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T​+​A

by TONE

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1.
truth+anguish 04:02
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eyes open up at 6, i force myself out of my bed couldn't care any less about the way that i appear and before i know it, i'm walking towards the main entrance the noise of the young souls begins to gradually fade away i wished that i could embody nothing at all but i figured; that would be impossible holding onto my bag, i try to hide but no matter where i turn or go, they'll always be behind me; and then again, all i can feel is anguish if everything was to disappear, i don't think i would mind that one bit since the day it was ruined for me, the truth inside my heart won't ever show (* = repeat) i held such a strong grudge towards everyone that came my way thinking that it would help, but i left there feeling much worse it would haunt me for years, even happening in my dreams even though i've moved on, i can't be around people my age that just goes to show that trauma will always stick it still exists, even if its been so long *
2.
just right 03:30
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la la la ... through all the tears i cried, nothing could ever make me leave you so trust in me & i'll be set free always up at midnight, the curtains let in all the cold air; but when i think of you, it feels just right la la la ... huddled up inside my big blankets, i'll soon drift off to sleep; the dreams i have leave senses of you if i wished to the stars above, i'd most likely get nothing; so i will wait 'till the time is just right at least it feels nice to know that you'll have the patience for me in this time, i just feel so worthless, that's why i'm always singing alone; la la la ... through all the tears i cried, nothing could ever make me leave you so trust in me & i'll be set free always up at midnight, the curtains let in all the cold air; but when i think of you, it feels just right and when we meet here, it'll be just right ...
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サイクルではない 04:24
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歳を重ねる、 [growing older each second,] まだ過去を慕う [i still yearn the past] 通過するや否や、 [as soon as they pass,] 誰もいなくなる [i'll have nobody left] ボクが変わっても、 [even if i change,] ときは止まらない [time won't stop] ボクはまだ頑固だ [i'll still be stubborn] 希望はあるか？ [is there hope?] それでも、あきらめることはない [but still, there's no point in giving up] その未来を変えられるのは自分だけだ [the only one who can change that future is me] サイクルではない [it's not a cycle] それさえ覚えておけば、後でそんなに驚かないよ [as long as i remember that, i won't be so surprised later on] そのときが来るよ [that time is coming] ボクもいつか、彼らと同じ運命をたどることになる [i'll suffer the same fate that they will, someday] (* = repeat) 気分が悪いね、 [i do feel bad,] いつもボクのせい [it's always my fault] 完璧にはなれない、 [i can't be perfect,] 申し訳ありません [i apologize] 失敗はつきもの、 [mistakes always occur,] ほとんどが直らない [most can't be fixed] 年前と同じように、 [just like years ago,] 謝りきれない [i can't apologize] ボクがあなたの上に立ったとき、 [when i stood above you,] 愛する人への思いやりが増したんだ [i gained more sympathy for my loved ones] *
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in this life 04:05
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in that time, i just felt so free never was scared of myself; every time things get overwhelming, i can sense that dreadfulness i'm thankful that i'm still alive, it's been less unbearable complaining is the only thing that helps me see past all the lies i know that soon i will have to make a change, i know that i can't just ignore the outside world; so why is it that i still don't want to do anything about it? i'm already convinced that i won't be here for so long is it even normal to worry like this when my life has barely even started yet? i've heard it all before, go ahead and say what you want; but i don't think i'll ever be anything else but what my soul desires most in this life (* = repeat) maybe hidden inside my world is a chance to start again i always try to stay hopeful, even though it doesn't do much jealousy is a feeling that i know too well at this point, i just wish i could have a normal mind like everybody else is wanting to feel safe too much to ask for? is a direct answer not the bare minimum? if only the problems i face weren't vague, it would had been over *
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princess 04:19
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there's nothing i would do to see your face again it's been so many years; you're just a distant memory unrecognizable, the love that we once shared i was so young back then, i couldn't even realize even though i sympathize with your pain, he should've never put hands on you though i still remember all those things, they don't matter anymore that woman who gave me life, she went far away before i could say goodbye all those phone calls i had with her just felt empty aah, without a care in the world, she would travel across states in her mother's car; and the only thing i know is that her name was princess (* = repeat) ever since i had learned that all you did was lie, it made me think about if you ever really 'loved' me the answer's obvious, but i wish it wasn't that may be the reason why i never really felt true love i would cry so much over all these things, she couldn't know how i felt inside and despite her having such a name, she wasn't a real princess. *
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nothing else 02:58
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sitting here in the dark, i wonder if you're thinking about me and if you are now, maybe our stars will finally meet i always hoped & wished that this illness would go away someday, but i now know that i can't change what lurks inside my heart aches just for you, i need your touch there's nothing here to do except complain 'bout the things i can't stop, 'till the morning isn't that depressing? pacing down the sidewalk, i ponder the things that make me feel down & before i know it; the sun has already risen my eyes start to water as they struggle to adjust to the light i wish you were here to wipe the tears off my face it's hard to brush it off; the guiltiness always the same stresses holding me back the same things i can't stand; those same things come back when there's nothing else
