 3 has also taken pains
to secure itself against Christianity becoming through its preaching a power, a power which has the right to put a man's life under
obligation; and hence this world requires the reliable security
that the preacher's life makes preaching a punching of the air.
For the world wants to be deceived; it not only is deceived (ah,
then the thing would not be so dangerous), but it wants to be
*
154
treason and the true Christian as the most scurvy traitor against
humanity, a treason and a traitor which never can be punished
severely enough, It is also easy to see that Christianity, being the
thing which defines man as spirit, must so appear to everyone
who has not by *dying from* been reborn as 'spirit*.
Now I have never seen a single man about whom it could in the
remotest way occur to me to think that his life (for the 'protestations' must be stricken out) expressed the fact that he was dead
and had become spirit, just as little as I count myself to be such
a one. How in the world has it come about that entire states
we are
that there
is
Christian, that
Christianity,
do not say
it
lest attention
I,
yet no, I
Yet
am
if I
not
BECOMING SOBER
155
it
We
certain.
extol our age for the fact that Christianity is no
longer persecuted. That I can well believe: Christianity doesn't
exist. If it existed in its true form,
persecution would instantly
persecute this treason against humanity.
I understand this
capitally just because I am not spirit. I understand also that for this reason I can tranquilly invite the reader
to follow me, to confide himself to me; for I shall not cany the
and that
thing to a greater extreme than a little admission
hardly can be called treachery, except to those who are entirely
lost in untruth, and presumably stricken also with blindness, so
that they do not see what otherwise surely would help them, like
a corporal chastisement, to open their eyes to the fact that if the
we have put
by sheer
illusion?
In truth
156
myself
thing
fee!
know
and
Thy grace
so too in this age of mine, there have lived men who required that
we be Christians in a stricter sense with them I have never been
able to take part. No, to me this seemed a truer way: to take a
but then to concede that this
milder form, an accommodation
So
I come! Sober
is not
no, I feel that
Christianity.
properly
I am not that, for
only "spirit" is sober. But at all events I do not
come with a head completely muddled, drunk with the illusion
that this softened form was the true Christianity, nor drunk with
the self-conceit that, in contrast with this modified Christianity
in which the majority live under the name of Christians, I am the
true Christian
no, I come with this admission, and indeed it is
to Thy grace I come,
God This is not to be sober (for in that
case my life must have been far more strict, expressive of "spirit",
wilt, according to
and yet
whereas
and were
in existence in all
4
if
Christianity
were
in existence,
S. K. says also* because he was accustomed to insist especially upon the necessity of using 'grace in the first instance*, i.e, prevenlent grace, which, saves from
sinning, since he perceived that people were inclined rather to rely upon 'grace in
the second instance*, the grace which forgives sin already committed, and were taking
1
it
BECOMING SOBER
sands of parsons
admit that
there
Is
an
infinite difference
whole thing
157
this
to
this
relation to
becoming sober.
is
precisely
II
No
they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father
feedeth them. Are ye not much more than they ? Which
of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his
stature ? And why take ye thought for raiment ? Conside^
the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil n'
neither do they spin: and yet I say unto you, That ^vcn
Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which
shall he not
to-day is, and to-morrow is cast into the oven,
x6a
the
morrow
shall
itself.
No man
prehensible if the Gospel had said that no man should serve two
but that no man can do it is -not true ; the thing no man
masters
can do, on the contrary, is what the Gospel requires. The other
thing is easy to do ; and if thou wouldst become something in this
world, thou must be alert to take the line of serving two or more
masters; for he who would take seriously the notion that he can
serve only one master had better look out, it is back-breaking
work/ Yet perhaps the world and the Gospel are talking about
entirely different things. The world, naturally, talks about this
world, simply and solely about this world ; it knows nothing and
wants to know nothing about the existence of another world.
That indeed would be for *this world a discovery involving deadly
peril. Another world! The Gospel talks in terms of the eternal,
and about this other world, about eternity. No man can serve
two masters no, not in all eternity; and if no one can do it in
terms of the eternal, then no one can do it; for the fact that it
7
163
No man can
serve two masters/
*No man can serve two masters', it is the Gospel's own word.
So take this word, observe the men who are willing at least to
(eternally
unchanged)
it
understand
it
or not),
if it is
so that this
is
64.
truth
it
a
I
says the Gospel, it is just for this reason preach redemption
the Gospel, 'if
continues
is 'not this glad tidings?*
'However,*
did
not
stand
and
not
true
was
first
eternally firm, namely,
my
that "no man can serve two masters", then there would in a
deeper sense be no need felt for a redemption, and this glad
tidings would never be heard. Is not this really glad tidings, this,
that "no man can serve two masters**? When I, the Gospel, say
this, by saying that "no man can serve two masters** I condemn
I call all,
all, absolutely all; and yet in the same breath
absolutely
unto me, proclaiming that God wills that all should be saved,
that this is the Gospel But how could all be saved if all do
not feel the need of being saved, and how could all feel the need
of being saved if the requirement were not such that no man can
all,
and
perfectly
fulfil it?*
this
masters*,
lives
it is
suffices him, but that to give him money is like casting it into
a bottomless pit, so this requirement is not exhausted by any
striving, not in the remotest degree; before God, at this instant
I have
got farthest along, I have not
inch, not a millionth fraction of an inch, nearer to God
come one
than the man who never strove, no, nor even than the man who
strove with might and main for the opposite. Oh, weariness! oh,
forces of nature
165
and
shall be lifted up in faith and worship
then I am as light as a bird. Or what is most exalting: the thought
of my own good deeds, or the thought of God's grace? And
again, when does it reach a climax, so that one's head swims in
ecstasy, is it not then when my best deed is before God transformed
to vileness and grace becomes all the more great? An admirable
man has said admirably that a great benefaction is only properly
rewarded by unthankfulness. Capital! For when the great benefaction is rewarded with thanks, not to say with much thanks,
maybe with a thankfulness equal to it, the ben exaction is diminBut the great unthankfulness as a reward keeps the
ished.
