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Product Owner with 10+ years of experience in FinTech

I want to share my experience of how, due to imposter syndrome and internal worries, I almost missed out on the opportunity for new acquaintances, a great community, and incredible experiences... I'm always generating ideas and organizing everything and anything. I had the idea to create a meetup among product managers from different companies to share experiences. It so happened that amazing specialists from Google, Amazon, Revolut, and several other large companies gathered. We agreed on everything: time, place, and other details. But the closer the event got, the stronger the temptation to cancel everything. It seemed to me that I would be boring, that my experience wasn't good enough, that my English wasn't as fluent as I would like, and that I wouldn't be able to convey my thoughts. On the day of the meetup, I was pacing around the apartment, weighing the pros and cons, considering the options of failing as a professional, as a conversationalist, etc. Three times I typed a message to cancel and didn't send it. If I had given up, I wouldn't have been myself. I decided that if I was going to embarrass myself, it would be with "fanfare", and I was the first to speak up, talking about my products. Only my inner critic and perfectionist were embarrassed. I gained incredible experience and knowledge from top companies about product strategies, metrics, methodologies, cases, motivation, etc. We shared our current plans, brainstormed, joked a lot, and found common "pains" in the profession. It was incredible, and we couldn't part ways and say goodbye. From the meetup, I made five pages of notes, compiled a reading list for the summer, and made great connections. Several companies reached out to me (they're fast). What if I hadn't tried and refused this idea? Besides the regret of a missed opportunity and affirming myself as an "incompetent" specialist, nothing. The principle of "better to do and gain experience than not to do and regret the missed opportunity" always works in my life. Later, I will formulate ideas and meanings into text, but for now, you can be happy for me, get motivated, and try to do something new without regretting that you didn't try:)

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Ajdar Barantaev

Architect and Data Engineer

4mo

A very familiar state of mind and a sense of constant battle (with myself?). I'm glad you did that

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