I was laid off from my full-time job at an agency seven months ago, a place I had anticipated being with for years. I truly enjoyed the work I was doing and felt there was so much more to explore. It was devastating when my time there was unexpectedly cut short. During this period, I experienced a lot of self-doubt. I found myself comparing my professional journey to others', questioning if I was only valued for my personality, and replaying moments where I had been my most authentic self, wondering if I had revealed too much. Regrettably, I blamed myself for the layoff and became determined to dissect every aspect of my performance at work, vowing never to repeat any perceived mistakes.
As I navigated through various contracted roles, I tried hard not to form deep connections, laugh too much, express too much empathy, or openly discuss my views on humanity. However, I soon realized that I was allowing these corporate environments to chip away at my soul. I was letting an unseen force strip away the qualities that make me valuable and unique. I was starting to hide the essence of who I am—the person who moved to Los Angeles at 21 with only $400, who drove a PT Cruiser from Northern California with the check engine light on, determined to make it big in the City of Angels, the person who changed careers at 28, and the person who has continually evolved through life's phases.
I'm not sure where you are in your professional journey, but I urge you not to allow this economy or these corporations to diminish the beauty that resides within you. We are far more than our job titles, salaries, or the corporate structures we navigate. I believe that each of us has something incredible waiting for us, and although it may take time to reach that destination, one day we will achieve our heart's desires without sacrificing our true selves to attain them. 😉
Sales Representative at RS Matco LLC
1moCongrats Christina!