benefaction unchangeably great. And so there is to be found
neither in heaven nor upon earth, nor in any relationship between
man and man, an exaltation like this, when I turn away humbled
through humiliation,
and ashamed from my best deed as from a vileness and find repose
in *grace'. Let the pagan with his proud neck strike the heavens,
from this humiliation comes the exaltation which
or try to
166
blissfully reaches
works, still less by crimes, and just as little by sinking into a soft
slumber and doing nothing. No, in order to worship aright and
rightly to have joy in worshipping, a man must so comport
himself: he strives with might and main, spares himself neither
day nor night, he tries to produce as many as possible of what
upright men, humanly speaking, might call 'good works*. And
then when he takes them and, deeply humbled before God,
beholds them transformed to wretchedness and vileness, that is to
worship
167
in the cultured
it is
eternally certain that nothing is so great an offence to common
sense as the absolute, and (to stick to the immediate context of our
discourse) this may also be recognized in the fact that common
sense is never willing to acknowledge any requirement absolutely,
but always requires that it shall be the one to require what the
requirement shall be. To require that Christianity be done away
with, or to give up Christianity, is therefore in perfect accord with
public, the main chance, demand, or upon how the wind, the
leaves, or the leaves of the newspapers (Blad og Bladene) happen
to turn. No, Christianity cannot undergo change; to require this
its requirements is an attempt to change it, which
remains, however, totally without effect; indeed, as a mountain
might look at a child which went up to it and said, 'Get out of
reduction of
my
way', so
must
which requires
168
has as
it
wills.
How
common
come
then should
to an understanding with
have made
and reverence
for
169
and then
finally perhaps an impatient common sense bursts forth boastfully into speech, loudly
proclaiming its wisdom, that the absolute is madness. Along with
the growth of common sense there gains ground a certain sort
of human lore, the lore concerning what we men actually &re y or
are in these times, the moral situation
regarded as the product
of natural causes, explained by geographical situation, climate,
it
men
man ought
one can
tolerate
poetry and art, a parson (who generally is neither poetry nor art)
a superfluity/ For if it is true that people have sometimes
misused Christianity to intimidate the world certain it is *that
now the situation is inverted, and the world with its common
sense would intimidate Christianity, would intimidate the parsons,
who for the sake of being tolerated become actors and declaimers,
neither more nor less
alas, many of them do not need to be
intimidated to this effect by the world, they are perhaps only too
is
willing to be seduced.
I7o
sense*,
requirement, or that at
all
make
down
^It
said,
about
His
we
NO
MAN CAN
SERVE
TWO MASTERS
We shall see how His life from the very beginning had
to be
arranged, and how it must be to the very end, if He would give
expression to the requirement of serving only one master,
Moreover, we shall see how (especially since He could not wish
to live apart in concealment, but, as the Pattern, must wish to
make evident before men what it is to serve only one master), we
shall see how it fared with Him, and must have fared with Him
in this world, among us men, who all more or less serve two
masters, and to such a point that we cannot calmly endure that
there is One among us who will serve but one master, more
especially if He will not retire into obscurity, but draws to Himself the attention of all, and that with the claim that He is the
truth.
He
accordingly, so
is
His
life
172
make
It
possible only to serve one master. For birth (and it need
not be the birth of a scion to an ancient noble house, or of an heir
to the^ throne), birth itself, when through it a child becomes a
it is
173
His
spite
174
tension?
with
be a miracle in addition, very well, then let it be perfor all a fund is raised once for
and there is no need for
all, so that the disciples are provided for,
more miracles. The other way is a double exaggeration, both
with respect to too little and with respect to too much.* And this
there
is
to
is
on no account allow
common
is
very apprehensive
itself to
be guilty
of,
of, it is
it sets
eyes upon it, judges to be madexaggeration. But without exaggeration it is impossible
only to serve one master; and on the other hand, for common
sense, closely connected with one person and another and with
the whole world and all that is of the world, it is an easy matter to
serve two or more masters.
So then His life is as if calculated to make it possible only to
serve one master; He is without family and family connexions.
But the star in heaven has betrayed something only inquire
of common sense, and thou shalt hear how well it knows that
heavenly glory is not one of the good things a person might wish to
have in this world, that it is generally a mortal danger. The star,
as has been said, betrayed something: the king of the country
took notice, and the despised family must flee with the child out
of the country. The despised family ; true enough, a generation
but only
later (that is, too late) it was called the holy family
hear
it
shalt
*To
and
thou
of
common
sense,
say,
belong
irfquire
to a noble or a rich family may be all very well ; I, however, do not
ask for so much, I am content to belong to a middle-class family;
but in this \frorld to have to belong to the holy family, no, I thank
ness,
it is
you, that wouid be the last thing, it is certain torment and wretchedness. But hypocrisy has long let it be forgotten that this family
was despised as long as it lived upon earth, hypocrisy makes parade
of "the holy family", it would make us ana others believe that
of humiliation
175
fence
it
calls this
is
The family (if one will call it such, for it is no family) flees then
with the child. And now this child has no
country. But this is as
it should be, in order to make it
possible for Him to express what
it is
only to serve one master. Just as he who is to contest in a
race is dressed accordingly, and
just as he who is to fight in battle
^
is
armed accordingly,
to
make
among
others.
'
176
is
pretty)^
177
78
I do not make a
right-about-face, do not turn
back
my
upon Thee, do not treat what I become in the world as
life's seriousness; no, I let the absolute requirement continually
transform me and what I become into beggarliness and wretchedhave to do with
is it not so ?
ness. On these terms I can still
with
Thee.
in
remain
O
Thee,
God,
relationship
Let then the annihilation, the inward annihilation before God,
a man's enthusiasm ought to be
possess its frightfulness, its pain
the more blissful. Frightful it would be indeed if, in view of
the fact that before Thee the most honest effort is as nothing, a
man were to take occasion to abandon himself to inactivity, or if
he were to give up entirely having to do with Thee, in order
nevertheless, for
now
to
become a
serious person
who
seriously strives to
become
upon the world-stage so as to fix upon himself the attenHe Himself knew only too well what the consequence
would be, that the attention of all directed to Him would mean
His suffering, that to be heterogeneous with the others closest to
to speak,
tion of alL
Him, not
to
to say absolutely
is
179
may end
its
distractions
we do
it is
and
God
its
alone.
differently
and
To
God
doing
is:
to suffer for
It,
to
suffer for
it.
This
is
what
the Pattern expresses; and this also (to mention a mere man who
was a distinguished teacher of our Church) Is what Luther again
180
and again
insists
power,
He
a race
He is absolutely an alien in the world, without the least connexion with anything or with any single person in the world,
where everything else is in connexion. It is harder for a rich
man to enter the kingdom of heaven than for a camel to go through
the eye of a needle ; but it is impossible for that man to serve only
one master who has even the least connecting bond.