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within you 03:59
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i'm stuck inside my own world with no one to set me free and there's nothing you can do to end the pain in my heart always trying not to fret why is it so hard to do? and there's no one to tell me in my cold bed, i lay everytime i talk to myself it makes me feel so insane the littlest things are worrisome i want to change the way that i think about those things all these months, & progress is still slow even if there's no one physically there that believes, i'll still try my best for all of you ever since then, i've been so much more aware of my own soul when i think of that; it's not so bad there's as many thoughts as there are stars in the night sky, they won't hold any significance so the only star that you should ever fret about is the one that resides within you, it's within you
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輝く朝 03:17
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無駄に生きていると思うかも you may think you're living in vain 君がまだ生きている理由がある there's reasons why you're still alive 自分の人生を生きているんだろう？ you're living your own life, right? 自分自身しか助けられない no one can help you but yourself 君の心がドキドキするの？ is your heart pounding? 今日も明日も today, and tomorrow あなたは変わらない you'll remain the same 脳が言うことに屈するな don't give in to what your mind says 大抵のことは変えられないんだ you can't change most things だから、心配しないでよ so, please don't fret いつも過去について考える、 you always think about the past, 少しは役に立ったのか？ has it helped even the slightest bit? 泣き寝入りするのはやめよう stop crying about it and let it go これからは思い出を作ろう from now on, make memories 何に情熱を注いでいますか？ what are you passionate about? 今日も明日も today, and tomorrow あなたは変わらない you'll remain the same 脳が言うことに屈するな don't give in to what your mind says 大抵のことは変えられないんだ you can't change most things 輝く朝が待っている the shining morning awaits
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do tell me 04:15
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the sun still shines for me in the darkness, my smile just fades away & there is not much i can do; because i'm always against myself there's so much beauty in this small, little world but it all seems hidden from my eyes do tell me, does the sun shine bright for you as well? i can't seem to feel like this life is worth anything my heart is always thumping, throughout the day and the night how to feel happy, do tell me outside my window, not a cloud in sight just the same old big blue sky sometimes i relate to the hummingbirds, always singing for no-one i'm not sure why i always fret on the past, since the passage of time doesn't wait do tell me, does the sun shine bright for you as well? i can't seem to feel like this life is worth anything my heart is always thumping, throughout the day and the night how to feel happy, do tell me do tell me, do the flowers bloom for you as well? if so, then it's true that pretty things are the most fake do tell me, does the sun shine bright for you as well? i can't seem to feel like this life is worth anything my death slowly approaching, throughout the day and the night am i still worth it? do tell me ...
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ム☆ネ☆ス☆ジ☆ 04:47
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いつもマスターを見ているの i always watch master ちょか弱くてかわいいくて he's so frail & cute 彼はオレの筋肉が好き、 he loves my muscles, だから一生懸命やっている so i work hard on them 胸筋が彼のいちばん☆ my pecs are his favorite☆ おっぱいのように弄るんだ he plays with them like they're boobs 好きなようにすればいいのよ☆ you can do what you want with them☆ いつかオレの胸筋が世界一になることを願って！ i hope that one day, my pecs will be the best in the world! マスターのためなら、全力を尽くす if it's for master, i'll give my all 毎回、自分が強くなっているのを感じるのよ～ i can feel myself getting stronger every time~ トレーニングを始めたらね、 when i start working out, マスターの笑顔を思い出す i think of master's smile いつもやる気を与えてくれる it always gives me motivation オレのココロは暖かいまま♪ my heart stays warm♪ 長い一日で疲れたとき、 when tired after a long day, ベッドでマスターと寄り添うの～♥ i cuddle up in bed with master~♥ 夜、愛し合う時が来たんだ☆ at night, it's time to make love☆ オレの胸筋に挿入して、アクションを始めよう～ insert it into my pecs, and we'll start the action~ 汗と麝香が混ざり合うの、 our sweat and musk mixes together, 100％になったら、甘い体液がほとばしる♥ when it reaches 100%, my sweet fluids will burst out♥ 好きなようにすればいいのよ☆ you can do what you want with them☆ いつかオレの胸筋が世界一になることを願って！ i hope that one day, my pecs will be the best in the world! マスターのためなら、全力を尽くす if it's for master, i'll give my all 毎回、自分が強くなっているのを感じるのよ～ i can feel myself getting stronger every time~
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daughter 02:50
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seconds pass, minutes pass, all i do is waste my time hours pass, some days pass & it leaves me feeling empty you say to me, "i should do something more useful", but i'd rather wrap myself in blankets every waking moment, i only focus on what i want life's too short to be in this much misery, wishing so much won't make magic happen, though lying on my pillows, it makes me feel like a waste of space you even told me that i don't belong here, i really do pray that you never give up on me as your own daughter, you want me to feel ashamed & as much as i do, i don't get your point... so much imperfection, it's not something i can really fix because as long as i stay true to myself, being perfect in your eyes holds no value one day, she may leave you; out in the world with nowhere to go so maybe you should stop forcing these ideals i know you're disappointed, but you wanted a daughter.
