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Velvet Hounds: poems
Velvet Hounds: poems
Velvet Hounds: poems
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Velvet Hounds: poems

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Velvet Hounds is a completely combustible collection of poetry. In extravagant, shape-shifting imagery and mythic-meets-black-leather vernacular, Seu takes readers on a journey through reckless youth, first love, addiction, bliss, agony and mayhem. Velvet Hounds is a semi-autobiographical collection bearing reckless witness, with nothing held back, to the wreckage bulimia nervosa makes of a body and spirit as well as the pain and personal schisms from which such a disorder might stem. In Velvet Hounds, Seu also delves into the difficulties of growing up the biracial, pansexual, wayfaring child of a deceased pastor and fundamentalist Christian writer mother. The book chronicles the effects of her mother's and her own wavering mental health and through that lens, the incoherent and dangerous labyrinth two people's psychosis can create when they collide. From impassioned, ecstatic, abstracted odes like G-Spot, “strongroom, throne room of baritone ache” & Clitoral “Sinewed capsule / of holy spirit. My body, / the electric chair / berserk.” To the clarity and searing vulnerability of narrative sequences like the long poem “Ox Hunger Essay” which chronicles different thresholds in the narrators struggle with death, betrayal, bulimia, and the isolation of identity “I developed a habit of wringing / my stomach out in my throat.” Never shying away from the erotic, visceral, nightmarish or any juiced-up phantasmagorical earthly heaven, Velvet Hounds is a thunderstorm you'll lose yourself inside.
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Release dateMar 2, 2022
ISBN9781629222233
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    Velvet Hounds - Aimee Seu

    PART I

    And as she slep, anonright tho hire mette

    How that an egle, fethered whit as bon,

    Under hire brest his longe clawes sette,

    And out hire hert he rente, and that anon,

    And dide his hert into hire brest to gon,

    Of which she nought agroos, ne nothyng smerte;

    And forth he fleigh, with herte left for herte.

    —Chaucer, Troilus and Criseyde

    Book II, lines 925-931

    I don’t mind livin’

    I don’t mind givin’ it up.

    —Grapetooth, Trouble

    FAMILY PORTRAIT WITH CADILLAC ENGULFED IN FLAMES

    My mother lost track of the time

    playing in the kingdom of tall grass with me,

    light passing incandescent through that swaying

    frothing wheat. On the ride home

    she flipped the tape over, sang

    Nights in white satin, beauty I’d always missed

    a mourning dove cooing as she carried

    me up to bed. Days when we would cheer

    if the car started. Women in the movies were

    always cold, angelic collarbones begging you

    to drape your jacket around them.

    Love was a china doll my father

    tied with string and let drag from the trunk

    of his car as he went. Let dangle from the wing

    of a plane. So I should’ve known better.

    But in my heart, I already had a jacket I’d shrug off

    to give anyone. In all my memories, he coughs

    blood into tissues and shoves them deep

    in his pockets. Looks at me knowing

    we wouldn’t know each other.

    Behind him, a Cadillac engulfed in flames.

    At fifteen my brother was already an addict

    robbing gas stations to buy cocaine—picture him,

    black bandana tied over a face without stubble. To think

    I was kicking him on the couch in my footsie pajamas.

    My sister, cast in frigid diamond

    every few seconds by the strobe light,

    crystal embedded in her tongue that she used

    to charm cobras, the word LOVE carved

    into her arm with a box cutter. And while the gods

    locked them in the garage and broke

    hockey sticks over their shoulders,

    I was talking to windowsill ladybugs.

    Brother who snuck in to slip cash

    into my mother’s purse after she kicked him out.

    Bought a new car with blood money, torched

    the old one and rolled it into the canyon.

    We don’t sell for parts, he said. If I had

    my own holiday we’d drag undercovers

    out of their houses and burn them at the stake.

    Because who could make a career of betrayal?

    Grandmother, my heathen saint, smoking Virginia

    Slims in a stained robe, in the sacred alcove

    of TV light. It’s over now, and no one

    will have ever seen you weep.

    I like to laugh at the families in white button ups

    and blue jeans kneeling in the reeds where a frail

    dune fence trails off, they smile uneasily for the camera,

    everyone holding each other in vain.

    I know lovers are supposed to become family

    but my mother’s love is a hard act to follow.

    Who could ever be so desperate for me,

    so absolute? She was either twisting

    us daisy chain crowns in the baseball field

    in the dew in the morning light, kissing

    all of our names, or she was standing over

    my bed in the night, floor a volcanic spill of candles,

    trying to cast a demon out of my body

    that I was born with, that’s never left.

    What a pussy, my brothers say of pampered Paris

    in a Hollywood remake of the mythic history,

    prince favored unjustly by the gods. We watch

    him fall stupidly through a gnashing battlefield

    as brave men are shredded around him.

    Like me passing through my youth somehow

    unscathed. And now I come to you,

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