He is not bound as a husband to a wife; no, He has not even
any father, no mother, no brothers or sisters. He is connected
with no family. He says (pointing to the disciples), 'These are
In Danish,
the Lord.
181
through
fingers,
possible for connexion to capture him who only serves one master.
He makes His appearance as a teacher, and almost at the same
instant
has the whole attention of that little land.
He
He
and do accordingly;
Him. On
he
all
82
of opposition,
with
not even envy has asserted itself. No, all is wonder wonder at
this man who. almightily almost, as it might seem, holds all
possibilities in His hand, is capable of becoming whatsoever He
will. It is like a fairy-tale, and wonder curiously attempts to
guess the riddle: 'What will He be now? But something He
must want to be and whatever it is He wills to be He must be able
to attain it, and if it is what He wills it is sure to be something
and then the united recognition of His contemporaries,
great*
or at least the united recognition of many of the contemporaries,
;
Him
an eminent
where
recognition
hence
fail to
show themselves
qualities,
and
and
it is
prestige, a
honour
then of
183
With
Humanly
He
What so
comfortless as to get the opposite impression of a person one has
loved and trusted ? Oh, my friend, reflect upon this There is a
young man, he learns to know a girl, and this dear girl becomes
his wife
they reach seventy years of age, their day of life was a
summer's
lovely
day, then in the evening she dies, and with deep
emotion he says, 'Whatever other men have experienced, I have
had the experience that there is such a thing as faithful love/
Happy man Appreciate then, not only what thou hast had, but
what thou hast, thy happiness, the happiness of thy sorrow; oh,
happy sorrow, that death did not take faithfulness from her, but
only her with her faithfulness from thee For if this man had been
obliged to lead this girl out into great and decisive tests, he would
have got to know something else, that nevertheless she also was (to
use the mildest term) a shabby lot, that he himself was the same,
as I would of myself have the experience in great and decisive
tests.
There live two youths, they unite themselves closely to
one another in the days of youth, and old age finds everything
unchanged, as it remained throughout all of their obscure life;
then the friend dies, friend is separated from friend, and the friend
who stands by the grave says, Whatever others have experienced,
I have had the experience that there is such a thing as faithful
!
friendship,*
Happy man
There is a man,
as in the other instances, but he did not do so.]
an
that thou couldst speak
of
such
than
older
thou,
age
yet
perhaps
of him as thy contemporary; in him thou beholdest greatness,
it chances to be in a season of calm weather
ye live
thou
dost
and
at
he
his
then
dies,
grave
say joyfully,
together
'Whatever others have experienced, I have had the experience
that there is such a thing as noble character/ Happy man! For
be assured that what thou didst really learn to know was that it
was calm weather; if a storm had arisen, thou wouldst have seen
that he is shabby, like thee and me. Oh, most bitter of all sufferhow paltry one is oneself),
ings (far more bitter than to discover
to have to make it manifest that this (ah, one would give everything if only it might be truth as one thought it was!), that this to
which one looked up as to something great and lofty (oh, take
this away from me, let me be exempted, if this must be made
manifest, so let it be, but let it not be I that must make it mani-
loftiness,
and
My
its
185
He would
lunacy and 'possession', which must come from one who *has a
deviP, This is like wanting to compel a person to lose his senses.
For the law of relationship between being nothing and attention
is this: what corresponds very
reasonably to being nothing is
obscurity, no attention drawn to one; what corresponds to being
something is attention drawn to one then he comes up and looks
around and says, 'Sure enough, here is something, it was reasonable that I was heralded, that attention was drawn. To
being
something in a high degree corresponds a high degree of attention; and being something quite extraordinary may, without
disturbing this law, draw to one the attention of the whole contemporary age. But here comes the crazy thing: to be nothing
and with that to have the whole attention directed to one. This is
just as crazy as to wish to erect in the midst of this world a kingdom which is not of this world. For if one would not have it be
of this world, it is pure chicanery and caprice (in fact madness)
to select a place for it right in the midst of this world; one might
take his kingdom along and try to find another world, or at least
seek a remote place in this world to set up a kingdom which is
not of this world. But to select a place right in the midst of this
either he is mad, or the
world, that is playing for high stakes
rest of us are; and this is a fight unto death: either he conquers,
or we do, but we do not unite, any more than fire and water do.
He, however, serves only one master; He does not yield a tittle
by way of becoming uniform with this world or letting Himself
be forced into any sort of uniformity by becoming something in
this world, nor does He yield a tittle by way of letting Himself
be forced outside this world, into remote seclusion. No ! Hence
in the end the whole world, everybody united, turns against this
man. How shall one get rid of him?
How shall one get rid of him ? To liberate oneself from him by
declaring him insane, and then tranquilly assuming again the
attitude of being that something which every single individual
i$
no, that's not practicable* he is too powerful for that, both
with each individual and with the generation as a whole,, he has
wounded them too deeply; this would be so everyone must
1
86
feel
He
blasphemes God.
His last hour draws near. He
moment, when He is struggling
them without anguish, He finds
'
CHRIST AS
THE PATTERN
187
my
keep the money, that I am allowed to keep the purple, the stars
and ribbons, what is the good of it that everywhere they present
arms, that
all fall
this
88
He
He
not to die.
He
is
Now
He
My
masters', this
is
He was
Word He
:
189
If a frivolous person, a
spendthrift, or a
miser, in a moment of poetic feeling utters this true saying,
'Consider the lilies of the field, behold the birds of the air*, this
weep
what
cost a
it is
life,
Him
costs
every hour
190
that
the instant.
what man
is
So give heed
this refrain
and
than he;
As
The
them
am one of his
servants
elided,
191
home, it is away, the Emperor has lost his rights over it, if
ever he had any, and Sorrow may just as well tear its claim to
pieces, it has no validity; and that's the end of it, even if Sorrow
becomes furious and says, 'The excuse is invalid/ Oh, to be able
thus to say to Sorrow, 'Yes, yes, to-morrow'; and then to be able
to remain quite tranquilly on the spot, charming in carefree joy,
at
more
2
'spirit in nature'
1
especially
when
it;
for
Nature).
allusion to
H.
92
then
is
men,
for
it
reproof,
for correction,
for instruction
in
righteousness'.
