1. |
See The Clear Light!
03:07
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knock knock
who’s there?
it’s me
the figure from your dreams
i want
to take
you on an expedition
to a world that you have never seen before
vasectomize the head
then sterilize the organs
is that your heart?
let me fucking open it
i will choke it with my grip
then i say, wake up now
stupid fucking whore, wake up
if this
was it
i would
be in agony
inside the stomach
of Mandala
down my throat
the bricks of lava go
feeling pain and feeling there is no hope
psychic pain and suffering is way too much
i just want to see the clear light
see the clear light
see the clear light
see the clear light it’ll blind eyes
see the clear light
see the clear light
see the clear light
i did it
i did it
i did it
i saw the bardo
i can’t reach
it’s too far
i can’t reach
it’s too far
it’s too far
i can’t reach
it’s too far
i can’t reach
it’s too far
lost in samsara
the light envelopes me
now it’s gone
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2. |
if we cannot meet....
01:21
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3. |
Tranquilarity
03:58
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hypothermic skin
blood vessels turn thin
heart is constricting me
yoma strength within
smell the fucking scent
instincts go kick in
kill my own partial kin
my code
my life
was built
on fraud
on fraud
on fraud
on fraud
on-
inspect my genetic theater
built to be a killing creature
for what and what reasons
didn't choose this path of meaning
wanna build a path, my own road
genocide my genes, breed new hope
killing all hope, construct results
results that have loudly cried
i will not fail again
destroy the complacent
i will not fail again
destroy the complacent
locked in a world of no failures
where’s my will to try
what do I strive
for in life now
for in life now
my purpose is gone
it is gone
gone
gone
destroy my body
destroy my body
destroy my body
destroy my body
i remain without remains
i can go where I please
as i vanish in the wind
i’m no longer bothered by the fleas
centuries pass
i begin to grow bored
end my cognition
thoughts constricting Nen
my, thoughts fission
reaction too strong
hazed and feeling lost
i cast myself into the sun
i cast myself into the sun
as i spiral towards the dwarf
i begin to my lose my mind
i feel so tranquil
in tranquility
i feel so tranquil
in tranquility
i feel so tranquil
in tranquility
i feel so tranquil
in tranquility
i feel so tranquil
in tranquility
i feel so tranquil
feel so feel so fucking tranq-
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will i remember these moments of serenity
or will they
be shattered in the mist of time
decades away
memories fade away
present day
turned into past lives
thousands lived
none survived
the seconds always crawling through my skin
but i’ve numbed the feeling with mind wanderin'
late at night the crawling rises
but in the morning at has subsided
i’m getting hikacked
i peel it
i peel it
i peel it
i’m peeling at my
skin to reveal the parasites
seconds turn to months
months turn to years
years turn to die
will i remember these moments of serenity
or will they
be shattered in the mist of time
decades away
memories fade away
with every breath i take a billion years go by
with every inhale i forget the last exhale
with exhale i forget all the details
then all at once, it swarms my head and breaks me down to dust
my ram
my rom
it’s all
fragmented
too small
to reach
so i just
breathe in, breathe out
detach my being
breathe in, breathe out
lose all suffering
breathe in, breathe out
i am everything
breathe in, breathe out
i am nothing
will i remember these moments of serenity
or will they
be shattered in the mist of time
decades away
memories fade away
will i remember these moments of serenity
or will they
be shattered in the mist of time
decades away
memories fade away
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5. |
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hijacked once again
by the human spirit
why am i
so drawn
to your soul
as i immerse into your
void i just want to be
with you
with you
i want to be complete
like you
and i know
you’re not complete
but you’re more
complete than me
and i wish i hijacked you
like you hijacked me
but that’ll always
be a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream
a dream
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6. |
Samsara
03:49
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look at me in the eye
look at me in the mind
look at me in the heart
look at me in the thighs
i know just what you want
give in to your desires ad
fuck me, fuck me, fuck me
look at me in the eye
look at me in the mind
look at me in the heart
your soul will die
stare at the wall
perspective switch up
slammed the road with my fucking face
feel the ground shake and an engine hum
in the distance two lights closing in
i don't want to be in my
i don't want to be in my
my own motherfucking carcass
Jetting straight up
past the atmosphere
into the fucking stratosphere
where are my arms
where are my legs
where are my arms
where are my legs
where are my arms
where are my legs
stuck
i no longer have a body
living to die
that was my life
living to kill the precious time
living to fill myself with lies
and i resume to suffer
invasive thoughts will tear my soul apart
for all eternity
and i resume to suffer
invasive thoughts will tear my soul apart
for all eternity
i begin to cry
blinded by the sterile lights
it is hard breathe
losing sight of mommy
look at me in the eye
look at me in the mind
you have bloody died
torn apart in the mass of souls
a swirling overwhelming scourge
we are one with the blob of scorn
we lost all hope and suffer more
living to die
that was my life
living to kill the precious time
living to fill myself with lies
and i resume to suffer
invasive thoughts will tear my soul apart
for all eternity
and i resume to suffer
invasive thoughts will tear my soul apart
for all eternity
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