2 Massage Therapists and a Microphone Podcast’s Post

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At this point, is there regret like **** Because you kind of had, you kind of had the working musicians dream, right? I've got steady work, I've got contracts coming to me. I've got my choice of really good gigs, right? You you have, you have the dream of the of, of the, of the university music student and you're living it. And then you're like, **** it. I'm going to massage school because I think, I I think this is the only way I can get married. Because I can't. I can't. Do that as a traveling musician and then now you're here and you finish and you're like, I'm having a hard time here. Is there any just like, **** I just made a mistake with this whole thing. Ohh, man. It was like I fell into a deep ******* depression because like you said, I mean, I went to this amazing music school. I was probably out of all the people that I graduated, I was the only one, like, not the only one, but I was probably like 1% actually making a living, you know, playing music. It was. Crazy. And then all of a sudden here I am like work in a counter job at Gold's Gym, you know, trying to trying to like go do massage. And it was just like, what is happening to my life, you know?