'Consider the
lilies
of the
field;
lilies
who
peace
it is I
94
even
if
standing that to
work
is
for
is
is
we might
say,
and he
1
It perhaps adds nothing to the instruction of this passage that it can probably
be regarded as S. K/s reminiscence of his own early childhood; yet there is some
interest in the fact that Ludwig was a name he somehow associated peculiarly with
himself. He constantly thought of himself as Ludwig. Psychologists at least may be
interested in this curious mental trait. If in this passage, as in several others, Ludwig
is S, K., then we have here a reference to his mother
an affectionate reference and
(psychologists may observe with interest) the only reference he made to her in any
of his works, the Journal included.
2
*Let us be men !* Perhaps this is another reminiscence. For in his university
years S. K. seems to have been so much addicted to this exclamation that when
Hans Christian Andersen held him up to ridicule in one of his stories, he represented
him as a parrot which knew how to utter no other phrase.
it
He
reaps,
reaps.
Think of
little
now he
much he still
works,
it
jester,
a wag
(literally, jest-bird).
196
Thou
lily
of the
field,
air!
owestothee! Some of his best and most blissful hours. For since
the Gospel installed thee as pattern and teacher, the Law was
done away with, and pleasantry was assigned its place in the
kingdom of heaven, so that we no longer are under the pedagogue
but under the Gospel 'consider the lilies of the field, behold the
But then perhaps all that about following
birds of the air!'
Christ, about imitation, becomes a pleasant jest. He Himself
helped us by not saying, 'Look at Me but 'Consider the lilies,
behold the birds!* He pointed away from Himself, and we
indeed we men were not to blame for it we took the hint only
too willingly; shrewd as we all are when it is a question of sparing
flesh and blood, we shrewdly understood only too well what a
concession was made to us in having such patterns, and we became
:
indefatigable in adorning it
thinking only with a certain secret
horror of the serious thing, the following of Christ.
No, not quite thus may we be allowed to do, that would be
For doubtless the lilies and the birds may be said only to serve
one master, but that after all is merely figuratively said, and the
obligation of man to 'follow after' them is poetically expressed,
as also the lilies and the birds regarded as teachers are without
authority. Moreover, if a man, with the lilies and the birds as a
pattern, were to live as has been described above, so that he
thought thoughts of God in and along with everything, this
certainly is piety, and a piety which in a perfectly pure form has
certainly never been seen among men. But in the strictest sense
it is
what Christianity is. When one would portray it even with only
tolerable fidelity, it is likely that people will imagine that it is a
to such
cruelty, a torture of mankind, which he has invented^
a degree does suffering for the Word or for the doctrine accompany Christianity meticulously, that when a person merely depicts
it with a tolerable
approach to truth, he will draw down upon
human
197
but which we men, from generation to generahave jettisoned in the most free-and-easy way, without
consistently admitting that what we have retained is anything
but the pure, sound, unadulterated doctrine.
^Imitation', 'the following of Christ', this precisely is the point
and
in clear words,
tion,
where the human race winces, here it is principally that the difficulty lies, here is where the question really is decided whether one
will accept Christianity or not.
at this point,
few Christians. If
made
many
accommodation
is
anything
198
what
New Testament
written in the
However, there
is
also
of no
avail.
at a
higher price, but never higher than about up to that quiet piety,
which under the lenient regime of grace thinks often about God,
expects every good thing from His fatherly hand, seeks comfort
that is entirely
abolished, consigned long, long ago to oblivion. Inasmuch as in
the sermon one cannot very well entirely avoid saying something
&c.
99
But the following of Christ is abolished. Established Christendom, if only for laughter it could listen, would doubtless fall into
the profoundest amazement if it were to hear that this is the
doctrine of the New Testament (and in accordance with the New
Testament, of
all true
Christians), that it is the part of the true
Christian to suffer for the doctrine. To suffer for the doctrine
in such a measure only to serve one master, in such a
way to follow
the Pattern that one suffers for being a Christian To suffer for
the doctrine
*No, no/ Christendom would doubtless say, *I
believe now that the man has gone clean out of his mind; to
to become addicted
require that one must suffer for the doctrine
to Christ in such a measure is then far worse than
becoming
addicted to gambling, drink, or adultery. It is all well
enough,
as the parsons preach, that Christianity is a gentle consolation,
!
we might be
obliged to
to
pay
have
But
to be
this
is that in
preaching Christianity they
out and suppressed what does not please the worldly
and earthly mind, and so have prompted all this worldliness to
have
left
imagine that
it is
Christianity.
Oh,
if
200
mouth
keep one's
shut.
all
must be
brevity.
Saviour of the world, our Lord Jesus Christ, did not come to
the world to bring a doctrine; He never lectured. Since He did
not bring a doctrine, neither did He seek to prevail upon anyone
by reasons to accept the doctrine, nor seek with proofs to sub-
The
the physician
By
who
parenthetically interpreted
action* as he himself had in
way
his constant
disciple.
201
pride of superiority.
Oh
its
make
What was
becoming
its
first
202
works
the
unrest.
life,
life
Present-day Christendom
hand
to
make truth
At
all
events, if any-
What
Christianity
thinks a
little
a believer
and intending
they
did not start out like Luther from exaggeration with
respect to
works and then attain faith, but they began as a matter of course
with faith, which 'naturally* every man has. If one would call
medieval Christianity the monastic-ascetic type, one might call the
Christianity of our age the professor-scientific type. Not all, it is
true, could become professors; but nevertheless all acquired a
certain professorial and scientific -cast of mind. And just as in
the first period not all could become martyrs, but all stood in
1
Hegel and the Hegelian theologians regarded the simple data or faith as inadequate apprehensions of reality which the philosopher and the professor must transcend. Against this going beyond faith S. K. constantly protested.
204
and
all
learned public, and then came reasons fro and contra^ and people
were swayed pro and contra, *for pro and contra in this case much
The
New
Testament
.-
impossibility, for
*
when everything
was in
it is
is
impossible for
one
205
decisive^
nothing
to put everything in
suspense. Sometimes
it looks as if what the professor asserts is the most reliable certainty. That, however, is a deception, due rather to his serious
mien and protestations, whereas more closely examined even his
is
with
appears in the sequel that S. K. has here the analogy in mind which he often
of, namely, that in sewing, the end of the thread must first be secured by a
knot. In the end he attached to this analogy the tragic thought that the only effective
way to make the thread fast is for a man to die as a witness for the truth.