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pest 02:00
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どこ見ても、あんたがいて everywhere i look, you're there なぜだろうか？ 会いたくない why is that? i hate seeing you きえてください、かまわないで please disappear now, don't bother me じゃますんなよ、もう終わりだから don't get in the way, it's already the end この道に指示はない、 there are no directions for this path, もう我慢できない i can't take it any longer 時は待てない、しようがないよ time will not wait, it's no use 私に従えば従うほど、あんたより狂って the more you follow me, the more insane you'll become
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lonesome★dancefloor 02:48
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it gets boring when i'm all by myself, so i start making my own fun the plain rug in my room begins to glow so bright, i stop everything i'm doing & my body sways with the beat there's nobody to cheer me on, but the rhythm's all i care about under the disco-ball, i dance the night away i was never fond of people, and this time is not any different it's as hype as ever on this lonesome dancefloor i don't have to worry about a thing when the spotlight's only for me the outside world is so unfair & hopeless, only thing i look forward to anymore is busting some moves there's nobody to cheer me on, but the rhythm's all i care about under the disco-ball, i dance the night away i was never fond of people, and this time is not any different it's as hype as ever on this lonesome dancefloor
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堪忍ぶ 03:25
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誰も教えてくれなかったね there was nobody around to tell me それを受け入れるしかなかった i just had to embrace it 孤独をどうすることもできないのなら、それでもいいんだ if you can't help the fact that you're lonely, that's okay 大丈夫 it's okay 気にしないで don't fret その思いはやがて屈する those feelings will succumb 終わりじゃないよ it's not the end 人生はめんどい、 life is a pain, それ分かってるけど、 that i know is true, but 諦めるな, don't give up, 堪忍ぶ endure it それ悪い気分だ, it's a bad feeling, 悲しみは to be sad 集中は助けらない、 focusing doesn't help, わかるよ i get how you feel 続ける意味がないと思うかもしれないが、 although you may think that there's no point to keep going, 大丈夫 it's okay 気にしないで don't fret その思いはやがて屈する those feelings will succumb 終わりじゃないよ it's not the end 人生はめんどい、 life is a pain, それ分かってるけど、 that i know is true, but 諦めるな, don't give up, 堪忍ぶ endure it らららーらーらー (大丈夫) lalala-la-la- (it's all okay) 堪忍ぶ endure it
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coward 02:49
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毎回謝る必要があると感じている i feel the need to apologize for everything 謝っても解決しないけれど、 saying sorry won't fix the problem but, カワードでごめんね。 sorry for being a coward. 信じてくれてうれしいだけれども、 i'm glad you believe in me but, 恥ずかしくて仕方がないんだ i can't help but feel ashamed 私はあなたに愛されたいのよ i'm desperate to be loved by you 私を守ってほしい．．． i want you to protect me... 一度でも君に会えたら、 if i could see you just once, この世界はもっと明るく見えるんだ this world would seem much brighter 心が落ち着かないとき、 in times when i start feeling restless, 君の温かい笑顔を思い浮かべるよ i'll think about your warm smile あなたの抱擁は軽く、しかし強いだ your embrace is light, yet strong 許してくれたけど、それでもね、 you've forgiven me, but still, カワードでごめんね。 sorry for being a coward.
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cure 04:06
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あなたの頭の中に疑問が山積みになる [the questions pile up in your mind] あなたの大切な夢はすぐに忘れられる [your valued dreams will soon be forgotten] しかし、たとえこの世界が不公平なものであっても、 [but even though this world is as unfair as it is,] あきらめてみんなを置き去りにすることはできない [you can't just give up and leave everybody] もうどうしようもないと思っているかもしれない、 [you may think that there's nothing else you can do,] しかし、治療法はいつかあなたの手の中にある [but the cure will be in your hands one day] (* = repeat) いつまでも世間から隠れていることはできない [you can't just hide from the world forever] いつまでもこの苦しい状態にいることはない [you won't be in this painful state forever] *
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what should i be doing? 03:26
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i'm always wishing that i will change your world for the better the cold, empty feeling inside of my heart won't go away so soon my mind is always thinking about the past, every second that may be why i don't feel like doing much, what should be blamed for that? the sun rises, the moon hides down, the moon rises, the sun hides down looks like i spent all the hours lying down in bed once again everyday, it feels like i'm wasting time but then again, what should i be doing? now that i think about it, the friends i had don't really matter the only friend i have when no one's around is the one in my heart nowadays, i only feel the most content when someone's around; i guess the loneliness i thought i had lost was still there all along the sun rises, the moon hides down, the moon rises, the sun hides down looks like i spent all the hours lying down in bed once again everyday, it feels like i'm wasting time but then again, what should i be doing? i ask that question, but no one answers

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released October 12, 2024

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