It
makes use
206
however far
being able to
be called a follower of Christ, he is leniently treated, and nobody
(this- at least ought to be a lesson learnt from a vanished age) is
pressed by fear to the point of venturing perhaps beyond his
under grace one draws breath freely and frankly. In
strength
case anyone would in the strictest sense be an "imitator*
if that
is truth, I will discreetly make
for
and
him
also
bow
before
place
him. But as the situation now is in Christendom, as I am, who
am no better than the others, my notion is that the proposal I
have made will already be something won. And I for my part
have a dread of this high ideal in the strictest sense to suffer for
the doctrine, to be an imitator, whereas I make no concealment
.of the fact that this is the requirement of Christianity. But I have
:
a dread
may
so
easily
come back
sacrificing
then it
anything or of renouncing anything which one can get
is easy enough to keep clear of the notion of meritoriousness. But
truly when a man sacrifices something or much, and then in the
daily suffering which was his reward he must drink what humanly
oh, it may so
speaking is the bitterness of being so rewarded
a
man
in
to
a
weak
moment
of
easily happen
forgetfulness to
think that he has merits before God, that he (to speak figuratively,
'but
every blessed day and throughout a whole life, had been guilty of
the most dreadful crimes
and yet has the comfort left to him
of saying to God, *O God be merciful to me a sinner'; that he
may
count himself indescribably happy in comparison with him who
.
man may
bring
down upon
himself, venturing to
and then that this
This
207
There are
my
one can acquit Luther of
belief.
Is
He
perhaps
Imitation
We
mediocrity, and then begin there and make that the standard,
and then perhaps become distinguished
merely because the
.
Let
me
illustrate
what
is,
as
we
mean by a
picture.
Take a school,
i oo
pupils of
208
who have to learn the same thing and are graded by the
same standard. To be from No. 70 down is to stand very low in
the class. What then if the thirty pupils from No. 70 down got
equal age
the notion that they might be allowed to form a class to themselves? If so, then No. 70 would accordingly become No. i in
the class. That would be to get up higher. Yes, if one likes tQ
put it so; but according to my conceptions it would be to go still
lower down, to sink down in pitiable, mendacious contentment;
for to be truly willing to put up with being No. 70 according to a
real standard is to be nevertheless much higher up. So it is in real
life.
It
is it to be bourgeois'? What is spiritual apathy?
have the standard changed by leaving out the ideals, it
have the standard changed to correspond with what we
What
means
means
to
to
men who now live in this place actually are. The whole of Europe
may be bourgeois^ and a little out of the way provincial town may
not be. All depends upon whether the true standard is used.
But sensual well-being is no friend of the ideal standard.
Here we see why things have gone backward in Christendom.
It is because they have abolished imitation, and not even emthis being the exact reverse of
ployed it to exert pressure
the Babylonian revolt against heaven at the Tower of Bebel,
the exact reverse, for that (very far preferable in spite of
denial) was a rebellious attempt to take heaven by storm, the
other is an attempt to get rid of heaven and the ideals by a
disclaimer made in self-conceit and self-contentment. Let us
imagine a Christian city. Christianly understood, the standard
On the other hand, there is, e.g.,
is the
disciple, the follower.
Pastor Jensen. He is a talented, shrewd man, and there is
much to be said in his favour. So let us make him No. i and
regulate ourselves by his example; that is a sensible thing, for
thus one may become something in the world. 'Yes,, but according to the ideal standard Mr. Jensen (to recall that picture) is,
'Pshaw!
only No. 70 in the class.*
fig for the ideals! If we
have to have them with us, nobody can want to live.* And what
is (and
thereby we recognize
not even No. 70), his view is that he can aptly serve as
the standard and model, that these exorbitant requirements are
fantastical. And thus they play in the city the game of Christianity
Pastor Jensen, a society man, as if created expressly for this social
sport, becomes the genuine Christian in the game, even an
is
that he
is
209
well
in
What
supposes are, as one says of a. disease, recognized by their symptoms, the characteristic symptoms of an anguishing conflict of
conscience, fear and trembling, and in addition to this the shock
received from Christianity, profound and perilous, the apprehension that Christianity is to the Jews a stumbling-block and to the
more
2io
is no
question here of suffering for the doctrine. It is
hardly to be found, and how could it be in our time when the
whole mode of life is calculated to prevent the mind from acquiring
the contemplative inwardness which makes it possible for such
psychic states to assume character? In our time (this is truth,
and it is significant for the Christianity of our time), in our time
it is the
physician who exercises the cure of souls. People have
perhaps an unfounded dread of calling in the parson, who,
however, in our time would talk possibly pretty much like the
case there
So they 'call
'You must travel
physician.
to do:
in the physician.
And
he knows what
a riding-horse, for it
bonnet, and then diversion, diversion, plenty of diversion, you
must ensure yourself of having every evening a cheerful game of
1
poker, on the other hand you should not eat much in the evening
directly before going to bed, and finally see that the bedroom
'To relieve an anxious
is well aired
this will surely help.*
conscience?'
*Bosh! Get out with that stuff! An anxious conscience! No such thing exists any more, it is a reminiscence of
the childhood of the race. There is no enlightened and cultivated
I mean
parson who would thiak of coming out with such a thing
to say, outside the Sunday service, which is a different matter.
No, let us never begin here with an anxious conscience, for thus
we might soon turn the whole house into a madhouse. I am so
minded, that if I had in my employ a servant, however excellent in
other respects, whom I should be loath to lose and should greatly
miss if I observed that he or she was meddling with the experience of an anxious conscience, I would give unconditional
notice to quit my service. That would be the last thing I would
tolerate in my house. If it were my own child, he would have to
seek other quarters.'
'But, Doctor, this is an awfully anxious
dread you have of a thing which you say does not exist, "an
anxious conscience"; one might almost think that it is a revenge
upon you for wanting to do away with anguish of conscience
And the
this anxious dread of yours is indeed like a revenge!'
next kind of Christianity (where in any case there is no question of
suffering for the doctrine) is found perhaps rather rarely: a
quieter enjoyment of life, observing the requirements of civil
righteousness, thinking withal often of God, so that the thought
1
Literally, the Spanish game of 'ombre', which was still played in S. K/s time.
211
of Him is brought in a little along with other things; but without ever having experienced deeply the shock of collision with
Christianity, without really observing that Christianity is to the
Jew in me a stumbling-block and to the Greek in me is foolishness; and in any case there is no question of suffering for the
The common kind of Christianity is: a thoroughly
doctrine.
worldly life, avoiding great crimes rather for prudence than for
conscience' sake, artfully seeking life's pleasures
and then once
in a while a so-called pious mood. This is Christianity ... in the
same sense that a bit of nausea and a slight belly-ache is cholera.
*One may call it cholera any way.' Yes, one may perfectly well
do so, and for the sake of precision one may call it Danish, or still
Copenhagen, or still more precisely Christianand so one may also call this Christianity. That
is to say, we off here on the mountain are agreed, or
perhaps a
is
that
street
this
is
and
so it is
agreed,
Christianity
single
more
precisely
haven cholera
But
it
that
may
all
disgusted with it. No, there must be salt in the food. And verily
is provided for in the New Testament. The glad tidings are
not to be palmed off upon men by means of proofs and reasons
ignominiously, as when a mother must sit and beg the child to eat
the wholesome and excellent food, while it turns up its nose at it and
doesn't want to eat. No, the appetite is to be awakened in a differand then one will indeed find the glad tidings savoury.
ent way
To suffer for the doctrine. It is this which changes everything
endlessly with respect to becoming or being a Christian, this
which imposes endless weight. Or if Christ had preached that
kind of Christianity which the parsons preach nowadays, how
and the concern they
explain the concern He felt for the disciples
gave Him, those honest stout-hearted men who verily were willing
enough to give up everything in order to take hold and hold fast?
But here it was a question of 'following* in the strictest sense.
that
Cfirist
these
Himself knew
men
as
212
most miserable
if
He
this
deceit!
thing
this offend
Me;
Me
blessed
exhausted, faith shattered, and ye revolt against
is he who is not offended! And although ye patiently support
in case your patience is only silent submission,
every suffering
blessed is he who is not
bottom ye are offended in
offended in me. Take a human relationship. Let a lover say to
his beloved, *My dear girl, I give thee thy freedom, we must part;
to belong to me would signify (as I can tell thee with certainty
Me
at
with
me
Would
is
not the
Yes
Up to this point the passage reports exactly
1
S. K.'s
such
a situation arises
- Ad
.-
<
"
,.;h
2!
in
human
than co
badness out of the auilty
of possession which can
only be
tasting, cuere is also nvadness which
^.
cv
this,
only incurred by one'* own guilt. But in the relationship between the God-Man iiiid a human being the situation cw<iuf be
other than this
blessed is he who is not offended!
To suffer for the doctrine. 'But there can be no question of
that in these times when
Christianity has fully triumphed and all
are Christians. I could be tempted to
say, 'Woe, woe unto thee^
thou hypocrite!* But that I will not do. I* prefer to say,
"My q-ood
man you do not yourself believe what you;
know
is
say, you
"very
falsehood^ and why then suck talk., why would }0ti
be like the man who stands in full view of everybody with a white
stick in his mouth and believes he is invisible? No, the
requirement of suffering for the doctrine is at this instant just as much
in force and just as applicable as it was at the
beginning. The
?
well that
it is
thing
is
perfectly simple.
self-sacrifice will
himself, this
214
exactly
how
it
goes.
Thus
there
is
He
bargain for?
Here
precisely
is
215
that
had
done the thing badly. But now that thou, loving Governance, dost
declare the situation to me and dost declare
thyself for me
ah,
I desire only to remain
with
apart from all in good
thee/ 1
So here
we have an example of
understanding
true self-denial,
one does. And as
which
it held
always involves suffering for the good
good i, 8 oo years ago, so it holds good this year and for 1,800
years to come, that he who inaugurates in this world a good work
of self-denial has to suffer for it. But the Christian who does not
do this has in one way or another spared himself, shirked his
duty, &c. So this he must admit. This I do. But I will neither
prate nor dissemble in the pulpit; if I have not attained to sufferI admit that this is
ing for the doctrine, if I never attain it
attributable to me and to my worldly shrewdness. Then, moreover (just as suspected characters have to report themselves to the
police bureau), I have to report myself in the presence of Gover-
This account of the experience of 'a fairly honest man* is autobiographical in the
S. K. has in mind his experience in the *afFair of the Corsair
strictest sense.
216
ditional.
is
One
there-
by saying,
brethren,
even a weak approximation to Christianity, a lot of cockles amongst
the wheat.' For then I may ask the speaker, 'Art thou then wheat ?'
And at all events I dare to say that he who speaks thus is no more
a true Christian than I am. Perhaps one will say, 'He is less/
That I will not say. What is the use of such petty human wranga Christian, and
ling ? But I will say that he is not any more of
that I will maintain stubbornly. But then it is confusing to talk
in that way: 'there are many among us whose Christianity is
as if the man who talks thus, and in
merely an approximation'
of
the
Christen dom', were the true ChrisChristianity
general
I
not
That
as though I thought I was the true
;
tianity.
deny yet
Christian in contrast with the others. No, as I have said in the
book immediately preceding this, 'I belong to the average among
'
that
my
going
to or
from the
city.
dom
217
Lord Jesus
however,
men's
if possible,
souls.
by His atonement
all
If
it is
to
be used.
THE MORAL
As loudly as here is indicated (I say 'indicated', for in
fact I constantly tone down the note to the humble admission), so loudly must the note be struck, if there is to
be any seriousness and sense and character and truth in
making a protest against the Established Church and
wishing to reform it.
In case now anyone among us dares to step out ethically
in the role here indicated, appealing moreover as an in-
and
this I did
He did not publish it, and perhaps what held him back till it was too late was the
consideration that at any instant 'the conditions might be denied him*, i.e. that the old
Bishop might make the admission he required.
1
power
New
Testament, and
will
is
the highest
hold thy tongue about reforming. Oh, of all charactermost appalling! to want to contrive mendato
look
like a reformer, or to want to carry out a
ciously
reform with a little partisanship, by balloting, &c.
lessness the
No,
if
there
is
making
220
If
possible be heard everywhere, and would to
that everywhere it Is heard It. might be heeded: The
evil in our time is not the Established Church with its many
It
might
God
faults; nOj the evil in our time is precisely this evil lust^ this
jlirting with the mil to reform^ this hypocrisy of seeking
escape from the consciousness of one's own Incapacity by
stillness
Now it
is
muddle,
as if It
much
trial
of tempta-
name
all
racket
this
and
a false alarm.
March 1855
from the time when
living.
It is for this
relation thus.
Address
by
S.
KIERKEGAARD
Copenhagen
1855
[Preached
May
18, 1851]
DEDICATED
TO THE MEMORY OF
my deceased
father
PREFACE
in the Church of the Citadel, on
8th of May, 1851. The text is the first I have used. Later
have often brought it forward; now I again return to it.
the
I
S.
May
5,
1854.
K.
PRAYER
who
whom
art unchangeable,
nothing changes ! Thou
changeable in love, precisely for our welfare not submitting to
who
art un-
any change:
may we too will our welfare, submitting ourselves to the discipline of Thy
so
that
we
in
unconditional
find
our
rest and
may,
obedience,
unchangeableness,
remain at rest in Thy unchangeableness. Not art Thou like a man ; if he is to preserve only some degree of constancy he must not permit himself too much to be
moved, nor by too many things. Thou on the contrary art moved, and moved in
infinite love, by all things. Even that which we human beings call an insignificant
trifle, and pass by unmoved, the need of a sparrow, even this moves Thee; and what
we so often scarcely notice, a human sigh, this moves Thee, O Infinite Love ! But
nothing changes' Thee, O Thou who art unchangeable O Thou who in infinite
love dost submit to be moved, may this our prayer also move Thee to add Thy blessing, in order that there may be wrought such a change in him who prays as to bring
him into conformity with Thy unchangeable will, Thou who art unchangeable
OTHOU
TEXT
The
Epistle of James
7-2
EVERY
s
man
every
for the
it
not seem
now
to turn
to the mutability of
wearisome to the
How
subject,
consideration of corruptibility, of
human
inconstancy, then
we
would not only fail to keep close to the text, but would depart
from it, aye, even alter it. For the text speaks of the opposite, of
the unchangeableness of God. The spirit of the text is unmixed
joy and gladness. The words of the Apostle, coming as it were
from the lofty silences of the highest mountain peaks, are uplifted
above the mutabilities of the earthly life; he speaks of the unchangeablensss of God, and of nothing else. He speaks of a
'father of lights', who dwells above, with whom tnere is no
variableness, not even the shadow of any change. He speaks of
THE UNCHANGEABLENESS OF
'good and perfect
father,
gifts
that
come
to us
who
equipped
good and
229
this
as the father of
lights* or light is Infinitely well
make sure that what comes from
really is a
has no other am&tion,
perfect gift; and as a father
Him
to
He
invari-
ably only good news. Let him be 'slow to speak' ; for our ordinary
human talk, especially in relation to these things, and especially
that which comes first over our lips, serves most
frequently only
to make the good and perfect gifts less
good and perfect. Let
him be 'slow to wrath'; lest when the gifts do not seem to us good
.and perfect we become angry, and thus cause that which was good
and perfect and intended for our welfare to become by our own
fault ruinous to us
this is what the wrath of man is able to
and
the
'wrath
of man worketh not the righteousness
accomplish^
of God". 'Wherefore put aside all filthiness and
overflowing of
-as when we cleanse and decorate the house and
wickedness
bedeck our persons, festively awaiting the visit that we may
worthily receive the good and perfect gifts. 'And receive with
meekness the implanted word 3 which is able to save your souls/
With meekness! In truth, were it not the Apostle speaking^ and
did we not immediately obey the injunction to be *slow"to speak,
slow to wrath*, we might well be tempted to say: This is a very
strange mode of speech; are we then altogether fools, that we need
an admonition to be meek in relation to one who desires only our
it is as if it were meant to mock us, in this context to
welfare?
make use of the word *mgeknes$*. For suppose someone were
about to strike me unjustly, and another stood by, and said
admonishmgly: 'Try to endure this treatment with meekness
that would be straightforward speech. But imagine the friendliest
of beings, one who is love itself; he has selected a gift for me> and
the gift is good and perfect, as love itself; he comes to me and
proposes to bestow this gift upon me and then another man
stands by and says admonishmgly: 'See that you accept this
treatment meekly P And yet, so It is with us human beings
pagan,* and only a human being, the simple sage of antiquity,
complains that whenever he proposed to take away from a man
some folly or otlicry and so help him to a better insight, thus
5
230
Different viewpoints The merely human tendency (as paganism indeed gives evidence) is to speak less about God, and to speak
almost exclusively and with sadness about the mutability of
human affairs. The Apostle, on the other hand, desires only and
of God's unchangeableness. Thus so far as the
alone to
!
speak
concerned. For him the thought of God's ^unchangeableness is one of pure and unmixed comfort, peace, joy, happiness. And this is indeed eternally true. But let us not forget that
the Apostle's joy has its explanation in the fact that the Apostle
is the Apostle, that he has already long since wholly vielded himself in unconditional ofjedience to God's unchangeableness. He
does not stand" at the beginning, but rattier at^the^end of the way,
the narrow but good way which he had chosen in renunciation of
and without a backward look,
everything, pursuing it invariably
strides.
hasting towards eternity with stronger and ever stronger
Apostle
is
wholesome
God
in the visible
^
shifts
a garment
in
231
one who
the world of
as
everywhere,
omnipresent, though never seen by any mortal; present everywhere, in the least event as well as in the greatest, in that which
can scarcely be called an event and in that which is the
only event,
in the death of a sparrow and in the birth of the Saviour of mankind. In each moment every
actuality is a possibility in His
almighty hand; He holds all in readiness, in every instant
pre-
pared to change everything: the opinions of men, their judgements, human greatness and human abasement He changes all,
Himself unchanged. When everything seems stable (for it is only
in appearance that the external world is for a time
unchanged,
in reality it is always in flux) and in the overturn of all
things. He
remains equally unchanged; no change touches Him, not even
the shadow of a change; in unaltered clearness He, the father of
lights, remains eternally unchanged. In unaltered clearness
aye, this is precisely why He is unchanged, because He is pure
clearness, a clarity which betrays no trace of dimness, and which
no dimness can come near. With us men it is not so. We are not
;
to
in
God
But
first
God?
for every human being, that you should sincerely strive to attain
this understanding
what God's will for you may be ? Or do you
live
your
life
*32
much
as entered
your mind?
How
He
is
terrifying!
He
how
terrifying!
True enough,
if
my
your
will, if
God
certain that
seem
so.
infinitely powerful,
He
and
complain,
lies
wrong gain
>l
234
He
and
Him
is
withfeeldjlorgetfiiln^ess'Intervenes,
is
withheld, but
becomes
rolls
still
down
the curtain
and
to
all
this (it
was only
over; death
frivolity I) there
235
was an
eternally
changeable.
And
what
nothing
infinite
thing,
There
is
inconstant
ness.
Oh,
m^
""'
?LSP
human
He is
mediately felt or not, He is eternally unchangeable.
if as we say you have any
consider
this,
unchangeable,
eternally
matter outstanding with Him; He is unchangeable. You have
in a sacred
perhaps promised Him something, obligated yourself
course offline ymlliave undergone a change,
TbSTn'tEe
pledge
and now you rarely think of God now that you have grown older,
have you perhaps found more important things to think about?
Or perhaps you now have different notions about God, and think
that He does not concern Himself with the trifles of your life,
childishness. In any case you have just
regarding such beliefs as
about forgotten what you promised Him; and thereupon you
have proceeded to forget that you promised Him anything; and
.
UNCHANGEABLENRSS OF GOD
236
finally,
you have
forgotten, forgotten
He
ay ejjhrgattfiojthal
He
is
man and
marij
it is
he let him speak on to the end, listened and kept silence; only
as he was asked to do, not to forget what had been
he
promised,
said. Then some time elapsed, and the first man had long since
forgotten all this; only the other had not forgotten. Aye, let us
suppose something still stranger he had permitted himself to be
moved inwardly by the thoughts that the first man had expressed
under the influence of his mood, when he poured out, so to speak,
his momentary feeling; he had in sincere endeavour shaped his
life In accordance with these ideas. What torment in this unchanged remembrance by one who showed only too clearly that
he had retained in his memory every last detail of what had been
:
said in that
moment!
And now
human
forgetfulness,
intentions, resolutions, entire, plans and Iragments^of plan!T~ana
God knows what aye, so say we men, for ^rareljjfchink about
what we
you have
forgotten,
knows what
for
carries
being
as
it
were
burden
to
you
well,
after all not always so
entirely trustworthy
cannot endure for an eternity some time 1
this
remembrance
and
in
any case
may seem
it
is
may
expect to be freed
from
this other
man and
his
remembrance. But
how
in eternity:
everything
is
fearful!
God
for
said.
He
reckoning.
render up an account, as if we perhaps had a
long time to prepare for it, and also perhaps as if it were likely to
b^ cluttered up with such an enormous ,xna$$ of detail as to make
it
impossible to get the reckoning finished
my soul,, the account
is
every moment complete! For the unchangeable clearness of
said that
we must
do,
it is
It is really
rest
and
in this
all
this
human
238
His
obedience
to
in
God.
And as for the rest, let all things change as they do.
of your
activity
is
on a larger
stage,
you
If the scene
still
experience the
same, perhaps quite as painfully. You will learn how men change,
how you yourself change; sometimes it will even seem to you as if
God Himself changed, all of which belongs to the upbringing.
On this subject of the mutability of all things one older than I
would be able to speak in better fashion, while perhaps what I
could say might seem to someone very young as if it were new.
But this we shall not further expound, leaving it rather for the
259
variety
pleasure
indescribable pleasure! There will also come times when
you
will have occasion to discover for
yourself a saying which the
language has suppressed, and you will say to yourself: 'Change
is not
how could I ever have said that
is a
pleasant
variety
When
pleasure!'
My
this
respect to
it,
you will
life,
in
aye, for
eternity.
In the cold of
winter, if winter visited this place, you would not become colder,
but would preserve the same coolness unchanged, for the waters
of the spring do not freeze In the midday heat of the summer
sun you preserve precisely the same coolness, for the waters of the
!
he
240
he stood
said
it
praise;
was
all
it
true.
still
And
if I
in being,
O beloved 'well-spring,
let
me now
may
art
unchangeable,
Thou
art always
and
Amen
INDEX
Since the words listed below are most of them key words which recur os consecutive pages, the Index indicates only the page where a particular theme b
or re-begins > without purposing to point to every recurrence of a word.
Abraham, 98.
Edifying, 16.
Equality, 5.
Established Church, 219.
Exaltation, 165.
Altar, 9, 21.
Ambiguity, 138.
Apostles, 103, 113, 137.
Ascension, 85.
At once, 68, 135.
Bashfulness, 148.
Flabby, 116.
Followers, 88, 198, 202, 211.
Forgetful hearer, 68.
God, 122.
Beyond faith, 203.
Before
Both-and, 166.
Giveth
Candidate in theology, 126, 138.
Christendom, 155, 201.
Christian art, 136.
Christian public, 153.
Christianity unchangeable, 167.
Cloister, 179.
to oneself,
Come
20.
Comfort, 13.
Glad
life,
95.
tidings, 163,
Glorious ones
211.
Martyrs), 1 50.
Good Samaritan, story of, 64.
Gospel, 163,
Governance, 213.
Grace, 49, 156, 209.
(see
Horses, 104.
Humiliation, 165.
Common
Condemnation,
1 1
Ideal, 207.
Inconstancy, 236.
Instantly, 234.
Interpretation, 58.
4
it is
r, 60.
INDEX
242
James the Apostle, 49.
Jensen, Mr., 208.
Justice,
u.
Physician, 210.
Poet, 147, 155, 196.
Prayer, 9.
Language, Danish, 5.
Letter from his beloved, 51.
Lud wig,
194.
Livings, 138.
Love, 12, 102.
Love,
Christ's, 18.
Love
covereth, 18.
Loveth
little,
9.
213.
Redeemer, 161.
Reform, 145, 218.
Requirement, 166, 177.
Revered figures, 142.
Reverence,
his, 140.
Royal command, 58.
Sacrifice, 142,
Salaries,
Mammon,
148.
143.
School, 207.
187.
Seamstress, 192.
Martyrs, 203.
Meekness, 229.
Merit, 1 5, 202, 206.
Middle Ages, 201, 213.
Mild, 156, 197.
Mirror of the Word, 50.
Monastery, 203.
Mutability, 237.
Mythology, 197.
Self-condemned, 13.
Self-denial, 136, 213.
Self-knowledge, 121.
Self-sacrifice, 136.
Seriousness, 138, 166.
Severity, 135, 153, 156, 211.
passages, 54.
209, 213*
216.
'One unnamed*,
3.
INDEX
Thousand
Too
Two
parsons, 139.
high, 163.
masters, 161, 170.
2 43
Venturing
Woman
Word
of
God,
Works, 202.
World, 167.
Worldly mind,
Way, 78.
Way of perdition,
86.
5,
as a hearer, 70.
Zeitgeist, 94.
50.
114..
244, 202.